| | I don't know what to do anymore.
I bust my ass off in school, I work my ass off at work and I clean the house as much as I humanly possibly can and yet... my mom STILL has shit to say about it. Her son is a complete fuck up, worthless piece of shit who isn't attending college and is a complete, total slob, but I'm actually getting somewhere in life and somehow I get the blame for EVERYTHING HE DOES! It pisses me the fuck off. I always, always clean up after him and vacuum the house for mom and clean the bathrooms because I know she has clients at the house a lot but if I leave a cup in the sink, SHE FREAKS THE FUCK OUT!! You'd think that would be forgiven considering all the other shit I do, but I guess I'll never be good enough in her eyes. But Toph can leave an entire pile of dishes in the basement and she won't say shit. SHE FUCKING CLEANS HIS ROOM FOR HIM AND HE'S 19 FUCKING YEARS OLD!!!! JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!! It pisses me the fuck off!!!!! He's spoon-fed everything. Anything he wants is at his fingertips and why? Because Mom feels bad for him. Well, fuck that! He needs to do some fucking shit around the house, I CAN'T DO IT ALL!!! Even Steve says shit about how sloppy Toph is around the house and how he leaves his underware DIRECTLY in front of the hamper, that's so fucking lazy. Only Steve understands how I feel because he's just as orderly/organized/slightly OCD as I am and he's at my house often enough to see the destruction my brother causes and he knows I constantly clean the house. And, just now Mom told me that I have to do my own landry. Okay, I've done laundry like once in my entire life and I think that was when my Mom and brother were in NC for a week. I don't do laundry. But I know she's just saying that. I've her that from her sooooo many times. I might just tell her "Okay, you want the house clean? Then, I'll drop out of school to commit all my efforts to you." That's the only way I'd be able to meet her standards. It's fucking ridiculous. As soon as Steve turns 21 and is old enough to drive at UPS (that's where he works now, since today), he'll be making BIG BUCKS and damn right we're getting an appartment together. So, only a few more months of this bullshit and then I'm on my own with the love of my life. Annnd nothing will be better than that!!!
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| | Posted 11/1/2006 5:34 PM - 0 comments
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