| so i'm gonna put my spring break pictures up whenever i get the chance.
yep.
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| googlisms.
look yourself up.
according to my search results...
kendall is back hoping for success
kendall is cool
kendall is well balanced
kendall is being honored for her 21 years of research on grizzly and black bear populations and their habitats
kendall is a proud member of the historic class of 1971
kendall is lion’s citizen of year
kendall is helping create a museum exhibit that will shed light on the social history
kendall is approximately 453
kendall is able to walk that fine line of being incredibly cool and technical at the same time
kendall is exceptionally qualified to provide counsel to those seeking tax deferred exchanges under section 1031 of the internal revenue code
kendall is now provisionally governed by an oligarchy of vehicle and autoduel supply companies
kendall is the purse of vintage dreams
kendall is a fourth generation farmer in the rice county area
kendall is pretty
kendall is one of the largest and most elegant boats ever sent out from the upper trade
kendall is also known for his participation in the founding of national review
kendall is an owner
kendall is being cared for by the wonderful team at ucla's neotatal intensive care unit
kendall is a leading world authority on applied probability and data analysis
kendall is one of australia's best loved poems
kendall is one of a growing number of schools to bring this high
kendall is located in a quiet residential neighborhood where you can walk to the lakefront
kendall is a professional marketing researcher and certified focus group moderator
kendall is eager to tackle his new responsibilities at maryland
kendall is convicted in a rather dubious manner for stealing a payroll in another town
kendall is cattle businessman of the year
kendall is responsible for overall project coordination
kendall is extensively enhanced
kendall is one of the first to explore the brave new world of social relations as they have evolved on the internet
kendall is a student at the university of nevada
kendall is the author of the book
kendall is even
kendall is one of the founders and chairman of the board of computer data systems
kendall is somewhat boyish
kendall is very friendly and outgoing and is good with people and other dogs
kendall is ?
kendall is moving
kendall is able to convey heartache and fright and her commitment to life
kendall is a major worldwide producer of disposable medical supplies
kendall is an exciting and versatile saxophonist on all reeds
kendall is conveniently located off the florida turnpike and within walking distance to shopping and major restaurants
kendall is a founding member of the american physical therapy association of maryland and served as its president from 1939
kendall is available for motivational speeches at schools
kendall is just starting out in the puppy class
kendall is a seven
kendall is a partner in williams & connolly
kendall is more than just a brian wilson wannabe
kendall is very excited about what the lord is doing for kindred spirit’s ministry and hopes that the ministry will continue to grow as it has in the past 2 years
kendall is considered by many to be the world's oldest teenager
kendall is painting
kendall is likely to point out that there is a door just around the corner
kendall is a unique and independent name
kendall is a major suburb just south of downtown miami with
kendall is more aware of economics than tolkien is |
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well hello there.
all i have to say is that i see steven in approximately
2.5 days.
i'm completely excited.
steven
<3
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| so i'm definately behind in my lettering && design class.
i just can't seem to finish anything.
i get all the projects started, but do i finish?
nope.
&& the funny thing is, is that i absolutely love art.
i don't know what's wrong with me.
i'm really not motivated at all anymore.
for anything.
i really only have a desire to go home && go to sleep.
i go home and take naps.
well, they're more like mini sleep sessions--they generally last about three or four hours.
i've been going to the gym though (after my nap), which takes my mind off things for awhile.
i mean, i've always had trouble getting things done, but since steven's been gone, i've been completely out of things.
i can't concentrate on anything && i procrastinate so much.
i swear, i have the worst case of senioritis.
i can't wait till college.
i really can't.
although, since i'm obviously not motivated, my dad thinks i should wait a year or so before i go to college.
i think not.
it really made me feel incompetant when he said that.
i felt like i was about as bright as a broken street light.
i'm afraid if i did that then i'd never get anywhere in life.
i'd have to work at pacific grill for the rest of my days.
eesh.
but, speaking of college, i really have no idea what to make of myself.
i'm so picky.
i refuse to go into a job i hate.
i will not be one of those people that sits behind their computer all day and sulks around because they hate waking up in the morning.
i simply refuse.
i love life wayyy too much for that.
i want something fun, something exciting.
i want to be able to go outside && enjoy being completely content.
i want to do something that will help humanity.
i don't want to be stressed out.
i want to change someone's life.
what kind of job can you get with those criteria?
i have no clue.
but i'm also afraid.
yes, kendall flegel is admitting that she's scared of something.
i'm afraid that i won't find anything && come junior year i'll be at a loss for direction.
i'm afraid my parents money, and my scholarships will be a waste.
i don't want to be a waste of time and resources.
i almost wish i had the kind of parents that told you what you could and couldn't do.
i wish they'd tell me what to become.
i hate making decisions.
especially hard ones.
but yeah, i'm ready to leave the walls of dobyns bennett.
but i'm not sure i'm ready to move on with life.
i guess we'll just have to see where life takes me.
live while you can.
don’t you see your dreams
lie in the palm of your hand
    
steven, i miss you.
i got two letters today.
i hope this weekend works out.
<33 you, poophead.
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| the daffodils are blooming!
they are most definately my favorite flower.
i get so excited this time every year.
if you wanna make me smile, pick me some.
one more week.
i can't wait.
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