"And the black and white answer... but what is the question exactly for this black and white answer so I can answer it to the fullest?"  There is no answer and the golden judgment comes with time (if ever) so there are only options to life.  And so, I will be excellent at what ever I choose to do and I will not fear.  I will only understand all reactions and effects.  I will take a risk.

A risk. Not the game.