I had nothing to do today so I kept browsing different people's blogs... and I found her - my very old friend It seems that she is not very happy these days... from the words she has written, and the lyrics she put on And I realised there was a link to her photo album... I was curious, and I really wanted to see how she is like now after not seeing each other for over one and a half year eversince our graduation ceremony She didn't change much, all the same - face was the same, and still, she's thin. Kept browsing, and I found some old snap shots we have had at school I couldn't help seeing and seeing... the photos remind me all the old good times and old good friends
I used to think that I could put my memory aside, and not think about us anymore If you want to keep away from us, and if this makes you feel much better we are happy to 'cooperate'... Until last week a friend of us said he would set up a dinner for a small reunion I was nervous... and I called another friend of us saying how nervous I was and how much I wished I could see you again and be friends again
In the end... You didn't show up. You must have your own reasons... no blames... but huge disappointment
Anyways, I don't know how we will be in the future but at this moment... I wish...
you are happy with your life, your relationship and everything. And one day, we will be friends again... as how we used to be...
As always... eversince my boss is not around I am getting more and more frustrated about my workload, and the nature of the tasks. Obviously the work I am doing now is a lot more advanced and it leads me learn much quicker, and helps me build up the internal (and external maybe?) network which benefits me. Yet, I am getting much more pressurised - I can't sleep well, constantly have work-related dreams and get panic very easily. Hopefully, everything goes back to normal in 2-3 months when the whole team settles well... BOSS, WHEN ARE YOU COMING BACK?????
This is the most relaxing weekend that I have, not to mention that's a long one, I literally did nothing but lied on my couch, did some leisure reading and had a few cups of earl grey... and went to gym for a while. I felt sooo good! It would be better if it didn't rain; it would be better if I was lying on the beach and doing the same thing under the sun... dunno how baby's going in bangkok but I guess he must be enjoying his firm's retreat! WHY DON'T WE HAVE RETREAT? (see? this is how we classify a good law firm or not!)
Been reading quite a few UST people's blogs and it seems that everybody's having good time, good career or at least, a clear goal. How about me? hmm.. everybody thinks I could save a lot of $$$... but... instead of investing I spent all on travelling, shopping, dining and WINE! Apart from planning the future and save some $$$ for paying tax, I honestly think that we should spend and enjoy our life before it's too late. For sure if I don't do it now, I don't think I have time when my study course starts in September! (btw, pls remind me to pay the tuition fee this month or I'll be killed by my boss...)
Wild thought: if we are instructed for the merger of abn and barclays, how much bonus each of us will have?
I Little Britain - probably it's the 20th time i watch the whole series...
muuahahhahaaa..... Vicky da chav!
damn Andy and poor Lou... and the 'lovely' thai Ting Tong maka ding ding...