hey guys,

i got back from relay for life in one piece (thankfully) lol and it was sooo much fun! i hung out with my hommies the whole time and we played football and ran and watched a movie and watched this weirdo try to do dance moves across the stage and it was sooo funny me and pat laughed at him so much! then when i finally got home at 7:30 and didn't wake up till 4:30! 10 hours and i am soo hiper now! lol

then when i got up and stuff josh came over to bring over vitamins for us and then he ate dinner with us and then him, robyn and me played basketball and it was fun, it was really great and i'm so sore.... lol

lov ya kiddo's,

nikki

hey guys,

soooo sorry i haven't got on lately....

here are some quotes and icons:

no matter what you say,
i'll always stand tall.
so go ahead and push me,
im not gonna fall.

 & he whispered to her--
"the only way i could ever hurt you is
by holding your hand too tight."

People say best friends will trade you the iicky purple
popcicle for the yummy pink one but my bestfriend
just says " screw you, eat the damn thing ." -that's me and you brit-When people don't l

augh at our jokes, I don't think
of it as an "you had to be there" thing, more like an
"you have to be mentally retarded like us" thing. hahahaha brit! lol

i'm not afraid of heights,
i'm afraid of falling.
i'm not afraid of the dark,
i'm afraid of whats in it.
&& im not afraid of love,
im afraid of not being loved back.

It's weird to think about
how different your life
would be if you never met
the people who changed it..

       hahaha

true love doesnt
have a happy ending
because true love...
never ends. x3

     hahaha

Basically, i think love is a feeling. it's that feeling you get when you know you are going to see that person. you're always counting down the minutes, the hours, the days, or even the months until you will see them again. Cause you love that feeling you have when you're with them. you know that butterfly, giggly, warm, this-smile-is-never-gonna-leave-my-face feeling. Love is a feeling of perfect happiness & contentment. Being in the arms means that everything will be okay & even if it's really not going to be, you get a feeling that they'll do whatever they can to make it be, or just to try to make you feel better. it's that feeling that you are loved for who you are, & you love them for who they are. Every bit of them, no matter how obnoxious or out of character it may seem at times. It's about how you love to brag about them & annoy your friends cause half the things they say or do really isn't all that sweet & is really overly corny, but you can care less cause that to you is special. It's about how they are the first one you want to talk to when anything is good or bad, & how you are always learning something new, no matter how long you have been dating..It's about CHANGING & being a new person. Not necessairly changing your ways or who you are, but wanting to be different & a better person simply cause that person is in your life & you want to be everything to them.. - that sums up everything....

lov ya all

nikki

hey kids,

well lets see the day was ok i guess except in band i wanted to slap Mr. Eacker for his little comments.... it really pissed me off but i'm over it, i think

other than that the day was good we didn't do a lot and that's always fun lol!

i know i haven't done this in awhile but i need some help... ok here it goes. there is this guy and he is a real cute, sweat, nice, fun and i like him but the odds of us are slim should i give up? or should i keep liking him and see where it goes. but the thing is i know someone (guy) who was in the same position as i but he chose to keep at it and know he loves this girl but knows they don't have a chance and if he does pull out when it would hurt him more than anything else... so help me my readers and give me some advice, i'm begging you...

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help me doc. 

nikki

hey guys and girls,

well i just got back from this stupid Pre- UIL thing it was so stupid... here's some quotes and stuff lol

Fighting fire with fire,
only gives you ashes.

she says she wants to
die but in reality she just
wants to be saved

Before you go off bragging to all of
your friends that you broke it off-
I already told them...
& you know what they said?
"You're too good for him anyway"

& I'm just the kind of girl
who will burst out laughing in dead silence
because of something that happend the day before.

so goodbye alice in wonderland,
goodbye yellow brick road
there is a difference between dreaming && pretending.

My mom always says,
"If they jumped off of a bridge, would you do it too?".
I always reply, "pssh no, I`d be the one who came up with the idea." hahahahaha

My eyes are swollen I cannot see.
I must be stupid, I must be bad,
what else could have made my daddy so mad?
I wish I weren't ugly,
then maybe my mommy would still want to hug me.
I can't do a wrong, I can't speak at all,
or else i'm locked up all day long.
When I'm awake I'm all alone,
the house is dark, my folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come home I'll try to be nice,
So that maybe I'll just get one whipping tonight.
Shh.. I just heard a car, my daddy is back from Charlie's bar.
I hear him curse, my name he calls.
I press myself against the wall.
I try to hide from his evil eyes,
I'm so afraid now; I start to cry.
He finds me weeping, calls me ugly words,
he says it's my fault he suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me and yells at me more,
I finally get free and run for the door.
He's already locked it and I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor with my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues with more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream --
But it's much too late,
his face has been twisted into unmaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain again and again,
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And finally he stops and heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless, sprawled on the floor.
My name is Megan and I'm only three..
tonight, my daddy murdered me. - i cryed when i read this....

lov ya all,

nikki

hey,

here are some quotes & icons before i go take a shower:

 QUOTE OF THE DAY: (sorry brit i saw this and i had to put it up it's for you)

Somebody asked me the other day if I was handed a gun,
& I had to choose to either shoot my boyfriend or my best friend;
who would i shoot? My answer would be "I'd shoot myself
cause I'd take a bullet & die for all the people I love."

dry your eyes & clear your mind...
you've just gotta take it one day at a time

Friends -- are the ones who if you had nothing but them, you'd still have it all. that's for all my friends i love you guys!

promise you wont forget me. even when im 100. -winnie the pooh awww.....

I'm not a smart man. But I know what love is.
-Forrest Gump

shoot for the moon
…even if you miss, you’ll
land among the stars

&& for the first time in so long..
I don't care... & it feels good - that's me

&& for just once, i want someone to be afraid to lose me

           aww... awww... how cute!

    hahahahaha

 haha    

lov ya all

nikki