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| i am...
Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male
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Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! |
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| decided to change my layout...no time to work on it tho...
kz...today was suppose to be the sport day for our secondary school...
but it got canceled becuz of....nothing?
LOL....kinda little disapointed tat cant have sport day in cloudy day withot burnning sun...:(
anyways...my little pittiful ibooky has a hard drive problem zhong...
meaning it might crash at any point even during the time im posting this update...
tats cross fingers hope it wud make it bah~!^^
anyways today was kinda like the first day of me bk with the guys
feeling suuuuuuuuper greeeeat!
but too bad now i get a bit confused again that which one i like as a friend or buddy and which one i like romantically...
lol....i guess i am like always confused and it better stay tat way bah,....blurry things are always pretty~^0^
but the JAP GUYS are so so sooooo CUTE!!!!
lol...random but...
hahaha
and i mean the one y8 too oh!
gosh hes voice is sexy and it was fun on the bus ride^^
givin up on koreans now...jap are way cuter!
last thing...finally i remembered that sammy owes me 50RMB!!!
and so does michy...(you owe me like wayyyy more....^_*)
and yeah....that kiss with Daniel was weird but fun!!! he didn't expect it tho..
kyL | | |
| camp + breakhaven't updated for ages again..
i thnk im getin lazier and stuff..
anyway
my last post stopped at i found myself havin a crush on zy...
and now im confused.
it wasn't like im having a crush on him continuously since last post..
but now after i saw some pictures from da camp..
im lost..
i duno wat i realli want or like
i went to the y8 school camp and ended up bored the whole time as expected...
only tat i was kinda fallin for a korean guy in my class...
i thnk its becuz he was the only 'mature' guy i had with me all the time...
so i kinda...
after i got bk from camp...
finally got to talk to my dear friends...
the feeling was confused....
sy, zy, and now a new sj...
friendship lasts forever.
kyL | | |
| oMgokay...haven't updated for a long time.
been to xi'an to see the terracotta warriors...
they're nice and bleh...
not realli in the mood of it now.
im getting more guyish recently.
very guyish.
yet im closer and closer to these guys.
drama, fishing chicks, we do everything together.
even basketball! (neva played b4 n now 4 being str8's sake)
there was this day....
when i and these guys stayed after school just for basketballing..
and by some weird coincident...
i got to see the dearest of all of them topless...
running around....
i've always been curious why dont i like this guy more than a friend...
and now i finally get my answer....i DO.
shit....seeing him topless changes everything...
how come?
--KyL | | |
| 'fun' runhow fun...
we had this 'fun run' thing organised to raised $ for charity..
i surprisingly did 5 'roun the lake...tats abt...
7.5 kilometers?
didn't entirely run it tho....kinda walk+talk+jog
and there this really dear friend of mine, zy, who walked and talked with me the whole time
tats abt 2 hours...prolly the longest convo i eva had in a roll with a str8 guy in my whole life..
and yet...i dont have aby feelings for him~!
i don get myself anymore....
he chose me over all of the other 'cool guys' despite i didn't feel like running and im gay...
tat was truly touching...
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we (abt 9.5 taiwanese ppl + other 2.5 ppl) had lunch together...
so many things were goin on simultaneously...
and we broke up....
he decided he wanted to go after a girl..
i dont even kno if im suppose to be upset or shit...
sigh....
i realli dont get myself anymore...
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spent the rest of the day hanging out with vivi+tina
lol...tat actually made my dad thnk i was dating tina and removed all the suspicions~!! ^^
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i guess i lost my faith already bah...
its clear im not happy here and important for me to evacuate asap.
KYL | | |
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