| so things are okay with my career choice. I'm graduating massage school in about two months in april. Started my clinics and then i'm outta there! I will have the job i always knew i wanted :)
the love life is deff. on hold for now *sigh* ....guys just aren't worth my time. and i haven't found what i'm looking for yet. so i guess he's out there somewhere. but like before i thought i found it and i find another decent guy after that. but they are all the same. So i gave up..and i'm living the single life until i've gotten up off my feet. and whoever finds me.....will find me in good time. :)
until all has come around and i've turned a page in my life long book......i guess you'll wait till then to hear more from me!
love always,
kendj
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| i so wish life was better sometimes.....like it's awesome..but emotionally i wish it was better.....i hate feeling something for someone and you just can't tell them that b/c it'll push em away. Maybe eventually i could tell him how i feel..but then i'd have to walk away from everything b/c i'm sure he doesn't feel the same way. *sigh* just once i would like for something to go right in my life that is supposed to...instead of it falling apart b/c it's not supposed to work. I prayed to God.....Now i have to be patient and see how things go.....let him come to me and fall for me again like he said he was before...but he's just not ready for a relationship cuz in his heart....he just can't handle it......i understand...b/c i thought the same thing....until now.........i need to tell him...but patience is what i must have. |
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| okay soooooo everything has come into place...and i'm having so much fun w/ my life right now! the guy i'm seeing...i'm graduating..i registered for school full time starting July 24th and i graduate that next year on april 11th! I'm still looking for a job..but it's coming along....and i should have a job after i graduate so i can work full time until school starts and all that. ne ways...i have to go..i have studying for my finals to get done! lata!
Sweet love~
*kendj* |
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| OMG!!! I'm legal on sunday!!!!! 18 baby!!!! HELLS YEA!! *sigh* and then prom on friday!! and my graduation partay on saturday night!!!
*kendj* |
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| wow!! i've been so busy! steve comes back tomorrow from latrobe! his sister kari's bday is today (celebrating it tomorrow by goin out to dinner with steve, me, kari, and her b/f.) can't wait!! still single...but i'm having fun being me and not worrying bout ne one else..even tho i miss having someone there all the time for me...just that one person i can turn too. (even tho i have my friends lol) but yea, i'll write lata!!
sweet love~
kendj |
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