I've been having a really hard time opening up to people now. I just can't tell friends what's bothering me nowadays because I feel like they can't relate it what I'm feeling. It's hard to open up to anyone now because they just don't understand. I'd be nice to find someone who I can talk to and air out my troubles with. The only other outlet is to write in my journal, but sometimes that doesn't make me feel better. Sometimes you just want someone who will listen and understand.

i finally gotz a job.

Just got back from the roadtrip yesterday morning.

7/28 - 7/29/2007
We left San Francisco friday night and drove to Vegas. It was hard on me cuz I have never had to stay up the whole night. We got to Vegas at about 7am Saturday morning, but we couldn't check-in till 3pm. Went to eat breakfast and then hit the casino's. I felt like shit the entire time cuz I was sleep deprived. Then we finally checked in at 3pm and I slept, but not for long. Woke up at around 6pm or 7pm to shower and get ready for Club Rain. Rain sucked in my opinion. I didn't like the music, got messed up off alcohol too soon, and left early to join Bev who went to play the slots. Plus I can't remember what happened that night.

7/30/2007
Woke up early Sunday morning feeling dehydrated and nauseous. Threw up a few times. Got ready to go to the Bellagio for the lunch buffet. I couldn't eat anything and spent more time in the bathroom throwing up then eating. Afterwords we went to walk the strip and I slowly started to feel better. Later on it was time for our show at the Excalibur. It was a fun medieval show that had us eating our dinner with our hands only. Haaaaaaaa-zaaaaaa! haha.


7/31/2007
Monday morning was the last day in Vegas before driving down to San Diego. Bought souvenirs and then it was off to SD. The drive there was hella hot. Winnie and Bev were haaaa-zaaa'ing other cars hahahaha. Arrived to SD at around 6 something and went to get some carne asada fries. Then checked into our hotel and went to meet up Bev's friend Jenna. We went bar hopping, but I didn't drink. Then went to the beach at like 12 something in the morning. SD beach's are so much better then SF's. After that we went back to the hotel to sleep.

8/1/2007
The next day we had to wait to register for classes and didn't leave the hotel till 2pm. We decided to go to Tiajuana. I was apprehensive about it at first cuz I didn't wanna get hustled when we went there. Got there and just walked down TJ's popular tourist strip. Hella shop owners tryna get us to look inside their stores. Stayed there for 2 hours and then went back to the US. Got our nails done for hella cheap and then met up Bev's friend to go eat pho. After pho went to Dave & Buster's and stayed till they closed.

8/2/2007
Initial plans were to drive back in the morning, but we decided to stay a little longer and went to the San Diego zoo. That was fun for me cuz I got to see the panda's!!! It took us 6 hours to walk around the whole zoo and then we went to eat pho again. After pho it was the long drive back to SF. It felt so good to be back in the Bay. We knew we were back when the temperature read 62 degrees outside the car. Got home at 5am and I was tired as hell.

Picture time..
 
Heading to the Palms Hotel for Rain.


Whatcha lookin' at Winnay!? Haaaaaaaa-zaaaaaaaa! hahaha


109 degrees outside, booooo!


The water show near the Bellagio


Panda bear!!!


Taking a break inside the zoo


Petting the sleeping goat


Animal Sippers!


Hanging out at beach


Winnie, the wonderful founder of Los Banos, CA.

karen