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Wow its been a while.

I dont really have anything to say..im just gunna type. we had our first soccer tournement 2 weekends ago? and we didnt do that well...but we only had one sub for the games so the whole team had to play the whole game and that got people crabby and tired. but oh well! im counting down the day untill we go to colorado. i absolutly LOVE my team. every single one of them are my best friends and there are no clicks or gossip going on. i love it. we've been together for about 8 years now and its sad that this is prolly going to be our last year. its been fun so far, but len also hasnt come to coach yet. haha i can tell this year is going to be the year of gates. to the max. haha cant wait!

anyways enough about soccer, school. whatta joke! but at the same time still kinda fun. i know its kinda nerdy to say that, but seriously. you meet so many new people every year or become closer friends with people you already knew.  when summer comes you dont get to see those people everyday.  the thing im going to miss most is people watching. i LOVE walking in the halls by myself just watching other people, not in a creepy way, but yeah. i think you all know what im saying. anyways..this is the hardest year yet. ap euro is kicking my ass once again.  i love chemistry class and math. i dont really know why becuase im not great at either of them..but i just enjoy learning about the stuff. whos getting nervous for college stuff?! i am! holy cow my mom has already made me look a some different colleges and stuff..and even though i hate taking time and doing that, im glad i do it. that way i know first hand what its actually like at some of the colleges and so if i get accepted into it or whatever i have an idea about what its going to be like there. but thats kinda depressing thinking about college cuz it means only one more year with all the AV people ive spent my whole life with 

SUMMER!!!! only a month-ish left of school!!!!!!

Im so damn excited. the day school gets out i have a soccer game, and a soccer tournement that weekend and THEN the following week we go to COLORADO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! : )  DLSVHSLHG SO DAMN EXCITED!!! its going to be so much fun. the team is going to go white water rafting and prolly end up going hiking  but thats ok!!! haha god. i love my team. i dont know how many times ive said that. but seriously. its bomb. AND THENNNNNNNNN the end of June im going to katies cabin!!!!!! im really excited about that too!!! and week with the girls, just chillin out on the lake. we're all going to be so tan by the end!!! ahhhh amazing. i love those girls. all i know is that this summer is going to be amazing with everyone!!!! i cant wait!!!! : )

i also got a job!! haha i NEVER thought i would get a job. well....at least a serious one.  During the winter i tought a math class to middle schoolers after school and that was...different. haha some days i loved being there and like teaching the kids and stuff, but other days i wanted to personally slap each one. i dunno...overall i liked it. and now im working at South Cedar Greenhouse. i mostly work 4 days a week...days that i dont have soccer. i work 3-6 on school days and EIGHT HOURS! on saturdays. but i think its going to be alright..the people there are extremely nice and i dont really have to do anything there. a bonus is that there are some hot guys working there too.   days that i dont work after school i help my mom coach Rosemount Middle schools track team. i run distance with them and then do long jump some days. ehh..its alright. i think the kids are scared of me though. hehe.

alright. sorry it was REALLY long, but i was just in a typing mood!

Kr3W ChIRsTmaS PicTuREs!!!!

 haha we finally got a good one.

 Abz and Lebs

binge binge binge, purge purge purge

umm...i guess thats all the pictures i can have on here this month..?

soooo thats it!  hope everyone had a good break!!!

I feel like i should put some pictures on here...so here are some from my christmas and some random ones. enjoy!!

my cousin connor. he's in that stage where he has a lot of attitude.

Troy and his brother. theyre weird...but i love them.

my lovely sister : )

cute huh!?

guess what we were forced to play..

yupp. thats right. solitare frenzy

 peace out!

Things have been so stressful lately and I dont like it.

I dont really know who I am anymore or what I want out of life. I dont like what I've done in the past month or so and I wish I could take it back...or have everyone forget about it. instead practically everyday I hear someone talking about it..or found out that some parent knows. I dunno...obviously I did it to myself and so I shouldnt be complaining. but it seriously was so stupid and I cant believe that ever happened to me. I use to be someone who was mostly quiet around people...and I didnt really do anything crazy. I just lived life with no drama or problems. and I miss that. this year I have done soooo many things I already regret and wished I have never done.  True, I havent done anything extreme and things could be so much worse. but its bad for me. I'm not use to any of it, and I just want it to be like last year, hell. even freshman year.  Everything was seriously so simple then. No one got into a lot of trouble..everyone was friends with everyone else..and life was easy. but now its so stressful. People cause drama when its unnecessary. Like what happened last weekend. whoever did that is retarded, cuz they have no reason to do what they did. Im so upset about that, cuz I personally dont think I'm mean or bitchy to people. but the girl who did it..doesnt even have a reason. shes mad at someone else...and thinks I'm to blame for it. well I'm not. people shouldnt cause drama thats sneaky like that. if you TRULY have a problem with someone..get some balls and say it to their face. I shouldnt really be talking though because I dont even know how to tell people what I think about something or what I  want to do, and I feel like I'm just getting pushed along with the flow of things. I've been so...out of it lately. Im not happy the way things have been going and hopefully once the new year starts things will change. ill change. I need to change. ahhh I dunno what I'm babbleing about. also to add to the stress its Christmas time. dont get me wrong. I LOVE christmas. absolutly the best time of the year. but this year I've been thinking about what I've done in the past year and I cant stop. I'm thinking about what things I shouldnt have done, memories ill never forget, the people I have met and how much i love my friends. and...I dunno. I've just been thinking about everything.  I know nothing that I just typed makes sense...but it feels good to get it out..in some way.

Sorry to the people who just read that.

suuuuuuuper bored. so heres a survey.

::: Love Life ::
1.) Do You Have a Boyfriend/ Girlfriend:: nope
2.) If So, Whats There Name:: ....
3.) If So, How Long Have You Been Together:: ....
4.) Do You Have a Crush:: ehh not really. kinda sad.
5.) Do They Know::

:: Have You Ever ::
6.)Had a Wish Come True:: yes
7.)Had a Dream Come True:: yeah
8.)Fallin’ in Love:: nope
9.)Done Something You Regret:: PHA. of course
10.)Tripped and Fell in Public:: yupp
11.)Kissed Someone Besides Family:: yes
12.)Been in a Car Crash:: ALMOST. but no.

:: The Last ::
13.)Thing You Did Before Getting on the Computer:: read ap euro
14.)Person You Yelled at:: uhhh i cant remember.
15.)Person You Hugged:: Lester
16.)Person You IMed:: Tyler
17.)Time You Cleaned Your Room:: about an hour ago
18.)Song You were Listening to:: someday you will be loved by death cab
19.)TV Show You Watched:: Gilmore Girls
20.)Movie You Watched:: Three musketeers for ap euro

21.)Person you kissed:: Casey

22.)Sang with:: CLAIRE! Do Re Mi Fa Soooooooool!!
23.)You Took a Shower:: last night
24.)Last Dream You Remember:: Leslie creepily sitting in her closet giggling in the dark when abby and i came over

haha ok. that kept me entertained for a while.  I have to go get ready cuz im babysitting tonight till ten then maybe going to blairs? or jens? i dunno. seeeeya!

Ok. well im back to edit this thing.

Well sadies was last weekend. that was super fun. my group was bomb...even if the dance wasnt.  but oh well. we had pictures at dianes..but abby and i couldnt be in the group picture cuz our dates had a little trouble that night. lol but its all good cuz we got some pictures and whatnot eventually. soooooo since kevin and scott couldnt come pick up abby and i up michael just drove us there since he was at my house getting sarah...and then dinner at chili's..ehh that was decent. the food was weird and katies and steves chicken/fish stuff just grossed me out. THENNNNN the dance. wow. ummm it was weird..not really good but not really that bad either. so we stayed there for a bit then came back to my house for the after party!! then the rest doesnt really matter all that much. here are some pictures i stole from people who actually had parents there to take some.

The girls.

and the boys. minus scott and kev.

school sucks. im fine with like all the homework and stuff and ive learned which classes i actually HAVE to do the homework for..and which ones i can just make up stuff during class. EXCEPT for ap euro. that class is a bitch. god. this weekend alone i have to read two chapters from the text book. watch two movies. read a whole other random book. AND write an essay about a movie we watched in class...and also write up an extra credit thing. how gay is that? its sooo much homework and i cant do it all. blahhhh i hate it. all my other classes are easy enough. but ap euro. sucks. gahsd i cant get over it.

enough about school though. my weekends = bomb. i love all my friends that i hang out with everynight and i love all the random friends i hang out with once and i while. i love it. last night claire abby and i had a sleep over and it was awesome. i love those two and i always end up laughing REALLY hard when were all together. tonight i babysat and then went to jens house with abby to meet up with some people there and i love them too. it just seems like everyones finally matured and grew up and can handle hanging out with new people, and getting over all the cliques and drama that we all use to have. its wonderful. and once again..i love it.

im out now. need to get some sleep for our big game tomorrow!! WOO GO POKeMON!!