hey guys, it's me obviously.. yesterday was the most interesting day ever i swear.. right i woke up and then i went to chryssy's and then got my eyebrows done and then to mista wok and then walmart and then home.. then i just relaxed and cai called me which was great cuz i haven't talked to her in like forever and then alicia was sposed to call me back but didn't... what's new.. haha.. and then i went with my daddy to go to ner's house and we loaded the trucks and came home and unloaded them.. then i got a shower and called kev and to my surprise... he sed he'd call back but didn't.. so then at like 1215 last night.. i went outside to chill and he was out there.. we talked and things became clear and now im okay.. i just wish i didn't have to work so hard on our friendship.. oh yeah.. the other thing that happened.. chris sim's IMed me which was nice cuz i haven't talked to him in forever.. he's a nice guy so it was nice talkin to him.. well anyways.. this morning was so ruff.. my sis woke me up at 800 which was nerve wrecking and then i was gonna go with her to unload the other trucks and it was so confusing but i was NOT gonna sit for a freakin hour with a stupid monitor on my lap so she got mad and i didn't go.. oh well.. well anyways.............

im hopin that today gets better and maybe ill hang out with someone from da crew or something.. i guess we'll just have to wait and see.. how exciting.. well hit it up or don't, whatever!

<RACH>

}(i){.. gangsta butterfly.. lol

hey guys.. today is such a retarded day.. um.. here's what happened.. i woke up and fed kenz and then went to get my pic taken for my photo ID for Florida .. so i could fly and i don't even know what happened and i just got so moody and then we went to the pet store and i accidentally let out a dog.. and then we came home and made B.L.T.'s and then my mom came home and yelled and seriously got bent outta shape..

well i gotta go pack and get ready for the beach tomorrow cuz i gotta babysit my nephews at like 5.. what's really gay is that i was sposed to babysit at like 2 and kim came and took kenz for dumb reasons so im not..

*ROAR*

<3Rach<3

um.. not sure what to write .. hmm.. today was the best/worst day of my life.. i woke up at 4*30 this morning and then i ran a mile at 5*30 and just chilled for the rest of the day..

i had fun today but it was a bad/good day b/c it kept changin.. well i hope this works!

haha.. never done this before.. they told me to get this but i didn't and i had a guest book so i guess you can sign that and read this.. i don't know

im a very complicated person.. someday i hope to make the man of my dreams very happy...

my favorite word is NEE! lol and icky icky icky icky pecuns (then i start mumbling) lol...

well i was in a dining room with amanda small and karyn perkins tonight.. it was such a long and tiring night b/c everyone was grouchy and i guess im just moody and crampy and i just wanted to go home.. that's all i wanted.. *dorothy on the wizard of oz* **there's no place like home**...

i just wanted to go and then mike and beth took forever pickin me up and then we went to his house and walmart and wawa and i just wanted to cry cuz i was so HUNGRY.. haha we didn't get to eat cuz it was a special night.. and i didn't eat anything all day..

it's hard cuz there's so much i wanna say and so many BAD things i did today that i can't write.. lol *mwahz*

bein fake is like.. walkin around with cake on yer face and rubber clothes.. haha

kev.. wow! yer my best first friend.. you should get that.. you should be the onli one who understands.. that's how it usually works..

okay well hope you had fun readin my first Xanga journal diary report subscription thingy.. haha.. i had fun writin it.. it's only like 10*50 and im beat and i just wanna sleep but i don't wanna wake up early.. so here's the thing..

im gonna go take a darvocet to relieve my pain and *depression* that im feelin.. and im goin to get an ice pack and staple gun and staple it to my knees..

so pray for me and tomorrow..

i go for my permit test so i gotta study study study and then get a photo ID for my trip to florida next sat.

hit up my celli anytime.. feel free.. even at 11*58 in the night.. i might be sleepin .. but ill retrieve yer message at something like 4*30.. make it short and sweet

*mwahz*

nightnight