| Life sucks. I lost my fiance now I lost my home. I am not going to kill myself, but I do not give a shit if I live or die. I miss Sid so much. Everything is tumbleing down on me. I do not want to hear things will be alright! BULL SHIT! Something aweful happened to me on July 5th! I do not want to talk about it. I feel like trash! I feel aweful! So many changes. I am so damn tired!!!!!! Oh yeah and I had to drop out of school. I lost my home. I am not telling anyone here where I am. I am out of Louisiana. Screw New Orleans. |
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| On June 26th my fiance Sidney passed away. I was at school, I should have come home after class. He was sick on Friday but seemed much better off on that day. I feel responsible. I wanted to die, but I knew Sid wanted me to help his daughter and his son. So instead of doing what I need to do i am making myself sick finding all the important papers for them. I want to make sure that they are taken care of. I have to do this for Sid and it is the right thing to do. I get sick with dust and theres dust where some of these papers were. |
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| I am fine. I got 3 A's and one B. I am taking a class this Summer. I am paying for this one out of my own pocket. |
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| I have been very occupied and stressed out. My father passed away April 15th. I had to go to NY and miss several days of college. I miss my father as we were close. He should have fucking listened to me and since he didn't he is dead. I told him to get his ass to the doctor and get the blood transfusion that he needed. No he knew better....yeah my ass! Thanks dad! What a real brain you had. Yeah I miss him but I am not happy about his decision. I am not happy with what the medical examiner found. |
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| I have been so busy, right now I am pulling a 4.0 This is not easy task. |
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