Kimberlynne05's Xanga

Monday, June 02, 2008

Mon, 02 Jun 2008 13:00:27 GMT

So last night was awesome...

I was having extremely painful upper abdominal pain that wrapped around to my back. It started right after the hockey game on saturday and lasted all night. Then the pain came back again Sunday afternoon. My parents took me to the hospital because it kept getting worse. I sat in the waiting room for what seemed like foreverrr and kept having to run to the bathroom...i probably lost about 5 lbs haha. While i was waiting for a room, my ears and head started getting super itchy. I went to find a nurse to see what was going on, then i started breaking out into hives all over my body. It was weird because at that time, i wasnt given anything so the hives came out of nowhere. I guess if you are under extreme amounts of stress, hives can occur. She took my blood pressure and it was very very low and i was on the verge of passing out so i had to lay down. After all that happened, i was able to get into a room right away and see a doctor. I was so dehydrated but i wasnt allowed to drink water because i couldnt keep it down. They pumped some water solution into my body which made me so cold i was shaking uncontrollably. The nurse FINALLY gave me benadryl for the hives when my face started turning beet red and swelling and going numb. It made me so tired i could barely keep my eyes open. After that, i was taken to get an ultra sound. They couldnt find any exact cause of my pain so i was diagnosed with Gastritis which is inflammation of the lining of my stomach. I'll have to see another doctor this week. They sent me home at about 2 am with some prescriptions and pain medications...thank goodness. Its nice to know i have something for the pain if it comes back again.

Im feeling a lot better now, just weak. Hopefully this doesnt happen again. I've grown up having a lot of problems with my stomach but this time it was unbearably painful for me. I'm not allowed to drink coffee for a while so i'm not quite sure how i will survive! I practially live on coffee so this should be interesting.

I decided i shouldnt work today so its really nice to just lay in my bed and not have to do anything. :)

A persons a person, no matter how small

Sun, 13 Apr 2008 09:19:00 GMT

I have seen "Horton Hears a Who" a total of THREE times!! Its an adorable movie but by the third time around, its a little hard to sit through. Just one of the perks of being with kids all the time. :) This is part of the reason why i suck so bad at that Scene It game. :) If there was a kids verson of it, i would probably rock.

Monday, April 07, 2008

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 16:05:57 GMT

Transferring schools is a pain in the butt.

I'm so annoyed right now. I definately do not like Eastern though. I had an appointment there today and the advisor was so weird and didnt know anything and he teaches like 4 classes for my major so NO WAY am i going to school there.

Wayne State will be a sucky drive but i only have to go two days a week so it wont be too bad. I can suck it up. I truely feel that thats the place im supposed to be at, for now at least. Sooo i'll start full time in the fall and most likely take a spring/summer class as well. 2 more years undergrad, 2 years grad...yuck! i'm going to be old by the time i graduate. :(

I love my job

Fri, 21 Mar 2008 12:12:32 GMT

I go to "work" in the morning and get to snuggle with kids and play mommy. :)
They call me miss Kim and they tell me "i rock" and say i love you.
Words cant describe how happy they make me.
I love these kids with all my heart.

Monday, February 25, 2008

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 09:25:27 GMT

Im so exhausted. I feel like theres never enough time in the day to get things done. When sunday night comes around, i get this sick feeling in my stomach because i dont want a new week to begin again. Maybe its because i'm doing too much. Some people can handle doing a million things, but i dont think im that type of person. Im having such a hard time balancing life...school, work, family, friends, God, Church etc. I feel like i work so much that i dont have enough time to study and im so disappointed with my grades in school thus far. I enjoy working...most of the time. If i didnt have a job, i would probaby feel guilty and lazy and well, i HAVE to work so i can put myself through school. It seems in the busyness of life, ive completely pushed to the side things that should be number one in my life because i dont have "time". I used to think i was a pro at time management, but now i feel like such a mess. Last week i finally read through Messy Spirituality. Overall, I really enjoyed the book and a few things stood out to me, expecially chapter 6...Unspiritual Growth. It was kind of a slap in the face for me. Not that what i read was a completely new concept for me or anything, but i guess Gods way of telling me that if i feel exhausted, to turn to Him for renewal and rest.....

"..we are going as fast as we can, living life at a dizzying speed, and God is nowwhere to be found. We're not rejecting God; we just dont have time for him We've lost him in the blurred landscape as we rush to church. We don't struggle with the Bible, but with the clock. It's not that we're too decadent; we're too busy. We dont' feel guilty because of sin, but because we have no time for...our God. It's not sinning too much that's killing our souls, it's our schedule that's annihilating us. Most of us don't come home at night staggering drunk. Instead, we come home staggering tired, worn out, exhausted, and drained becasue we live too fast."

Im not sure where this leaves me. Its not like i can drop everything im doing and rest for a few day, although that would be so nice. I guess i need to reevaluate my priorities. When i think about it, in the scheme of things, my math class i worry so much over is sooo not worth worrying about. When i said im having such a hard time balancing things in life in the paragraph above, i put God at the end of my list. Why didnt i put him first? He needs to be first. Im a complete mess without Him. I NEED God to be in the center of my life, not tucked away in a corner for when i really need Him.

I guess thats about all for now.

Its been so long since i've posted on xanga :)

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Sat, 29 Sep 2007 16:27:50 GMT

I officially have an Associate in Science degree :)

My certificate just came in the mail so that was kinda fun. haha. Im going shopping with Bethany today so receiving my degree will give me a good excuse to buy a pair or shoes or somethin'. :)

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Wed, 25 Jul 2007 18:39:31 GMT

GOD

IS...

Your righteousness is like the mighty mountains,
your justice like the great deep.
O Lord, you preserve both man and beast.
How priceless is your unfailing love!
Both high and low among men
find refuge in the shadow of your wings.

Ps. 36:6-7

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Tue, 24 Jul 2007 23:40:57 GMT

WELL....
I have an associates degree! :) Not that it really matters, but it kinda makes me happy. School stuff is finally starting to come together. Transferring can be a pain in the butt! I am sooo sick of going back and forth to schoolcraft and wayne state. I decided that i am staying at schoolcraft for one more semester because there still are a few classes i can take and will save tons of money by doing so. I get to take spanish, contemporary world history, trigonometry, and philosophy. I think these classes will be somewhat interesting.Although, I suck at math and spanish so we'll see what happens. I don't know why but i get super excited about school around this time of year...too bad my excitement doesn't last very long. I'm going into speech and language pathology and i think i'm really going to enjoy it. I'm glad i finally decided on a major and now have a goal in mind. It makes school a little more bearable.
This summer isn't at all how i thought it would turn out, but i guess its ok. Life never turns out the way you think it will. God's plans are better than mine anyways.

In other news, my brother Luke has a man crush on Jason.
That makes me laugh.

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Wed, 04 Jul 2007 01:05:57 GMT

This is what i've decided....
I really would like to be Shia LaBeouf's friend.
AHHHH
how awesome would that be?!!
one day....

BIKE RIDING IS DANGEROUS. ALWAYS WEAR A HELMET.

Fri, 29 Jun 2007 16:16:28 GMT

OH NO!!!

OUCH!

PHEW! BETHY IS OK BECAUSE HELMETS SAVE LIVES. :)