| well i never use xanga anymore. lol..but for some reason i just feel like writing away in somje journal even tho ppl cud read this if they really wanted to. so..lets see..so much has changed since last year..i fell completely in love and got soo hurt and now am still utterly in love and probaly will be for awhile. he misses me tho =[ ..alot more than he shows lol. well besides all that im ready to start this year off and start my life over..a fresh, new, clean start. i want to make somthing of myself this year...and thats exactly what im going to do.
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in my mind; i'll always be his lady. |
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I'VE FOUND ALL I'VE WAITED FOR AND I COULD NOT ASK FOR MORE <3
    
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| Current mood:  crushed
well for about a week or so i guess you could say ive been the most HAPPIEST GIRL ever..i mean i had been sad for weeks and then met him and started talkin to him and everything was perfect..me and him were both so happy until now..for some reason everything is starting to go wrong and me and him have no way to talk 2 eachother..can u say FANTASTIC... not...this is terrible..i mean u can ask everyone ..all my friends i was FINALLY so happy and soo excited..and now this happend and everything is crashing downnnnnn..and i feel sad and i feel pathertic..and i feel let down and like i just knew this would happen..i just knew that things cudnt go PERFECT just once for me..right now i dont care about anything..just being with him and is getting through this..hes all i want..i want me and him to be happy and for everyone to be happy for us..so until then ill be waiting and i wont let go |
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