well i was talking to nadia..and well i just wanted to express my hate for certain people in my school, due to the fact of what i will explain...i pu thtis in this journal cuz no one reads my other one that i want to read it therfore it goes in here....

everyone walks around like they are indivual because of their ripped shirts and their  cothes and the way they show themselves to be..to be indiviual is not to  dress differently..jeeez if everyone dresses differntly then the "conforming" styles, wouldnt that make you a group or minority? being individual is not in the way you dress/ look its in the way you look at things, and the way you think...has nothing to do with how "punk" or "freak" or "grunge" you are..seriously and i quopte from my convo with nadia " they are all thinknig the exact same making them basically the same..indivualism is in the way you look at things, and they way you think, no the way you dress"  everyone thinks cutting their wrist and being "depressed" make them different from everyone else? how does that do that? it draws more attention to you..making your goal of being a loser impossible becasuse you have everyone constantly around you...being depressed is a mental state that you yourself have to deal with..not to get all your friends and people who arent your friends involved...it gives them more stress then they probably already have...HYE IF YOU ALL ARE CUTTING YOUR WRIST AND BEING DEPRESSEd talk to a doctor/pycholigist who can help you not your friends who have no idea what to do when you are like that, so i believe that when yuou say you are cutting your wrist and etc you want the attention, toknow that you are loved...k im done my tngent for now