Goodbye

Guys,

I'll be happier where I'm going.

Goodbye.

A Good Motto

"When going through deep waters, trust the One who walked on it".

If only I could trust something I love, again...

Why?

The last time we talked...

7/24/2004 (Screen Names have been modified)

JustinBaney: this Crystal this time?

ncowgirl: yah--- whats up

JustinBaney: just wonderin'

JustinBaney: said hi last time - no response

JustinBaney: so I fuigured it was a cousin or a frined on your sn again

JustinBaney: crap - I can't speel tonight

JustinBaney: lol - spell

ncowgirl: well my parents get on and my aim automatically gets signed on

ncowgirl: everytime someone gets on the internet

JustinBaney: I know - that's what I kidda figured

JustinBaney: you can change that if ya want - it's in your preferences

ncowgirl: i know but i like it

JustinBaney: anywayz.... Hello, how are you

ncowgirl: i'm worn out

JustinBaney: lol - working out?

ncowgirl: i just home from six flags

ncowgirl: i was up there like right when it opened

JustinBaney: aw - that can wear ya out - especially when it's hot

JustinBaney: ouch - is there that much to do there anymore?

ncowgirl: oh yah-- i almost passed out right before lunch

JustinBaney: water - and lots of it

ncowgirl: to me it wasn't all that great

JustinBaney: big guys like me drink gallons

ncowgirl: yah i tried to

JustinBaney: pee alot?

ncowgirl: not too much

JustinBaney: I stopped going 2 years ago - it just didn't thrill me anymore

ncowgirl: yah it's been about that long since i had been there

ncowgirl: and still didn't ride any of the new ones

JustinBaney: lol - scared?

ncowgirl: no i just didn't get to them

ncowgirl: lines were too long

ncowgirl: i did do the new sponge bob one

JustinBaney: I was at schitterbaun last weekend and the lines were crazy - we didn't get to anything new at all

JustinBaney: I can't wait to get to do that one

JustinBaney: I LOVE SPONGEBOB!

JustinBaney: lol yep - I'm 20 - so?

ncowgirl: we stood in line for an hour and a half for just a five minute thing

JustinBaney: lol - try 2 hours for one water slide

ncowgirl: thats crazy

JustinBaney: and it BROKE down when we got to the top

JustinBaney: yeah -- it wasn't my idea though

JustinBaney: and Kaleb swears he didn't want to do it either

JustinBaney: you know how he gets

JustinBaney: anyways - I just really wanted to just say hey and apologize to how I acted at Celebration Station - my sister said I acted rude to you at first and even though I hope it didn't go across like that I know how I can make things seem unitentional very often - and it seems like you prob. have many peeps IMing you now - so I'll just talk to you later if you want.

ncowgirl: no -- u didn't seem rude-- it was just awkward and i knew that

ncowgirl: so don't even worry about it

JustinBaney: ok, just wasn't sure

JustinBaney: It wasn't that awkward...

JustinBaney: Well except that we ordered the exact thing at dinner!!!

JustinBaney: course that was just weird

JustinBaney: but really - I'm glad we've both grown up about it

JustinBaney: ok wait that could be taken wrong as well.... I just keep it up don't I? I meant I'm glad things can be ok with us both... anyways I heard you were staying home for school... this true?

ncowgirl: yah

JustinBaney: thought you were going somewhere else.

JustinBaney: Nothing's wrong with staying home, but where you going to school at?

ncowgirl: yah i was , but i'm just not ready to go away from home yet cause i'm such a family oriented person

ncowgirl: so i'm just gonna go to tvcc for my first yr

JustinBaney: I understand that, you did seem like you wanted to always stay by your family, just be sure you take classes that can transfer -- TVCC is ok for some things, but you know that you can always come back home during the summer and winter break

JustinBaney: Not dissin' your choice, but TVCC is one of those schools that you may have trouble transfering your credit hours correctly

ncowgirl: yah i know but i just don't want to drive all the way to eastfield everyday

JustinBaney: lol Eastfield is another one of those schools - I know that's why I added the thing about coming home for the summer and winter break - what do you want to become?

ncowgirl: no clue

JustinBaney: ...

JustinBaney: life's hard huh?

JustinBaney: lol - I say that because I'm stuck too - I want to become an actor but I don't have the funds to get there - so I'm not sure which direction I'm to go now.

JustinBaney: well TVCC is a good place to find yourself

ncowgirl: well just keep on praying about it and God will see you through whatever it is that he wants you to doncowgirl: well hey

ncowgirl: i'm so worn out

ncowgirl: i'm gonna go to bed

JustinBaney: understood totally

JustinBaney: I got work at 8 anyways

ncowgirl: talk to ya later and have a good night

JustinBaney: ditto - night

ncowgirl signed off at 11:11:43 PM.

Does "well just keep on praying about it and God will see you through whatever it is that he wants you to do" mean that it is ok to keep loving you?

I hope that is not the last time we ever talk.  I miss you.  Again.

Anyone Worried?

Ok read this article and someone tell me what they see wrong with this...

BOULDER, Colo. (April 19) - A University of Colorado student was arrested after making comments that classmates deemed sympathetic toward the gunman blamed for killing 32 students and himself at Virginia Tech , authorities said.

During a class discussion of Monday's massacre at Virginia Tech, the student "made comments about understanding how someone could kill 32 people," university police Cmdr. Brad Wiesley said.

Several witnesses told investigators the student said he was "angry about all kinds of things from the fluorescent light bulbs to the unpainted walls, and it made him angry enough to kill people," according to a police report. Witnesses "said they were afraid of him and afraid to come to class with him," Wiesley said.

The student, identified by police as Max Karson of Denver, was arrested Tuesday on suspicion of interfering with staff, faculty or students of an education institution. He had a court appearance set for Wednesday afternoon.

His father, Michael Karson, told the Camera newspaper that the comments may have been misinterpreted and questioned whether his son's free speech rights had been violated.