|
Keyesay
|
read my profile
sign my guestbook
Name: Casey
Country: United States
State: Oklahoma
Metro: Oklahoma City
Birthday: 9/21/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Visual Art, classic rock, jazz, alternative rock, animals, rain, nature, the sky, my friends, my thoughts, the cosmos/astrology, video games, other cultures, tarot, movies, making movies/films, taking photos, fantasy, dreams, perfection, people in general, my family, my past, my present and my future... duh!
*********************
And this quote from Karisa that she said about me, Love ya always!
I should say, you are a person who is truely amazing. You're knowledgable, talented, a characteristic that is very pleasing and depth that I believe goes beyond mine and anyone I have to encounter. How you interpret things like feelings is completely something else, different from my own way. What would it be like to see through your eyes is deeper than I can ever venture to imagine.
Expertise: Hmmm I guess I'm an expert at being an expert of being an expert! Haha...
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
Yahoo:  c.hartgers@sbcgobal.net
Member Since:
10/18/2005
|
|
| Lives been mucho intereste' or whatever ... I don't remember much spanish. My best friend is going through hell... my family is all shoken up. My work place is somin else now a days. And I don't know what to do or believe in. But at least Karisa and I are still good. That's the one thing I can always count on... I dunno what I'd do without her. She has no idea how much she means to me. | | |
| BLAAAHHH!!!
Thats all I have to say | | |
| Argh! This always happens.. just as my life looks better something horrid steps into the equation. Dang it. And soo now I am back to that stupid emotional roller coaster ride. I am sooo frustrated right now. And I even cried at work the other day... at least it wasn't embarassing but geez. On a lighter note Aurora the new girl at work and I watched V for Vendetta.. I loved that movie. She was prolly a lil crepped out tho.. since the guys at work were joking about it being a date and making comments about my bi-ness. And guess what? Their were lezbo's in the movie... not helping. Owells I hope my life looks shinier soon I don't know if I can handle anymore shit. | | |
| I'm feeling soo blissful right now. I am just soo happy and content. I can't keep a smile off my face nor do i even want to try. My life is looking up and brighter. It's amazing how the lil things can mean so much. Gosh. I am inlove. And yes I know I am being so wrong, a crime against nature... but nothing in this seems wrong. I know I have Karisa and she has me. And we're happily involved. But distance has always been our issue. And now, I feel soo drawn to this guy. I know I post about him so much. And don't get me wrong Karisa knows everything about him and I. It all defies logic. And to a virgo such as myself finding that this can all work is a major blessing. I can't even begin to explain how wonderful i feel when I am around him. Some ppl think their inlove.. and some are. But love isn't that feeling u get only when they hold u or kiss u. It isn't something u only feel or remember when that person is near. It's not made up of thinking of them all day... it's more then that. It's the ability to see them for them, all their flaws and their strong points are lovely to u. U can't help but love every word that comes out of their mouth. Every freckle, every piece of hair. And when their burps and other things normally disgusting feel and seem priceless to u... u are inlove. When u can be interested and caring about everything in their life. Every touch is felt ten fold. And when u look into their eyes... u don't just see eyes.. u see much more. Like a portal to their soul. U can become lost in them. I feel so enamored with this man. And it defies all logic. Rational thought has lost sight of me. I feel myself just utterly inlove. And it can only become more. God, I guess I've rambled enough and should anyone confront me with this I'd be undoubtly embarassed. That's me for ya.. I blush like a lil cherry. Peace my friends and I hope u can feel at least half as good I do right now. | | |
| Hey guess what? Ppl continue to just get even more diffcult. Sheesh. Just when I thought I'd be able to have a nice quiet day alone to recover from the drama stirring in my life I have to go to work... the place bringing me the drama. All becuz Carisa didn't show up for my shift that she said she'd take over. Sooo i end up getting there late and about 15 mins later she comes in. Soo we're both there. It all works out fine till I have to deal with 20 some odd black teens. Don't get me wrong I am not racist but boy were they. They were making cutting remarks against me and some white couple.. then they started trash talking these homosexuals. None of the ppl they were messing with deserved it... the dumbass teenage waste were just looking for trouble. Sooo my day yesturday was all about more drama. I am so tired of it. I need a vacation.
As for today i am off work. And I hope it stays that way. | | |
|
