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Monday, February 19, 2007

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 22:42:11 GMT

Life is too short i have come to realize. I have lost not that many people close to me but the ones I have, have been people who have made an impact on my life. In foruth grade my cousin was killed, in fifth grade Mr. Mouser died. Right before freshman year Tyler died then that same year Stacey Farrell died. Just recently Fred passed away. As everyone that graduated with us know I wasnt miss popular in school, or was i a jock or prep. I was just me. And I can say that Fred didnt care about that he saw me as a person. When I was told this news I felt as if part of me had died too. When we found out my mom had cancer he helped me through. When I was down he knew just what to do. Not many people would say hi to everyone. Thats what made him special. I was remembering some of the memories I had of him. The most recent one was when I was going through McDonalds drive thru he was behind me in line. I got my order and they messed it (like ususal) only this time it was completley worng. At the same time I was going into get it straightened out so was Fred. We did small talk while they were fixing his when he asked me what was wrong with mine i told him and he told me it was his order. That was the last time I saw him. I know this isnt much but at least it was a memory.
I will miss you Fred.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 21:32:26 GMT

Wow its been forever since ive posted. So much has been going on. Lets see. I got a new assistant finally, it is awesome. I am teaching a kids class on saturday mornings for Karate. No new relationships for me. Its kind of sad its been a year since ive been on a date. Sad but true. Found my dad on myspace. Got a belated b-day card from him. So that makes a total of 2 in my life. Wow impressive. But anyways thats all so now im going to go. Love ya all

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 22:32:02 GMT

Have you ever had one of those days where your mind goes 100 miles a minuet and it feels like you are about to bust at the seam? Well today was that day. I went over and saw my ex best friends family and I just cant belive the drama shit that happened when we were friends. My class at work is great I love it. It went from non-listeners and fit throwers to calmness. I should love it but then agian I wished I had my old class. Then I would be busy on my lunch.I kust dont know how to unwind and not be on the go so much. Maybe thats why I havent been as sick as I have in the past. Well Im talking to a guy and as far as I can tell we hit it off. Im not going to get serious so fast with this one. I learned my leason from the last one. Well Im gonna go so I will update more later.

Love ya all, Kerri Anne

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 23:15:25 GMT

Im so excited because in a little over a week I will be finally legal. Im going to be so busy these next couple of weeks. This weekend is Minnesota's Karate Tournamnet dont worry im not competing or taking part in the whole Karate part. Then I come back and I have my birthday and Alysa's wedding. Its crazy how fast things go bye. Well im exahuasted so Im gonig to bed. Love ya all

Kerribeari

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 18:37:12 GMT

I just wanted everyone to know that I am off crutches and am doing physical therapy. so far its not that bad. Last night I went to a party and it was a much needed night out. What a night. Thats all im saying, if you want to know more just ask. On another note. Someone who I thought was my friend showed me that she is not anymore. She went right behind my back and did something to me that just completly killed me. Her trust is no longer there. Then She denied the whole thing. but I dont belive her. well im gonna go so i can finish up supper. BTW Firemen are hot.

Kerri

Crtuches and such

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 16:28:43 GMT

So the time finally came when I hurt my knee so bad that I went to the ER. It was the wrost feeling ever. I am now in a straigth knee brace the kind where there is no way to move my knee and am on crutches. It sucks so much. I go back to my doctor on Monday and to work so I will find out monday what my fate is. Well im gonna go so I will ttyl.

Kerri

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 00:28:13 GMT

Hey guys. First off I want to wish everyone a happy Easter. Today I talked to my great friend Jett and it was a mcuh needed talk. I miss that boy. He is like a big brother to me. Our relationship is one that is great I can tell him when he is being a complete butt and he can tell me when I am. We dont get offended when we tell each other that because we can be liek hey you need to come back down a notch or two. When I broke up with Jake he was one of the first to know. I really really do miss him. His parents joke that we are an old married couple and that one day we will see it and just finalize our marriage. I laugh all th time at them and him.

Second I wanted to ask that you all keep a friend of mine from Highschool and his family in your prayers. He was in a car accident the other night in Reno County, and we dont know what happened, all we know is that he was going on the wrong side of K-96 and hit a car head on so far 2 people have died and he was arilifted to a wichita hosptil. I hope everything comes out fine and he pulls through. I want to go see him but I jsut feel like I would break donw and cry. THe last time a friend of mine was in a car accident she died and that was back in 2000. I am just hoping and prying that everything will come out ok. Well thats enough right know.

Kerri Anne

Friday, March 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 22:16:42 GMT

Okay so time for me to update. I have been super busy that I just havent had the time. I guess it is partly my fault because well I just am plain avoding some people in my life. Like my so called best friend. Whatever. My ex boyfriend, who just doesnt get it that I could care less if He is having a Party. Thanks but no thanks. Work has sucked. I just got done with Parent Teacher Confrences. They sucked. I was so stressed just glad they are done. Went to see Mandy sing at her chruch for the last time. And then went to Chilis with them all and Davids Bridal that was fun.

I done some thinking on my whole love life. I just cant find a guy who can make me laugh like I used to. Other than my cousins. I have lost a total of 10 lbs. That is scary. But oh well. So anyways, I am relooking at my standards and I am NOT going to lower them for some guy who is a jackass. So anyone who is a Jackass no need to apply.

Well that is about all for now.

Love ya, Kerri Anne

Saturday, March 18, 2006

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 00:30:38 GMT

Hey all. Sorry about not posting as often but i have been majorly busy. I feel like my life is going by so fast and all im doing is just standing by and watching it. Well im really sleepy so i am going to go to bed. goodnight.

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 23:01:55 GMT

Ok so update on the whole doctor thing. I have to rest it for 2 weeks and take medicine, and wear my lovely brace. If it is not better then I go and get a referral to a surgen. So hopefully everything will heal and no surgen for Kerri. So anyways, Jaxson who is my very adorable 3 yr old cosuin is learning to go potty on the potty chair. I made a deal with him that if he can go the est of this week then I will take him to CHuckie Cheeses. As you all know he is my baby. And Carson is another wonderful baby. He is just the cutest. I love those boys with all my heart. So this weekend should be fun, Bob is coming into town and my sister Jenny and on are hopefully moving into their first house. So it will be a blast. Well my knee hurts and I need to wash my hair. By the way I cut it and dyed it. It is the cutest ever. Well im out

Kerri Anne