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Saturday, May 05, 2007

Body Confidence

 Warning: Self-indulgent post.

What's your favourite body part? What do you think is your best feature? I think this year has certainly been the most positive year in terms of my body image. Sure, I've never really had an issue with my weight, eventhough during year 2004-2005 my weight was hovering dangerously over 60kg (that makes a Body Mass Index of 20 which is supposed to be healthy). Some friends told me I looked frumpy, some told me I look perfect with some 'flesh', but in retrospect, I guess I was not very happy about it and it reflected on my heavy drinking/partying (and vice versa - drinking makes you put on weight)

You have to prepare yourself, and maybe look elsewhere if you just had your lunch/dinner:

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That, my friend, is a Fatty Boom bahhh!

Not convinced?


Miss Moonface and gigantic arms! (well at least I had boobs!)

And those were the 'ok' photos of myself, there were a lot more scarier ones.

Somewhere along late 2005 I got my life together and started working casual at my current retail job. Having to juggle uni (I also started going to classes more often) and work slowly send my weight down to my desire range. In year 2005 alone my weight dropped from 62 to around 57 which made quite a big difference. In 2006, life was stable albeit stressful. Weight continued to drop until one point I was spotting too much ribs (54kg).



Did someone say Lollipop?

This year? A blood test showed that I have dangerous high cholesterol levels which prompted me to keep a healthy diet and kicked my unhealthy habits out the window (that includes snacking on Maccas at work since it's just next door). Exercise plan was also in place (stairs, lots of stairs). And until recently the colonic irrigation to 'cleanse' out the toxins I've accumulated over the years. It's made a difference in how I feel and most importantly, my flat tummy and clear face. The amount of physical activity also created toned limbs and abs (although that mostly come from the singing training). It's definitely safe to say that I'm at my physical best so far.

Being healthy makes me much more productive and brings higher level of confidence. It improves my 'social' skills since I'm less self-conscious than I was before. My favourite body part? I honestly can't pick one but I'm proud of what I've become today. None of us is perfect but we all need to thrive to be better. I'm still working on it -- living healthy, I mean.


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Now repeat after me: I love myself!

P/S: Don't say I haven't warned you!

On another note. I've noticed I haven't been posting many recipes lately. It's not that I haven't been cooking (in fact, quite the opposite), it's just that I've been pretty much recycling my recipes and haven't really been producing any new exciting dishes. However I attempted making my own pizza couple of nights ago so I'll share with you the recipe!

The basic pizza dough recipe makes two bases, each pizza will serve 2-3 people (or one hungry person).

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Healthier than ordering outside!

Ingredients:

2 teaspoons (7g) dried yeast
1 teaspoon sugar
?teaspoon salt
?cup (180ml) warm water
2?cups (375g) plain flour
2 tablespoons olive oil
Toppings (for one pizza)
1 teaspoon olive oil
2 tablespoons bottled tomato paste
about 1 cup shredded Mozzarella
from now on everything's according to your own taste!
handful of shredded ham
few slices of salami
quarter of onion, thinly sliced
half a capsicum, thinly sliced
thinly sliced mushrooms (I used 3 big ones on one pizza)
Pineapple pieces, shrimps according to your own preference, I also added 6 smoked oysters.

Method:

Combine yeast, sugar, salt and the warm water in small bowl, cover; stand in warm place about 20 minutes or until mixture is frothy.

Combine flour and oil in large bowl; stir in yeast mixture, mix to a soft dough. Knead dough on floured surface about 5 minutes or until smooth and elastic. Place dough in large oiled bowl, cover; stand in warm place about 1 hour or until dough doubles in size.

Meanwhile, preheat oven to very hot.

Turn dough onto floured surface; knead until smooth. Divide dough in half; using rolling pin, flatten dough and roll each half out to a 32cm round.

Carefully lift each round onto oiled pizza pan or oven tray.Brush olive oil over pizza base. Place tomato pasta sauce on base, using back of large spoon to spread sauce all over base, then top with shredded ham, salami, cooked shrimps, smoked oysters, pineapple pieces, capsicum and mushrooms. Sprinkle shredded mozarella cheese over pizza. Bake in the oven for about 20 minutes.

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Bon appetit!
 Posted 5/5/2007 5:34 PM - 261 views - 21 comments

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yummmm hahaha daymn, I wnna make a pizza now

Kelly, you are more than entitled to a self indulgent post ;)
I getcha with the weight thing - how you go up then stress you go down then you become healthy and suddenly everything's wonderful in the world :)
(well not rly)

my weight never went over-and-out I think but I was always in the high-average or high-high-average range and VERY unhealthy. stress brought it down dangerously, but getting healthy makes the weight issue not so much a matter, cuz somehow naturally you're pumped and fit
it's good stuff
:)

keep the love
xx
Posted 5/5/2007 9:22 PM by aurydrenaline - reply

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ps. you look so rosy and cute in the 2nd photo though! but okay last photo takes the cake. yeah you know your photography, we know :D
Posted 5/5/2007 9:22 PM by aurydrenaline - reply

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I hate to sound cynical but there is a slight difference between what gets published in Vouge and myspsace.

Can I ask how unintentionally overexposing (which results the impression of smooth skin) the image with a small flash pertains to 'you know your photography'?

On another topic.

In my opinion the BMI is a hugely bias system, which whilst probably suits the majority (of people) but completely alienates the rest (who don conform). Simply put, how can simply comparing a ratio of height and weight excluding other factors such as race and occupation and I sure amongst other things be a good indication of health?
Posted 5/5/2007 10:37 PM by perfectfocus - reply

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Muahaha. I so knew I would going to get owned (for my ignorance) for that comment.
Posted 5/5/2007 11:45 PM by perfectfocus - reply

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I don't know my photography my dear, I just take them and hope they come out ok, but usually they don't :S

and Sam: that's why I said "SUPPOSED" to be healthy while I didn't feel healthy at a healthy range. It is still an index we use in Medicine, together with many other objective/subjective measurements.
Usually it's the extreme end that's more meaningful. eg. BMI of under 17.5 is diagnostic criteria of Anorexia Nervose, and BMI of 35 is Morbid obesity that has to be taken control of.
Posted 5/5/2007 11:46 PM by KeLlY_Siew Xanga True Member - reply

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Eating healthy and look healthy is the way to go ! 
Posted 5/5/2007 11:55 PM by sayJames Xanga True Member - reply

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aww that was a good blog and very open as well :) i hope my weight settles soon. it goes up and down way too much lol. keep it up lovely
Posted 5/6/2007 12:50 AM by laole - reply

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ohhh how did u lose! u look gorgeous now, but really cute in the 1st two photos. Nothing seems to be helping me to lose weight, including stress from my hectic school life. does that mean that, i cannot go beyond my weight anymore (im big boned,but shorter than u :|) ur pizza looks delicious!
Posted 5/6/2007 1:26 AM by no1cassfan - reply

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You go girl!
Posted 5/6/2007 2:25 AM by Pandaeyez - reply

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You look really great in your current picture, although I don't bump in to you in clubs anymore. Probably you're not partying anymore but keep it up girl, hot!
Posted 5/6/2007 3:49 AM by LuckyLazyLynn - reply

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that's great work, one thing you should work on is cooking healthy...something that you can eat yourself............i guess that's the next step...but i agree looking fabulous...
Posted 5/6/2007 9:09 PM by prizefighterIII - reply

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nah. i reckon you look fine. no need to worry so much over looks. just live happy and that's the main thing. i mean, sure, stay healthy and all but don't restrict yourself from good stuff like chocolates and stuff.

dku07

Posted 5/6/2007 9:29 PM by dku008 - reply

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hahah i need some of that colonic irrigation tooo!!! Esp to get rid of those binge drinking n eating=p

I think all of us girls are like that too, we love ourselves at times, but at times we look at ourselves and still not happy with things...

I may look petite n all, skinny limbs... but i always wanna lose some flabs off my tummy n arms as well, arghghhhhh are we girls too addicted into images? But one thing i no... we should all start EXERCISING!!!! maybe clubbing n dancing all night is counted as a form of exercise huh? goodluck!!!

u still look hot~!!!=)
Posted 5/6/2007 10:08 PM by vonzi Xanga True Member - reply

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Derek, I guess I didn't make it clear enough. I'm not dieting. I'm just omitting my healthy habits like snacking on Maccas at work, late night supper after clubbing/drinking, polishing the whole pack of fun sized timeout when I'm studying. I still eat yummy food like what I showed in the previous recipes but with cholesterol lowering oil like logicol spread. =)
Posted 5/6/2007 11:52 PM by KeLlY_Siew Xanga True Member - reply

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ahhh a female has to have curves... and we're only human... yo-yoing weight is a natural thing!
u look great to me from day one that I met you!! :)

but it's good to have a look thru photos of the past and see how u've changed...
hehhe can do a celebrity magazine thing of how u've changed over the years... kekeke
Posted 5/7/2007 3:21 AM by justgraced - reply

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my god my body is so fugged up

the first year i went to melb when i was 15.. like i was a size 6 then like omg.. :( 6 years of melbourne partying drinking and party girl lifestyle yesss.. MAKES U GAIN weight!!! like crazy. i went up to size 8 bordering to a 10 even IWW SO GROSS. im 21 now and like im a small size 8 now. Im tryign to understand like how i probably wont get my body back to a 6 cuz like ive grown and all.. but FUCK I HATE MY HIPS! :( URGH. why do we have to be women!? oh yea im healthy now too. exercise everday for at least 1.5 hrs 7 days a week :) and eating right. but not shifting any smaller. GRR angry

Posted 5/7/2007 11:59 AM by fuzz_angel - reply

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well, you do have things that most asians don't!! so be proud about your body and shape!! ^_^

but yeah, I also agree having a healthy lifestyle does make a lot of difference!!!

I'm not feeling so healthy now even though I managed to drop quite a bit of weight!! =_=

my face is still bloated (probably water retention) and although my belly is flatter (but still chubby)....I feel so "tired" everyday!!

that's not a good sign I know....but can't help myself!! urghhh....

anyway, you're one heck of a beautiful girl and now that you're more happy about yourself....that light just radiates from within!! =)

Posted 5/7/2007 12:31 PM by whoislulu - reply

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kelly, you're beautiful no matter what !
Posted 5/7/2007 3:18 PM by princesstrang - reply

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damn, i wish i could lose weight that easily too. Looking good.
Posted 5/7/2007 9:34 PM by lizz1901 - reply

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hrmmmm u do look better now than u did b4...but i knew u bak then as well didnt i? u were hot then too. mebbe its just bad fotos. ^-^ thnx 4 ur msg kelly! i'll b def thinkign abt the hydrotherapy.

Posted 5/8/2007 7:06 PM by moonbeam121 - reply

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hi dude, im not sure if they have biolustre in aussie yet, but it's reaallllllly good. Honest to God, cross my heart, hope to die. I'm the type that doesn't believe in pedicures, manicures, or facials (once in a while is okay, but no way should it be religious devotion!). Try Googling biolustre + australia and see what shows up. Toni & Guy here offers it. Note, it's quite pricey. I paid 60 pounds for mine, but I think it's worth it if i can peroxide my hair and it still feels lustrous!!
Posted 5/13/2007 2:20 AM by Yerdeh - reply


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