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| Actually nix that last or dont nix it just postpone it a few months i really should write more but im just too lazy
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| Hey Peeps long time no write good news though! Guess whats happening on April 8th! Im getting married!!!!!!! To David Montes. Thats all for now, see ya | | |
| David, Te amo Amigo. Te amo mucho. I will miss you. | | |
| Hey David, If you read this welcome to my xanga! All right, well peeps there is so much to tell, so little time, and im sure very little that will be of interest to any of you. There now see there was about to be a really cool smiley there but my dumb tedhnically challenged but couldn't even manage that. Pa-the-tic. Anyways, last night I broke up with my boyfriend. I dont really want to call it that but i cant think of any other word. Unfortunately though, this wasn't one of those break ups that leaves you feeling free and easy as though a huge weight has been lifted off your shoulders, Oh no this is one of those, "I don't really want to break up because i am still madly in love with you but i know that we both need some time to figure out some stuff. " breakups. Its odd i was the one who actually spoke the words but i feel as though ive been dumped. Only David knows the whole story and I want to keep it like that but basically our relationship go pretty serious and he needed some time to deal with some stuff that came up in his life at that time and he needed to figure out if he really wanted the same thing I did. So ive taken the plunge and just broken up with him to give him the time that he needs. He still tells me he loves me and promises that some day, when hes ready, he will come back to me. I know none of you may think this is a good arangement and you all may think he is lying or being a jerk but if you do please keep it to yourself, because right now i have to be able to hope. Well that was my emo for the day. See you later! | | |
| So yeah i just spent like the last four and a half flipping hours trying to setup an msn messenger thingy and it just wont work. if any one knows about msn please let me know what the hell im doing wrong. Also this typing program for posting on my xanga doesnt have a little blinkey line where the letters are gonna be and it is really screwing me up. So yeah im already having a bad day and if thats not good enough i have so much on my mind that it is impossible to relax because if im not constantly active my mind starts to wander back to this certain issue and i just dwell on it for ever and it is really kinda depressing so if you got any advice about that i would love to hear it. Any ways see ya | | |
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