| Just another day...Okay....so its just another day but could my life get anymore complicated. Seriously its like I'm being punished or something. I don't know. All I know is that it is one big circle...well its actually a triangle but we could make it a circle. I just wish that I could find that right guy out there for me. See the two guys that I was talking about earlier. I've decided that we are all too good of friends. I really wouldn't want to loose my friendship with either one of them...even though they can both make me laugh.
On the other hand, there is this guy. I went to high school with him and he just got back from Iraq. He's my hero. |
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| So I thought maybe it was time to update....i'm in my last semister at ICC...yeah!!! I can't wait to graduate....however i'm not sure what I'm going to do when I'm done....could continue with school or get a full-time job and just take a few night classes....I have a lot to think about.
I need to find a place to live. I have to get out of my parents house. I'm going insane.
So there are still these two guys. Both great guys...both can make me laugh...and they are so fun to be around. Why is this so hard. One is single and the other claims he's single but we aren't for sure anymore. He says he is done with this girl while his friends claim they are still together...wow...my life is complicated.
Spring Break just around the corner....not doing anything...staying in Peoria. I will be working my butt off....partying all the time...YEAH for TINAS 21st!!!! oh and I can't forget St. Patricks Day....that will be fun....maybe the Irish will come out in the boy....oh i'm sure it will.
Summer vacation can't get here quick enough....time to lay in the sun and get tan.
Oh I also need a new job....I can't take it anymore at Old Navy...let me know if you have any ideas...i'm open for what you have to say. |
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| Okay....so most of you are saying "What happened to her?" Well I'm hear to say nothing has happened to me. I have not fallen off the Earth yet.
Anyways....a lot has happened....not only has the only person I can really talked to left and is living in Minnesota.....but I have done nothing but work and go to class and study since school started in August. I can offically say that I'm so ready for Christmas break.
Basically if you wanna know whats been going on just ask me. Cause its been a lot and I really don't have time to sit here and type it all.
Kayla |
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| Honestly...I love how when i go to leave messages on peoples xangas....they don't stay there....its like i write something and click the button and then its gone after that...i honestly don't know.
Someone once told me thats "Its never to late to start doing the right thing." I honestly believe that. Thats why I'm starting over...with all my friends...starting fresh...i don't care if we didn't need to or if we needed to...i'm starting over with everyone. Basically it seems like no one cares...but you know...I want to salvage what I have left of the friendships I have or get back the friendships I lost. If you want to be apart of this please feel free...if not, then I'm sorry for what I ever did to you and put you through...but it must have been really bad to throw away a friendship...you know, your friends are always there for you...especially when you need them the most....i'm not so sure i believe that anymore.
until next time...
Kayla |
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| Its never to late to start over. |
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