I LOVE YOU!

Currently Playing No Fences By Garth Brooks see related

Today I cant say it was horrible. Felt bad Jess was sick but I guess hes good now.  Well I got up hung out talked to people talked to Jess, sittin here eatin a brownie (MmMm) And thats about it. Leave a comment I guess.. Justine..

If you want to be with me show me you care...Maybe you havent relaized but I've always been there.....If you really want this to work dont play stupid games..Because all that leads to broken hearts...

Jesse. For everyone to know this.. Jesse is the best person that has stepped into my life. He is my best friend ever. And i have no doubts about that, we can talk without yelling or crying. We have been through everything together. If i lost him I dont know where I'd be.. Jesse I know I screw up and its only because I worry and care. I cant loose you and I wont. You are my Best friend. You have treated me like No words can explain. Better than anyone else. Im always here to talk. Im glad things have been great for a while. You are the greatest and I do mean that straight from my heart. Love ya.

Currently Playing Heaven By DJ Sammy see related

Well today wasnt too bad. I got up and was really bored, just like yeaa. Then me and my mom got in a huge fight but we were okay after that. Then my mom took me to Jesse's, then me him crystal and bill went to the mall. Then we went to HOOTERS .. Now im home.. Wasnt a great day but in the end it wasnt horrible. Well talk to you later im going to get warm and eat some brownies!!! mauhaha!!

                                       |*:. Justine Nicole .:*|

I lOve yA jUsTiNe NiCoLe! <3 Meghan

Well I got up, Talked to Jesse, He played his game the whole day, Then I pretty much did -NoThInG- all day. Really boring. Right now im talking to Jesse, well Listening to him, nothing really. Oh well, Today was a big fat gay day. But its whatever.. Hope tomorrows a better day.. Thanks for helping me with this Meghan.

-Its like 2 hours later or something like that-.. well me and Jess were havin kinda a bad day. He was kinda ignoring me, but he actually  came to me sayin he was sorry for bein so distant and it just made my day. Someone can admitt there wrong. Its great. And you dont have to say anything to them, they know there wrong, he apologized and thats the main thing i could ask for in a best friend. Jesse your my BBFE and that wont ever change. you made my day after what you put me through lil bia lmao. I love ya to death..

                       -JeSs AnD jUs-

           [.:*] B.B.F.E [*:.]

A cutters pain
im not insane
my lifes tough
its never enough
red river flows
still no one knows
a cutters cry
and no one knows why
an empty soul
need to be whole
blood streaked skin
ill never win
a cutters mind
not a good find
you'll grow wary
because its scary
the walls close in
i cut again
a cutters reasons
change with the seasons
i hardly exist
next slit wrist
blood on the ground
ill soon be found
youll know why
this cutter will die

Screw up of all messes!

Its 1:45 in the morning.. im so confused anymore.  I don't know if anyone is even reading this or caring. Now you might be thinking she never thinks no one cares about her blah blah. But maybe because I don't see it ever.  I just don't know what to do anymore. And theres not many people I can talk to about it. Im screwed up I swear. I don't know how I do have some people in my lifes. I guess I got lucky. I doubt I get any sleep tonight really. I'm just bummed. I want to find a reason I can stick with why I am here. I wish someone could show me that there is a reason for me. And to stick with it. But i'm off to bed. Maybe .. Gay Day & Night..

-x-Justine Nicole-x-