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Kerosene
By Miranda Lambert
"im givin up on <3 cuz loves given up on me"
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"i want to be ur favorite hello && ur hardest goodbye. ."
goodness* nothing but random craziness lately.
ive been so frustrated, confused, sad, emotional, tired.. ive been acting so not like me.. really started to actually scare myself a little bit!
mom is all worried. i guess im stressin' her out too.
i didnt think it was THAT bad kiddos.
oh well- things are gonna be perfectly* okay. && they are already lookin' up :) so its all good.
raleigh and me are so much alike- its insane.. seriously gurli* dont worry about all these ppl talkin' smack.. they aint tight.. haha* ilu.
we get out early on friday.. thank fucking god!!!!!!
i think we got the biggest bitch possible for our english.1302 class!! none of us like her.. its gonna be a semester of hell girls* lol- that bitch.
at least there is one thing to be happy about* we always have jackson! right bree?! lol* love u hunnie!
i have sooo many trips coming up* lol- stayin outta athens as much as possible!!
this weekend: possibly college station! ((not 4 sure yet))
feb. 24-26: goin w/ my mom 2 san.marcos* to see lyndi&jenni.. mom turns 43!!
mar. 3-5: goin w/ casey 2 san.marcos* to see the girls again.. party time in austin!
mar. 10-20: spring break!! san.marcos* && galveston.. ((or south padre))
..thats all i can think of right now! except for:
apr. 20: skipping school- DUH!!!
apr. 21-23: san.marcos* to see the girls again.. but idk who with yet!
apr. 24: college day* down in austin/sanmarcos* still! lol
by the sounds of that schedule i might as well live in san.marcos!
&& prom is april the 8th* awh- we need to start plannin that one.
gotta go look for dresses on friday.. yay!!
well- i better get off this damn thing* i finally posted.. be proud!
"ilu.kels* && i can tell by the look in ur eyes u just wont let urself love me.."
ha- like im posed to know what to say about that.
not what i need right now at all* what i need is tyler- tomorrow @ 4.
what to do.. what to think.. what to feel.. what to say..
time to let it all go* time to be me again.
im nowhere near perfect ; i eat when im bored, i fall for
boyys too easily, im vulnerable to believing lies, im hoping
that one day i dont need a fake smile && made up stories to
get someone to like me. i live by quotes that explain exactly
what im going thru && i make up excuses for everything i do.
i have my best friends and my enemies ; drama && memories
im just your average teenager* tryin to make it in this crazy world
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