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Name: Ben
Birthday: 6/4/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: God, basketball, swimming, goin out with friends, watching tv, watching movies, eating, sleeping, music, and anything else thats fun
Expertise: not much
Occupation: Medical
Industry: Medical
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AIM:  Ka Chinkk
Member Since:
4/23/2003
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| ReturnIt's been so long since I've written here. Somehow I randomly got the feeling that my high school habit of blogging while listening to music was really good for me in terms of looking at my life from an outside perspective. as I write down my thoughts/actions/feelings for the day. I really don't even know what I want to write about but I just felt like blogging once again. I guess maybe I'll just write about my day...
I'm a hardcore fan of sleeping in late, but recently it's starting to make me feel groggy waking up at 12:30 with half the day gone. After lunch and writing an email to my darling on vacation in London, I watched the movie Red Eye and it was very good. I then went to G's and hung out for a while and came home for Dinner. After cleaning up and such I got a call from Geng and Mike wanting to hang out. After deciding to rent a movie, we set out in search of the Bourne Identity, which had been all checked out at both Hollywood and Blockbuster, so we got Election, an old favorite, instead. After picking up some drinks and chips, we headed back to Geng to watch the movie. I think we had a great time. It felt good to hang out with old friends. It's always a treat to see friends you don't regularly get to spend time with. After the movie, Geng dropped me off at my house and I talked to Wilson for accountability and wrote once again to my darling in London. And here I am.
For the past couple of weeks I've been feeling kind of groggy. Like there's a million things I need to do and all the time in the world to do it, but absolutely no motivation. I feel like I've been seeking cheap thrills in reading Harry Potter (there's nothing wrong with reading HP, I love the books, I'm refering to how I use them as an untimely sort of escape when there are so many things I need to take care of), watching movies and avoiding responsibilities. I feel so unorganized and unstructured and I keep telling myself that I will sit down and take care of everything later and later and later and later.
Perhaps now is the time to take care of some of those things? Get some school stuff taken care of, shower and get to bed early and wake up in time for church in the morning. Tomorrow's another day in which I get to praise God for how amazing He is. I look forward to tomorrow. 
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| On the way to RecWeekI'm excited about RecWeek.
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| Went to see Superman Returns today with the guys. It was a really a good movie. I really enjoyed it, despite a group of kids behind us incessantly crumbling their candy wrapper and whispering. But after 2 hours and 34 minutes, it was worth it.
-during the movie, Superman gets ready to save some people
Me: Uh oh, uh oh, he's officially back...
Mike: *looks at watch* At percisely 12:04 PM
-Voltaire and I discussing the movie's score online
Voltaire: dude, I'm DL'ing that theme
Voltaire: John Williams kicks ass
Me: HAHA
Me: do do do do doooo do do dOOOO
Me: that's how it went
Voltaire: no, no
Voltaire: do do, do, do, doo, dooo, ddddoooo
Me: dude, that's not even close
Thank God for this wonderful day and the opportunity to spend time with friends and enjoy an awesome movie. I recommend that you go see it as soon as possible!
Ben | | |
| G-G-G- Bored...Wow, it's been over a month since I've posted. I think that's close to if not the longest I've ever gone without posting anything. So anyways, here's an update:
First of all, I'd like to thank God for being with me through this tough past month. With AP's and graduation and just a bunch of end of school year mess, He was still there for me and provided me with the strength to keep strong. As I continue to strive to get closer and closer to my Lord and Savior and seek His will for my life, I find myself in quite a different setting. Unlike what I've grown accustomed to during the school year, I find myself under minimal amounts of pressure and completely out of any kind of routine. I've found that I lack motivation to be productive at all. Aside for reading a couple of books which I actually enjoy and exercising relatively regularly, I've done nothing. I have, however, spent a lot of quality time with my friends and my family (especially my little sister, Nicole). I have been looking for a job to occupy me for the rest of the summer, and also earn some spending money from, but I'm not willing to settle for anything I wouldn't enjoy doing. I do not wish to return to lifeguarding like I have the past two summers, I actually want a good job. I will, of course, continue to hunt for possible summer-time occupations, but I'm uncertain of any possible results. I think I need to pray about it more; in all honesty, I haven't really spent much time with prayer like I should, so that's something I definitely need to change. I'm sick of waking up with half the day wasted! I am determined to change my sleep scheduel! Starting with tomorrow, when I will wake up early in the morning to go running! Of course I've made the same promise to myself for the past week and a half, with some pretty weak results... Nevertheless, I will be forced to wake up early tomorrow as my good friend Sapan kindly agreed to stop by and help me fix my computer (I'm on my new laptop by the way). Since I plan to wake up early tomorrow, I think I better go to bed now... But before I leave, I want to partially express an issue that has been weighing on my heart for some time. My girlfriend, Joy, being the blessing that she is, is currently in China on a teaching/mission trip. Although I'm overjoyed for her noble task of serving the Lord, I miss her to a very significant extent! My darling will soon be home, however, which makes me happy . In the meantime, I will be praying for her and her family and friends who are with her.
I thank God for you, who care enough to read what I have to say, and I pray that God will bring as many blessings into your life as He did mine.
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| I just wanted to post this picture because I like it a lot. Thanks to Vivian for taking it.
Joy and Me at the Orchestra Banquet.
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