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[ other pic's are in xanga & myspace ] i'MA BE UPLOADiNG THiS LiTTLE B0X N0W iNSTEAD 0F THEE 0NE UNDERNEATH THiS 0NE =]
1/21/05



 
 Haha what did nancy&jade make me do?! FLY!!! hahahaha
 JADE FLYiNG!!!

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THE END ;DD
January Eighth, two thousand and four !! haven't blogged inna whilee! meeeng took my test for high school today up at si .. hahha maaan saaw heckka people . let's see .. a lot's been going on for me .. i have a lot of new year's resolutions which yes i'm planning to keep & continue trying. hrmm .. later on i'ma watch white noise with my homieees & kicck it . haha, saaw too many people to name but made NEW HOMIES forever&ever ! Haha like richard&drew& othe rpeople? haha. OH YES AND I SAW MY ANGNES! YAYUUH. but g`yeah and course my homiee leo. haha i feel like i got closer to the people i hardly talked to in the past. which is a good things, since one of my new year's resolutions is to make peeace&be hecka cool with people i hardly waas too . but g`yeah .. hopefully white noise will be good. drew&richard and all`a theem are going too .. along with i guess nino&felipe? but definitely my JADE honey & etc. so yeeees i'll blog more later! ps; i took out my chatter box `cause of the craap that too many people were saying. iono it's kind of getting annoying, haha but it's okay .. `cause another one of my resolutions is to continue to show optomism .. and not let bullkaka like that phase me ;DDD . haha AASSUMERS! be back lateer
Yaaaay 500 dollar modeling casting for LONGS DRUGS on wednesday!! YAAY hahaaa modeling pays off xDD Thaaank Godd i don't have nutcracker on wednesyda, and it's on tuesday and thursday !! OOOH-WEEE!!
 Yaay Kuya Ace is back! *muah*, I love you. Too bd you gotta go back to thingie on the third .. I'll once again miss you, Kuya xDD
 Yhep this is at my house!! haha. I loove my girly cousins x] . Well, all my cousins lol.
 Some Sumera Cousins, feeeeel me?!
 And again ..
 Just me and my ate Crystal downstairs [x my ate risa wasn't looking hehe.
 Some of my aunties. [ and my mommy lol ]

 ehh i dink i uploaded this one already .. oh well, my comp's being weeeird.
 Happey Birthday, Kuya Randy! You're legal noow yaaayuh!! You're a CHristmas baby!!
 My Kuya and me.
 Haha me and some of thee Presents xDD
 Bilat [ razelyn ] and my kuya `bout to blow thee cakee!
 Now ferrils!
 Lol our tree downstairs xDD
 Some cousins downstairs!
 Haha cousins, neighbor, and me in my messssy rooom x]
 Ate Risa, Kuya Ace, annd Kuya Randy
 Brother and sister x]
 My Ateee from Sacramento and her daddy, my uncle.
 Haha treee hug! NOT HUMP! lols
 Lol christmas morning
 Agaain ..
 Haha weird outfit from auntie kimmy
 Yuccck i'm fat =CCC
 =\ still fat.
PS; theere are MORE pictures from christmas eve, and morning. but they're not uploading rigggght but keeeep checkin` just ini case i added them !! Ughh pictures aren't UPLOADING!!!! ___________________________________________________________________
Merry Christmas!! Haha .. family's currently over since eight, `til past midnight `cause we're celebrating kuya randy's birthday! he's a christmas baby! aww. . hit up the cellular device, guys! I loove my jade & hubbey jason [x Haha .. *Muah*! MEERRRY CHRiSTMAAS!!!!!!! PS; pictures will be UPLOADED later on either tomorrow or the day after x] there's a LOTTTTTTTTTTTTT
122304; i became jason rosario's wifey, and he's my husband [x oooh-wee!!
Yaaayuh went to serramonte aaagain! Haha .. efrrils not to bop though .. Lol this time i went with my mom and my neighbor `cause we had to give my auntie som` .. an`en i met up with MARYANNE, AMY, ANGELiNE, JR, AND MARK and keecked it. hah` .. saw some othjer people too, but i looooved it! Haha .. Yaaayuhg! x] kaaes well i got's noo life, always up heere .. yet i'm always so f*ckin` occupied. JENs HEERE .. x]
*WENT TO SERRAMONTE TODAY .. KiCKED iT WiTH CRiS AND CHRiS, AND SAAW MiSTER ARBY! i'M FEELiN` G000D `CAUSE i'M TALKiNG TO MY NANCY AND LAUGHiNG AND SMiLiNG .. HAHA. THEN i WENT TO MY COUSiN/AUNTiE's HOUSE ON 87TH iN DALY CiTY .. YA` KNOW .. NEEAR TAHT SUPER MARKET AND JADE DRAGON AND YEH .. HAHA TODAY WAS NiCEEEEE.
Monday, December 20, 2004; COME AND WATCH ME AT THEE SAN FRANCiSCO BALLET's NUTCRACKER !! ehh shows: ( well i already performed in a lot but then thee next upcoming performances consist of .. ) Wednesday December 22, 2004 [ my mommy's birthday ] at 1:00 and 7:00 Friday, December 24, 2004 at 5:00 pm. (MERRY CHRiSTMAS EVE !!) Sunday December 26, 2004 at 1&7 .. Tuesday December 28, 1&7 and LAST SHOWs !! Thursday the 30th at 1&7 .. NOTE; iF YOU WANNA CHiLL iN BETWEEN SHOWs THEN COME AND GiVE ME A CALL `CAUSE i'M JUST RiGGHT ACROSS THE STREET AT THE SAN FRANCiSCO BALLET SCHOOL AND DOWNTOWN AREA DURiNG BREAKs. THE PERFORMANCEs ARE AT THE WAR MEMORiAL OPERA HOUSE .. iT's AN ALL NEW NUTCRACKER SO iT's A PRETTY BiG DEAL =]
*i'M S0O0O DiSGUSTED WiT`CHU, J0SEPH. WTF .. AND i NEVER DiD LiKE DANiEL AND LiL` M0E BUT i NEVER EXPECTED THEM T0 TURN F*CKiN` GAY! iONO iF JOSEPH's iNV0LVED iN THAT RAPiNG OF F*CKiNG LA`TRELLE BUT iF Y00UR ASS iS THEN EWW .. WTF WTF WTF.
PS: Lol .. Today .. AHH !! My favoritist people from thee ballet .. haha my RACHELLY, AND BREE, AND XANNY P00 ! .. L0L .. ALS0, BRENNEN AND J0RGE [ PR0N0UNCED H0RHEY] AND CHRiS .. HAHA .. AND DEFiNiTELY MOST DEFiNiTELY VLAD, BRiTT .. AND GRAHAM ;] *muah*
Thursday; Ahh .. Stanley's last day tomorrow .. Shooot I know I'm going to cry. Grr .. so much going on tomorrow .. CHristmas thing and everything .. errrgh's .. PLUS I got to leave early to go to NUTCRACKER .. opening night .. errghs so theen i won't even get to stay for thee whole thingie .. ;[ sniffles .. I got loove for yoou guys . ferrrils . omq stanley I neeeed yooou heere with us .. why you leaving for our LAST yeaar, right in thee middle, huh? wtf? .. errgh .. =\ whatever .. good times, eh? I'll miss you, Stanley. My duckie, "lover", staight up brother .. just my stanley .. ;[ WEDESDAY !! i LOOOOVE THEM .. ahh .. omqshers; haha today was cuute&adorable. godd .. Haha call cell .. Aww .. I love my xan, now, and my brennen and chris and horhay and VLAD and everyone .. gossssh today waas sexy, =] =]
December 14, 2004 EHH .. DON'T SAY THEE WORD "LOVE" UNLESS YOU'RE SiNCERE .. `CAUSE iT's A TRUUUUE&ViTAL WORD .. THAT MEANs TOO MUCH TO EXPLAiN. D0 N0T EVER USE iT JUST `CAUSE .. i KN0W iN THEE PAST i W0ULD SAY " AWW i LOOVOE's YOU" OR WHATEVER TO PEOPLE WH0M i AM CL0SE T0 .. BUT i KN0W BETTER, TO ONLY USE iT WHEN i MEAN iT .. SO SHOULD YOOOU. LOVE iS TOO UNEXPLAiNABLE FOR WORDs ..
*STANLEY .. YOU'RE LEAViNG ME .. YOU'RE LEAViNG US ....
121304: i L0VE YOU, JADE. YOU ARE MY EVERYTHiNG .. PLEASE TAKE MY ADViCE i TOLD YOU EARLiER ABOUT YOUR SiTUATiON `CAUSE i LOOVE YOU, AND i CAN'T LET YOU GET HURT.
HAVE YOU EVER FELT THAT FEELiNG WHERE YOUR KNEES GET SO WEAK Y0U CAN BARELY STAND .. THAT FEELiNG WHEERE Y0U CAN'T EVEN SPEAK `CAUSE Y0UR BREATH iS JUST TAKEN FR0M Y000U .. AND Y0UR HEAD DRiFTs FAAR AWAY iN TH0UGHT .. THiNKiNG S0 HAPPiLY .. HAVE Y0U EVER TH0UGHT THAT iN JUST 0NE M0MENT .. EVERYTHiNG iN LiFE W0ULD BE 0KAY, `CAUSE ALL Y00UR NEGATiVE TH0UGHTs JUST DRiFTED FAR AWAY .. AS iF NEVER T0 REVERT BACK T0 Y00UR EYEES&LiPS .. THAAT CRAZY FEELiNG WHEEERE Y0U ASSUME THAT iT's ALL G0N`NA BE G00D .. AND N0THiNG CAN FADE 0UR EXTiNGUiSH THAT FLAME 0F TH0UGHT THAT KEEPs Y00UR F*CKiN` MiND iN'NA BLiSS .. THAAT UNEXPLAiNABLE BURTS 0F HAPPiNESS THAT ALL0Ws Y0U T0 STEALTHiLY REJ0iCE WHEEN Y0U SEEM AND PLAY iT 0FF LiKE EVERYTHiNG's C00L .. THAT BEDAZZLiNG C0RE 0F Y0UR iNNER M0ST DEEPEST TH0UGHTs EXPRESSiNG THEMSELVES AND FL0URiSHiNG RiGHT iN FR0NT 0F Y0UR F*CKiN` EYES .. `CAUSE DAMN STRAiGHT i HAVE. i D0N'T CALL THAT L0VE .. i JUST CALL iT .. MY DEEP FEELiNG F0R Y0U. It's nothing important I guess .. just memorable and unforgettable .. `cause I'll always feel like this, and get so weak when I speak to you .. but I'll always make it discreet .. so you're oblivious until thee time is right and perfect =] .. and if this feeling lasts .. TODAY i SPENT M0ST 0F THE DAY .. [ 0THER THAN NUTCRACKER REHEARSAL ] STUDYiNG AND D0iNG H0MEW0RK .. GETTiNG READY F0R BALLET .. `CAUSE i BOUGHT NEW P0iNTE SH0Es .. AND KiN`NA KiCKiNG iT WiTH ALEX .. AMBER .. AND THAAT STUPiD WHORE TONY. YHEP .. HAVEN'T CHiLLED WiTH MY NEiGHBORs FOR A WHiLE .. KiN`NA FELT G000D.
 DOESN'T iT LOOK FAKE? WELL .. iT's REEEAL HAHA [ NATURAL ]

 LOL THiS iS HER FUNNY FACE ;]


Wednesday, December Eighth, two thousand and four; Happey belated Matthew, and Hoe !! Lol .. yeh .. Hrmm . Haha. Matthew Matty Matty .. Gosh didn't we share so many memories? Haha my x husband from when we were YOUNG .. gosh .. lol .. yeh, i got cadeelac love for you, booy. Damn, Haha me, jade, and nancy had our laughs today .. Ugh I can't believe stanley's leaving iN THEE END OF DECEMBER. God .. wtfeeze ?! .. WASTE OF TiME !! leaving us in thee MiDDLE .. GOD .. hecka saad & mean . sniff`oes. but g`yeah .. class is gon`na be interesting tomorrow .. hahaha .. well's yeeauh .. arright i'm out .. pictures will be downloaded hopefully either later tonight or early tomorrow. Laater ;]
TUESDAY .. OMG .. Um .. didn't go to school `cause I went to a funeral .. It waas sooo sadd .. omg.. pooor uncle rudy . No one had a clue that he waas homeless too .. well not HOMELESS, but living in the church wtfeeze? .. an`en he died in los angeles .. so depressing .. after they closed the thingie he visited my ate risa and auntie day day .. an`en his older brothers.. and yeah there are so many stories .. Can't really explain them all .. being personal; but g`yeah. Umm .. Hrmm .. so yeauh .. And theen ballet .. hhaa i lovoe my big brother .. i swear to god, i am so close to him. an`en C0NFiRMATiON MEETiNG. well'ps .. i got`ta "phone date" tonight and homework I need to do. Hahaha . Yayyyuh ..pictures will be posted in`na bit.
Monday, December Sixth; Two thousand and four; I feel reeally lucky that I know someone like YOU. You continuously make me smile .. and you know how I feel about you, `cause I know how you feel about me too. Even if we're just REEALLY good friends .. I'm satisfied and feel SOO lucky .. and special .. that I got you. It's nothing, really .. but I'm so bedazzled with this feeling that I feel. `Cause it's like all my life, I wished and longed for someone EXACTLY like you. And now .. I feel like it's sort of complete .. my thoughts, at least. It's like a granted wish, standing in front of me for a long period of time but only revealing itself to me now. Like I said .. It's something I've never felt before, this feeling. Haha, I always hoped that I would meet someone, EVEN iF iT's JUST A FRiEND, with thee most perfect qualities .. romance, when it's necessary; a sense of humor, like someone who makles me smile, and can smile back. Like someone who can make me laugh, and take a joke; Someone outgoing, and risky, who lives on thee edge. Just .. someone like you. And so I'm saying that I'm glaad I got chuu as a friend `cause I trulyy feel that without chu, I'de be incomplete. I just wouldn't realize it .. And I'm glad I got thee oppurtunity to realize that I would be incomplete without someone like you who I could TRULLLY express myself to, and talk to .. I feel like I could tell you ANYTHiNG AND EVERYTHiNG .. literally. So .. I'm just saying thanks .. and my love for you takes up a LOT of space in my heeeart .. and in my mind .. `cause almost all my TRUE FRiENDSHiP love is all dedicated to you .. *Note; today waas so good .. Even if it just lasted a moment .. but only that moment .. I'm just left so bewildered.
*NOTTE; haha also, gelo's family and heckka people were at the thing tonight .. i'm going tomorrow morning so yay yuh i'ma see everyonee theeere ooh-wee !! hrmm .. i'm done .. kaaaae
SUNDAY, DECEMBER FiFTH, '04. HAPPY BiRTHDAY JAAE !!, MY L0VE ! Ahh .. I was `pose to go to a viewing today near Century 20 but theen my mom couldn't take me and g`yeah .. So I'm just gon`na go to thee burial on tuesday in the morning or whateever .. Haha oooh-wee !! I saaw thee following people today: <3 Jenniffer <3 Robyn <3 Quel <3 Joyce <3 MS. NACOR .. holy crap guys .. yeeauh I saw her with her her WHOLE entire family .. haha it's funny how she reacted to joyce and me .. oooh-weee !! <3 Jessica <3 Benedick-oh-lick ;P <3 Martin <3 Craaig <3 Maryanne <3 Justin ( Kuya, *wink* ) AND EVERY0NE ELSE i SAAW .. S0RRY iF i'M N0T MENTi0NiNG Y0U .. i'M JUST iN KiND 0F A HURREEY .. SO YEESS HAHA, TO ALL MY L0VEs i SAW T0DAY; i MiSS Y0U GUYs VERY MUCH AND G0T FAMiLY L0VE F0R Y0U ALL .. KAAE ?! D0N'T F0RGET iT, ( NEGATiVE ) AND REMEMBER iT ( P0S0TiVE ) HAHA, REMMEBER PAULiNE ? *Note; So yeeah .. today did some crrap with my neck still messed up .. ohh god, how thee fizzzuck am i going to rehearse tomorrow and go to school and everything like this .. ugggh maan, it was hecka random too .. Nothing DiFFERENT really happened that caused it .. hrmmph . oh well's. Call me up if you're down to come on over to KAiSHA's HOUSE `cause after I finish my homework, there'll be basically nothing to do anyways. Feel me?
SATURDAY DECEMBER FOURTH .. Who fuckedd up my xanga? Ehh ? .. Whatever I'm just gon`na leaave it .. I don't care if it's pretty anyways, `cause I kin`na made it ugly, too. Hrmm .. today was so long .. shooot spent the whole day at ballet .. since nine am .. `til a few minutes ago .. 853 .. I'm soo tired from all that rehearsal. AND AB0UT THE THiNG WiTH MY SH0ULDER? WTFEEZE? yeah .. i "sprained" my neck and am temporarily PARALiZED!! Hrmm .. omgshers I'm soo glad I got the two most dependable people [ from ballet ] theere for me iN MY CAST, to talk to and express myself to .. whether on the phone or in person or whatever .. It reeeally comforted me, and even with all those pains ... made me smile. Thanks Grahaaam, thaaanks vlaadie vlaad !! you guys are thee best .. especially since I neeeeded that shoulder [ err .. those shoulders ] to cry on today. Well yeeauh Hrmm so much bull-poo poo going on haha. Yeeah .. theere is, booy. Hrmm . .SO yeah, time to geet sick with it and C0LLAPSE. <3 Love; <33, Kaishaa Sumera Borgaro
DECEMBER THiRD, '0H F0UR. WHAAT iSS iT ?! Lol todaay .. wooow .. Haha stanley you're so stupid .. Can't believe you're leaving us in December .. Fuck nut !! Miss fonda didn't even loook bad with her haair .. it waas up, looked nice to me. Haha I don't know what people are talking about ehhh., Haha .. Nancy .. Jade .. Remember all thee people we're going to keeell ? Haha .. Funny .. But g`yeah anyways Hrmmm .. I can't wait to quit ballet, and can't wait until DECEMBER SEVENTEENTH .. MARK Y0UR CALENDARs `CAUSE i'MA BE CHEESiN` AND SOME OTTTTTTHER STUFF ON THAAT DATE KAAE ?! haha. kaaae hit up the cell i'm out homies.
PiCs ARE UPLOADED DAiLY DOWN BELOW .. YOU GOTTA SCROLL ;] DECEMBER SECOND; HAPPPPPPPEY BiETHDAY ERiCA, MY LOVE, AND KEViN, MY LOVE! HAHA HAPPEY BiRTHDAY TO MY LOVEs !! AWW, i LOVE YOU GUYs .. THiS WOULD BE THE PERFECT TiME TO KiCK iT .. CALL ME WHENEVER !! HOPE YA GOT MY BiRTHDAY MESSAGE ;] *MUUUUUUUAH*! so anyways .. umm today was heckka boring i guess.. Haha me and my ading Jade and my shortie Nancy had our little FUN conversations again .. yeeeauh boy can't wait to hunt thaaat weirdo down who messed us upp like sh*t duude ;[ Haha omq i wonder what Miss Fonda's gon`na look like since she asked Nancy to ask Anna to braid her haaair .. Haha we're gon`na geet a big ass show tomorrow Ehh guys ?! Cooool !! I reeeally can't picture her with braids .. Haha fun, fun. But anyways yeeauh I didn't go to ballet today .. bsaically spent my whole afternooon after schoool in peace working on my applications and studying for thee religion test and thinkin` bout science project & crap. Yeeah, so much. Everything's hecka interfering with eachother .. I'm actually kind of looking forward to the year to be over becausse I'm gonna quit ballet. .. But then omg think guys .. inna yeear, we'll have four years of our lives already mapped out and destined .. SCARY, RiGHT NANCY ? yeeauh. AND ADiNG JADE .. GOSH HAHA MEMBER TODAY ?! lol .. stressing yeauh. But it's okay `cause when me, you, and nancy go shopping for gifts .. Ya` girls got your back kaae, Love? Haha .. well I'm hoping that Kevin and Erica are having a good day today since it's their birthday .. Once again lol. Hrmm .. So yeah .. Better get back studying, homies. Haha. Mmkae I dropped one love tonight and am satisfied. ;] Love; <3, Kaisha Sumera Borgaro ;] What is it, homies ? Haha.
WEDNESDAY, DECEMBER FiRST; TWO THOUSAND & F0UR; HAPPEY EARLY BiRTHDAY KEViN Li AND ERiCA HE !! Whoa .. today felt HECKA short. Feel me? Godddd .. Lol but g`yeah, haha umm todaay at school it waas okay. Hrmm .. Yeeeauh haha member jade & nancy .. our C0NVERSATi0Ns ?! Yeeeauh, booy ! Well yeeah .. Hrmm .. Simple day, too too simple. I guess .. but theeen at ballet got out heccka early frrrom class to go to nutcracker rehearsal. Ohhh shit duuude's Lauren Foos scaared me heckkka bad `cause she said Max was theere so I was like ohh crap wtf is he doing here ?! .. An`nen yeeeauh. It waas that other guy .. Iono his name, with thee kin`na underbite. Lol .. Yeeeauh. Hrmm .. Oh well .. Ohh yeeees in addition, ;P, Craaap homies I'm hecka trippin` about not trippin`. Wtfers? Lol .. I think thaaat all that shit that's been going on is soo dumb. Everything, and I'm not talkiing about one subject. I got so much f*ckin` shit on my minddd .. Uggggh yes. Hrmm .. It's okay though `cause I'm not going to taaake it like it's judging my life or whatever. Fuuuuck's thaat!! Haha .. Yeeauh boy. Well yeeah I got`ta study and shit .. couple tests tomorrow .AND OH YES TALK ON THE PHONE! I'ma seeeee my homie joseph when i tutor him !! ;] . Haha omq lately I've been drinking heckkka teea. Haha aren't I WEiRD ?! Well yeess I am .. and ugly too .. Haha; arriggggtt theeeen byee homies ;]
EXTRA; Something that kind of stuck me today while I was chatting it up with Nancy during our 10:30 break: *Note; Females like us aren't looking for a two faced, fake guy. We don't want the type of guy that acts too hard .. or is too "ghetto" .. Yeah, looks are kin`na what attractrs two people to eachother .. You got`ta admit .. but still .. PERSONALiTY is what we're looking for. No, waiting for. We don't wan`na guy that'll play or mess around .. and we don't want someone who ASSUMEs too much, and is someone that's really distant. We want someone who'll be there to talk to, and express ourselves to .. have our little deeeep moments. Haha, not too horny .. We just want someone who'll be there for us. And support us. THat's who we want. We wanna guy that'll be romantic when it's the time ..cuddle when we need`a cuddle .. talk when we need`a talk .. yeauh. But I dont want someone so perfect that I feel stupid around .. Eveyerone makes mistakes .. You got`ta admit .. But at least try and apologize. I'm kin`na different though when it comes to relationships .. Me, I'de prefer to have the guy happy, even if it takes all i got .. I don't wan`na be the happy one while he's being down. I prefer both to be at their best, but I'de sacrifice a lot in order to satisfy him. But .. We wanna guy that'll understand. And at least TRY and understand .. Idon't know. I guess I'm asking for too much .. but at least be faithful, understand, someone to talk to, someone to cuddle with, and someone to be romantic with too. THERE'S SO MUCH, BUT i EXPECT SO LiTTLE. I just want someone that'll be there for me .. someone that will have me, and wil let our relationship develop even gradually .. so it'll last a reeeally long time. FEEEEL ME?
TUESDAY! NOVEMBER THiRTiETH; Haha today was SEXiFUL .. Lol confirmation class was thee best part `cause GELO, DANNY, RiCKi, J0SE, and everyoneee was being hecka stupid & funny. Lol I looooved it. Haha, It was all just simple, stupid things, too. But it definitely made my night .. LOL wtfers Ricky was all like SEXXXXXY and yellin` it heckkka loud an`en thaat white lady i forget her name waas all like RiCKY STOP P0KiNG HER SH0ULDER DAMNiT lol i was like whooooa theeeere hahaaa .. omq but it waas hecka stupid when my pudding, GELO, left me. UGHH hahaha but it's oaky. ADDiNG, JADE .. i'MA BRiNG MY CAMERA NEXT TiME S0 WHEN Y0U'RE THEERE WE CAN G00 TAKE TH0SE PiCTUREs, KAAE? L0VVE Y0U !! kkaaae i'm done now, homieees.

 Yeeauh .. This is so random, because I haven't basically spoken to you or seen you for quite a while .. But I'm feeling OVER you. You seeem hecka mean .. but nice when you want something or want to be .. but heckkkka hecka mean .. Feemales have feelings too, ya` know .. even if you don't like thisss person.

can't fade this relationship right here .. I love this little girl ..





 i DON'T CARE iF i'M UGLY ANYMORE ; i WAN`NA POST ALL THEE PiCTUREs HAHA.
 ME & JOSEPH .. HAHA WE'RE NOT LOOKiN` TOO GOOD THEERE .... WE WEREN'T READY LOL....... EWWW
 GASP !! LOL
 TiRED AS HELL AFTER DANCiNG AROUND MY ROOM AND SiNGiNG TO THE RADio HAHAHA .. OOH-WEE !!
 SHE's CUTE AS F*CK .
 *CHEEEEESE*
 LOL YOU CAN'T REALLY TEL ... BUT SHE's ON MY KNEE .. HAHA NOT REALLY LiGHT AS A FEATHER BUT CLOSE ENOUGH =P
 HAHA N0T T00 PREPARED iN THAT ONE .. AMBER WAS THERE FOR THAT PiCTURE !! [ MY NEiGHBOR ]
 STRiKE A POSE !!
 HAHAH EWWWWW
 TASHA AND THEM .. HAHA SHE's MY HOMiE .. [ ONE iN RED ]
SATURDAY NOV 27 04 Omfg today was thee best I swear to god .. Haha Omg duude .. Kaisha&Joseph almost established november twenty seventh two thousand and four .. Haha that was so funney .. Kids, Im flying solo still .. that's just something that's personally kept as an inside joke =] Haha too bad this nigga`s a juvenile .. Grr, that makes me mad haha. Hrmm .. Yeeauh .. Lol got those pictures and everything on our ROCKY ROAD BUS .. Haha so ghetto .. can't beleive thee foster kids [ juvi's ] and my mom's work and me, teena and amber brooks rode in that ghetto shit .. Lol .. an ice cream truck to get to san jose .. Haha funney . I looved thee bus ride .. Duude i found my twin ahahaha .. Shoot I was hecka mad at thee end on our way home though cause I didn't get to accompany my Honey Trucks. Lol .. It was okay though `cause when we said good bye it was better than any fuckin` bus ride . Lol .. Hrmm .. Haha aww, and yeah My mom's "Adopting" him .. so funney. Lol .. Well yeah. And then visited my Lola in kaiser in daly city ;[ .. And got`ta ride with my auntie, cousin, and niece.. Haha new pictures will be posted up shortly ==] Lol .. so yeah .. Loook at myspace for new updates .. I'm out babysitting.
FRiDAY ; DAY AFTER THANKSGiViNG; I spent todaaaay in daly city. haha .. westlake .. and i ssaaw kuya rex and kuya ronnie .. an`en went to SERRAMONTE for thee rest of the day .. haha i went to BOPPERMONTE but DiD NOT BOP .. =] i bought hecka shit, and saw some love[s] of my life !! such as JENNiFER .. MABEL .. MARAiZEN .. JENNA .. QUEL .. and ED !! HAHA THANKs ED F0R MAKiNG ME LAUGH SO FUCKiN` HARD AT PANDA EXPRESS LOLLLL .. THAT WAS FUNNEY. I needed that laugh, I guess lol. Yeah, and I realized how dumb people aare .. well yeah I got into thee biggest fight with my mom and fought for over three fucking hours .. wasted so much time .. ugh, and cried lol. Yeah, I'm sensative when it comes to people I love.. But we're all good now . So yes .. Haha that mystery call was S0LVED !! lol that was coool i'm not trippin` anymore `cause i KN0W who that was now . Hrmm so yes lol. I'll blog later if tehre's a need .. `til then .. CALL ME.
Thanksgiving !! ; Today's gon`na be fun .. it's only like 4:50 .. i love spending time with my family [ as you would know if you've been to my myspace ] lol .. and g`yeah . Happey Turkey Day everyone !! .. Hrmm .Things rambling though my head: I want a chance. Give me that CHANCE . Get to know me like you've never met me before .. I want to start fresh wit`chu so you can reeeally see what I can be for you. I wan`na be the one. I just want you to be happey .. but I'm hoping that I'm your choice that you choose to make you happey . I'm feelin` you. Everytime I talk to you I begin liking you all over again. Words can't reeally describe how much I smile when I talk to you. Commitment isn't scary .. And I'm not asking for that. I just want to be known as "yours". EDiT : PLUS .. i WANT T0 SHAD0W Y0U AT LiNC0LN HiGH SCH000L .. LOL LOL .. <scratch that . UMM .. i D0N'T THiNK i'M READY T0 EXPLAiN EVERYTHiNG YET .. PLUS MY FEELiNGs ARE 0FF AND 0N .. L0L L0L LET'S JUST BE H0ME SKiLLET EMiNEMs F0R N0W .. BUT i'M STiLL SHAD0WiNG Y0U, L0SER ;]
 HAHA C0NFiRMATi0N CLASS WAS HECKA FUNNEY .. RiGHT ADDiNG? HAHA AWW, i LOVE MY JADE HAHA AND iT WAAAS SOOO FUNNEY .. i COULDN'T STOP CRACKiN` UP ... HAHAA . AWW, THAANKs F0R PUTTiNG THAT SMiLEE 0N MY FAAACE GUYs !! ;] *CHEESE* .

NOVEMBER TWENTiETH, '04. 1045 PM ; Damn today was hecka long; Had Dance .. both kinds. All`a that shit. Haha Then got some time to walk around downtown . After that, kind of chilled at home for a while workin` on some applications and blah. Haha Hecka people were hitting up the cell phone, but I only picked up for LORENZO. my big brother. Hrmm, and yeah. My room hsa barely any reception, so gay. Well yeah, ohh and it yeeeah it is a bad thing `cause i'm still feelin` you =] haha. Hrmm, so let's see. Yeah, then after a while went to Quickly and visited Annie on Gerard !! Wish I saw Len. Damn .. But I didn't. Well yeah, I just want to say CONGRATULATiONs TO MY ADDiNG, JADE, AND MY FRiEND FELiPE ON MAKiNG iT OFFiCiAL. JADE; If he ever hurts you .. I'm here to flick his forehead =] Haha, Aww, jus` keeding. I know that you two are inseperable. You guys make such a cute couple together, I love you !! Now Felipe, you heard? You better not dare hurt Jade, `cause she's my one and only true adding butt. my TRUE friend. Better not lay fucking hands on her =] Haha, Just kidding, lay as much as ya` want but don't HURT her. Whether it be PHYSiCALLY or EM0TiONALLY. `cause I G0T HER. feel me? Haha, welp's yeah, I know you well enough to say that you will NEVER even THiNK about hurting her. i BETTER BE RiGHT =] .
11 14 04 ; HRMM, iT's SUNDAY ; WHAT ELSE CAN i SAY ? iT's MY STUDY / APPLiCATiON DAY. TiME TO CATCH UP, YAY YUH =] <3KAiSHA REST iN PEACE BEVERLY;
11 15 04 ; TODAY WAS FUNNEY.
SATURDAY 11 13 04 ; i HAD FUN TALKiNG TO JADE&FELiPE LiKE ALM0ST THEE WH0LE DAY [ WHEN i WASN'T DANCiNG ] CAUSE i SPENT MY WHOLE DAY UP AT SFB ; i LOOVED REHEARSAL&THEE THiNGs SAiD AFTER =] OMG .. CAN'T WAiT TiL NEX` REHEARSAL `CAUSE .. YAY YUH =] HAHA i'MA GET MY BACK CRACKED " CHRiS STYLE " BY MY SPECiAL FRiENDDD =] HRMM, WONDER WHO THAT iS ;P TODAY WAS SEXY COOL . THAANKs =] - AND YES, i NEED A DiET `CAUSE i'M GETTiNG FUCKiNG FAT .. =[ G0T PR00F T00 !!
FRiDAY 11 12 04 ; WOW .. this day started out HECKA messed. me&jade were hecka mad at eachother for NOTHiNG . duude for reeal'se. last night it was crazy as f*ck . i agree that people can be two faced, and everyone has that other side, it's just in some people it shows out more than in others. RiGHT ADiNG ?! well anyways yeah, during science iit was all bad . we were hecka *rooar* yeaah . & then we talked it out and realized what happeneed & found out the whole storey . so ya` know what? everything's gravy . in fact, our fight got us CL0SER . yheeup i said CLOSER . i love my adding jade ;] & that really is comin` deep down from the heart. `cause yeah, we do have our little arguments and fights or whatever, & trip about stupid ass crap sometimes, but in thee end, we realize what's really up & yeah. at lunch we had`da nice talk =] i liked it haha. we actually pointed out some crap taht we got COMPLETELY annoyed by . RiGHT MY LOVER ?haha . 0H YEAH HAHA WE ALS0 HAD HECKA LAUGHs . MEMBER ? JAADE WE ALM0ST G0T P00 P00'd 0N !! HAHA, THAT WAS HiLARiOUS . lol's and yeah . so i'ma just say this once. NOTHiNG CAN FADE WHAT ME&JADE GOT . NOT ONE LiTTLE THinG . YOU CAN TRY AND TALK CRAP ABOUT US, TRY&GET US T9 FiGHT, D0 WHATEVER ; BUT KN0W THAT N0THiNG CAN DiSSEVER US. FEEL ME ? so yeah, aaaaanyways . hrmm, whaat else happened at schoo` ? oh yeah, haha when me&jade were leavin` FiLEPE and thee two otheeer guys weere there . haha we ran awaay from them. YOU KNOW WHAT i G0T`TA SAY AB0UT S0METHiNG THAT iNCLUDEs THAT ? iT's PERS0NAL, S0 ASK =] haha . adding call me asaap cause i got`ta talk to you it's reeeeally important & i jus` remembered .OH YEAH, AND WHOEVER KEEPS PRANK CALLiN` ME WTF . DUMBASSEs . hrmm so yeah. & ballet was stupid i hate some people theeere . RiGHT Li`L JESSiCA ? theeeye jus` irritate me soo much . hrmm, but i guess it's not thee time to hold grudges ehhh ?! . well yeah . i'ma end it heere and make thee best out of my friday . CALL ME AB0UT SUNDAY ADDiNG AND EVERY0NE ELSEE F0R KiCKiN` iT, KAE ? call the cell ; 4155338798 <3KAiSHA
THURSDAY ; 11 11 04 ; NO SCHOOL !! . i THiNK i'MA UPLOAD SOME PiCTUREs LATER . DEPENDs. *N0TE ; AWW, i LOVE YOU, JADE. MY BESTEST FRiEND [ AL0NG WiTH MA` SH0RTiE NANCY ] HAHA THEE TW0 ADDiTi0NAL S0NGs [ F0R Y0U i WiLL & WEAK ] ARE DEDiCATED T0 Y0U GUYs . `CAUSE WE BE SiNGiN` THEM AT LUNCH&RECESS. HAHA. i HEART Y0U GUYs !! LiTERALLY ; LOVE . CAN'T FADE US !! =] OH YEAH HAHA iT WAS SO FUNNY LAST NiGHT, WHEN THEEEY SANG THEE HAPPY BiRTHDAY S0NG T0 NANCY. AWWW, HAHA. THEY HAD T0 BEND D0WN HECKA MUCH T0 REAACH NANCY, WH0's STANDiNG AT 4'10 =] HAHA. i LOVE YOU GUYs !! =] MY FRESHES` LADiEs .
 MY M0NKEY-NESS =] i T0LD CHU FELLA`s i L00KED LiKE AAAA M0NKEEEY !! EDiT ; 922 PM . HAHA WHAT HUH WHAT . WHY Y0U TRiPPiN` iF iT's N0T THAT BiG 0F A DEEAL . WHY Y0U GETTiN` MAD iF iT WASN'T iMP0RTANT . i AiN'T EVEN UPSET 0R N0THiN` ; JUS` SAYiN` . WTF HUH . Y0U'RE G0N`NA G0 & GET ALL PiSSED 0FF `CAUSE S0METHiNG THAT WAS HECKA 0BVi0US WAS STATED, WHAT's WR0NG WiTH iT ? N0THiNG, CAUSE Y0U said iT T00 . HAHA S0 Y0U TRiPPiN` . TWO FACE !!
NOVEMBER TENTH, TWO THOUSAND AND FOUR; haha damn today was hecka long, but coo` in`na way. lol's. jeees. let's see. main events of the day; -teeny and i did prayer ! yay yuh haha. lol we had hecka laughs. -omg haha thee little second graders are so adorable, constanly wanting little hugs from thee female fresssh ladies in our class haha. - there's so many things jade, nancy and i do. haha i love you guys `til death. holy crap every day we make about a gazillion more memories to cherish and hold on to forever =] feel me? haha. i have so many laughs and smiles wit`chu guys. you guys really make me cheese. whaaat we got is unfadable. i LOVE YOU WiFEYs !! -i kin`na had some teeears but also cheeses remeniscin`. shoot, this year's not even close to being over, but i'm already thinkin` about it with thee glass being half EMPTY insteeda FULL. =\ -after school; let's see. ballet. uuugh i was hecka tired. hrmm, thank god i left early to go to LOWELL; yes LOWELL. - haha omfg lowell waas hecka fun&funney., haha i saaw so many people i knneew like oveer 100 haha and me and jade and nancy were FR0LLiCKiNG yes FR0LLiCKiNG thee halls & saayin` wassup with it to thee people thaat we missed . haha. everyone waas there, for real'se. i mean EVERYTHiNG. awww, i looove you guys haha. it waas good seein` thee old aim high people & summerbridge & thaat crap. CAN'T FAADE THAAT, LiKE WHAAA` ?! haha. - caame home&took a long shower. yay yuh. so now it's time to caatch up with everyone online. how are Y0U guys doin`? =] CHEEESE ! <3KAiSHA
NOVEMBER NiNTH, TWO THOUSAND AND FOUR; - whooa crap; today at schoo` waas crazy `cause theeere was yellow code or whatever haha; umm some guy waas armed and took a hostage at`ta skoo` near by hostage so we, at our school, couldn't even get ouuut of our own class rooms to go pee !! haha. so yeah, aww hope evrerything's all good now. - i'm jose's thing and xavier's my boubie =] haha. - things are hecka confusing with my parents =[ uuuugh. - balleeet was combined with thee fella`s - nutcracker rehearsal. talked to gel's most of the time on the phone =]
N0VEMBER EiGHTH, TW0 TH0USAND & F08R; 110804; - woke up cheesin` =] - walked with JOANNE !! - school was okay. i'll blog later about it =] - didn't go to ballet today `cause i got so much homework. damn. - TONiGHT iS APPLiCATiON NiGHT. i'M APPLYiNG T0; SAiNT iGNATiUS SACRED HEART iNDEPENDENT HiGH SCHOOL LiNCOLN DEFiNiTELY =] LOWELL THURG00D PHiLiP AND SALA BURT0N
if anything else happens i'll blog about it =] - EDiT; J 0 S E P H G0T BEAT UP !! AWWW .. P00R GUY . =[ . i MEAN YEAH i KN0W HE's ERR UHH BAAAD ASS KiD & EVERYTHiNG BUT WHAT HAPPENED DiDN'T NEED`A G0 D0WN LiKE THAT =[ SNiFF`0ES. FEEL BETTER, BUDDEY .

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