This is going to be long I can already tell! I had an entry already wrote out but then I accidentlly deleted it I guess it was for the best because I'm not so mad now. I am a firm believer in destiny, fate, solemates, and true love. I don't understand how I could be with someone for very close to 2 YEARS (trust me everyone knows were datin) and for some bizzard reason people think its ok for them to come up and start flirtin with him and huggin on him. I'm sorry but I am a very jelious person and nothing makes me madder then seeing someone who we don't even talk to do that, he is my boyfriend if he wanted someone else he would be with them and not me but he is with ME and we love each other very much! I'm not going to lie I have changed a lot! Its very hard for me to forgive preople and I am a very emotional person, and I take things very personally. I understand that people are probadly mad at me because ever since I've graduated I have kept to myself, I believe that life is about growing, expanding and we are all on the road to becoming adults. It is extremly hard for me to walk up to someone I haven't seen in God knows how long and start a converstaion like its old times. I'm not trying to be mean and I'm not trying to hurt anyones fillings. I'm explaning to people how I am and why I act the way I do. On the computer for some reason it is easier for me to talk to someone then face to face and I do feel very uncomfortable trying to act like old times I can't do that I'm sorry I can't, I have heard through the grapevine the people think I'm stuck up and all I think about is myself and I'm rude. Well thats very hurtful to me because I'm not. and I thought I would just explain to people how I really am. If I a fended anyone I'm sorry, If I made someone mad again I am sorry but these are things that needed to be said and I'm tired of people assuming things about me. Thanks to everyone who actully read this whole thing. Kimberly | 
