Hello

so much has happened since i have last written via the internet.....

i have successfully passed 2 BIG exams that needed to be passed. My FATHER has endured another Heart Surgery Operation; he is doing well (knocking on wood) and hopefully he will be better with each passing day.

Oh, I have lost in total 73 pounds since January... I realize this sounds like an awful lot, however it is not and let me explain: my fat was distributed in the lower half of my body, therefore, even though I did weigh 201 ( the worst day of my life in terms of body image) I now am proud to finally say that I weigh 128 pounds.

i cant say i am happier... although i have been working on a lot of my issues and I realize that weight was simply one of the many layers to an other wise complicated life..... i CAN say, however, that I am WISER, more PATIENT, and a bit more CAREFREE.... i just hope to GOD that  i can MAINTAIN this weight and that i do not yo-yo...... thats the worst possible scenario to watch happening.. i will try my best to avoid and stop this from happening. I do believe that if i surround myself with others who care about what they eat and how they exercise, i then will be encouraged to be healthier... you only live once... make sure you look (DAMN) good and make sure you make others feel (DAMN) good about themselves... its always better to make others feel good, cus, in turn, you feel good.... and thats what life is all about.... love.

well..... i wore a size 6 dress the other day.. a size 6 dress!!!!!!!!!

thats freaking awesome.... i also tried on a mini skirt the other day at a store, and it was a size 8.

A size 8 skirt, a size 6 dress, and size 8 jeans... i am soooooooo happy with that.... but i still havent reached my goal weight though...... goal size, i should say... anyways....... Target  had the batteries i needed for my scale....     time to dance ... bye alll.....