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mardi gras was madd crazy..too much drama

February has been a good month for me. Steve and I...it's a wonderful thing. =)

quick update.

extremely busy. workin extra hours so i can get up outta here within the next year or so. intern at the mayo clinic * crosses fingers*. school is startin to be a pain in the ass. but i need to get this all done and situated. i've got at least 6 more years. i gotta concentrate more on myself, as selfish as that sounds. doesnt mean i can't have fun. but i've gotten my priorities straight.

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happy chinese new year

car show pics later
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Happy New Year
 

Resolutions 2006;
- - Get healthy
- - Be NICE
- - Concentrate more on school
- - STOP procrasinating
- - Work more on my relationship with Jonathon

hmms thats all i got so far.what are all yours??

Jonathon - - honestly, he and i have been thru a lot together. many of you dont like us together. but this relationship is between us..the TWO of us, and nobody else. yes, there was drama..A LOT of it. the girls. the lying, the cheating, the bullshit. yet we all got thru that. i made my mistake, which i regret even tho it was for the better..it's still a miracle. that two people made such an impact on my life. one of them i never even got to meet..but there will always be a place in my heart, and jonathon respects that. he stood by my side throughout it all. never took either side but has only helped me. he was there for me when no one else was.

Tina - - this girl has my heart. we've been thru everything and she's still there for me when i need her the most. our situation may be different in some cases, but we are goin thru this together, and we'll make it cus we're both strong. she's my best friend, and im so thankful to have her. so what if we're hours apart? that doesnt seperate us. it only keeps our friendship stronger. it only takes a simple phone call.

Shae - - i know things have been tough, but you'll get thru it. we'll make it thru all the hardships you've endured this past year. 2006 will be much better. a fresh start...turnin over a new leaf..

Tito - - yes, i know you are worried about your situation..i feel as if i want to point the fingers at your parents. but no one knew somethin like this would happen, even if we did have out doubts. you've got lots of time to make lots of memories with the ones you love, and the ones you cherish. i wont ever forget you, nor let you out of my life. you're the greatest.

Family - - this year brought everyone closer together. many deaths took toll on us, but together we drew closer, and helped everyone thru it. at one point we were seperated, but now with compromises things are better. i love you all!

Paco: how i would always talk to you in the trainers office every time you were in there it was like i didn't see anyone but you
Thats sweet..hahaha

three weeks until my baby comes home!!

I'm too excited. Yes, it was infatuation..it was lust, it was...Luv..haha. I haven't seen him in forever since he's been in the army..ohh baby, I can't wait!