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Name: Binnie
Country: United States
State: Massachusetts
Birthday: 10/25/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: writing, reading, poetry, beaches (secluded areas), sunsets, sunrises, picnics, starry nights, full moons, movies, purses, clothes, perfumes, Field Hockey, snowboarding, watching football & basketball games, going out, dancing, clubbing, partying, music (pop, trance, techno, rock, & love songs), making friends, traveling, and last of all.. being evil (^.o)
Expertise: Eating, sleeping, shopping, school, being a major dork/loser/bum/wierdo, and making other people smile! = D
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
Message: message me
AIM:  xbinniex
Member Since:
8/16/2003
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| I felt like history was repeating itself when I went out of my way to get him gifts and he was a jerk to me later on in the day.... that's all I want to say
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| I have come to realize how much I love Randy. He's such a big part of my life. He makes me a better person. I know that sounds really corney but he really did turn my life around and get me back on track. He's always there for me. He's so supportive and tells me the things that I want and need to hear. I am so grateful to have him in my life. He's going to Iraq again in the end of september. The departure has been on my mind for the longest time. Every time that I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes. I hope that he's going to be okay over there. I love him and wouldnt be able to handle it if something happened to him over there. I know that this tour to Iraq is going to be a strain on our relationship. I know that it is going to be hard on the both of us but I love him so much that I'm willing to go through anything.
**we even picked out an engagement ring together already =) that's how serious it is.
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| been a while huh? What have I been up to? Well Randy and I had our six month anniversary. He got me a new digital Nikon camera while I got him a 80 Gb black video ipod. We went to dinner at Chuck's steakhouse on Waikiki beach. We also went to Bayfeast last weekend and I met Sanchez's gf, Tatum and her friends Franchescha and Kim. We had such a great time at Bayfeast. This weekend we had a double date with Jones, Quinn and Alice. It was a little awkward at first but everything seemed like it turned out ok. We went to dinner at Outback and then we dropped Alice off. We then went to see Hancock. On saturday Randy and I actually hung out with Jayme and Lyle. They picked us up and we went to Bellows. At first it was really awkward and I decided to be talkative to fill in the void. I pretty much had a good time. We had steak for dinner at their house. Later that night I ended up crying because I had thoughts about Randy leaving for Iraq. that one snuck up on me and of course the water works happened. The next day, we went to get haircuts for the guys and went food shopping. I spent 100 bucks on food at the commissary. A little ridiculous. lol. After that they dropped us off at home. We got into this situation where I snapped a bit because my hip was still hurting from when Randy ran me over with the food cart. We were laying in bed and I was trying to apologize. It got a point where we were just laying the silently. I started thinking about Iraq again and before I knew it, tears were coming out. We had another serious talk where he consoled me and wiped away my tears and fears.
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| Randy and I just got into this whole wierd thing about when i'm going to actually give Jayme a chance. I told Randy that I didnt want to deal with her this weekend because it's our special occassion. He said that he thinks it's just an excuse and that I'm never going to give her a chance. I got offended. Sometimes I feel like history is repeating itself. It's like deja vu. I remember getting into little arguments with Martin on our Annis and being mad at each other. My thought process while Randy and I were both silent on the phone was "history is repeating itself"......
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| Lets start off with with good stuff. Tomorrow is Randy and I's 6 month anni. I just got off the phone with him. He said he's tired and that he has work at 5 in the morning. The odd thing is that he's giddy and practically hyper. I came to realize it was because he's excited that our anni is tomorrow. How cute is that? Hes all happy because of our anni. He was like "I cant believe its been six months already". He just sounded so happy. He said that he knows that I have to study for my big test that is on friday but he wants to swing by tomorrow just to see me and give me a kiss. I wonder if he's giving me my presents tomorrow too.
So what has been happening lately? Nothing much. This past weekend he was at Bellows, training. On wednesday I went over to John's apt to celebrate his birthday with Dimitris. Randy and I got into a very very big argument because he found a pack of ciggarettes in my drawer. I was already drinking so of course the argument escaladed. It was the biggest fight that we ever had. It was really close. There was a point where I thought that we were going to break up right then and there. I kept on hanging up on him because I simply did not want to deal with it while I was drunk. We talked about it the next day and moved on. I'm so glad that we didnt break up. It would have been one of the biggest mistakes of my life.
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