Whoa... I don't know if anyone reads this thing anymore, but I sure haven't done a good job of updating it recently. So Sorry. Life changes. I'm getting used to it. I don't dread change... I anticipate it. Today is my last day at work. The people I work with brought doughnuts in and let me pick first. I have mixed emotions about leaving. I know God had a plan for me here and this job was my ministry for a while, but I am happy to be done... I was counting down the days. I am getting my wisdom teeth out tomorrow. Oh Boy. I am leaving for camp in about a week. I have so much excitement building up inside me. I want so many things for the summer... souls to be saved, people to be challenged, staff to be built up. I want to live wisely, not for the moment. I want to be a vessel, not a distraction. I want to be broken, not proud. I want to live beyond myself. Everyone is SO excited to see each other... it is mildly ridiculous. Since we were all hired in January and February, we have been counting down the days till we would be together. Now we are still a week and a half away from camp starting, but everyone keeps saying it is SO close and leaving little messages for each other saying how they can't wait to see each other. The day before camp starts will be misery. And the day we all see each other will be a frenzied combination of squeals, hugs, laughter, and incessant chatter. I'm sure I will be one of the instigators. So much has happened in the past year... I feel almost... old. Everything that was is like a distant memory. It is still beautiful, but once again, I am being called further and I can't look back. Which is fine... because I don't want to. God is just that good. Too Bad I'm not a writer... there are so many good stories to tell. Maybe I'll become good friends with someone who does write and we'll write a book and make a movie. | 
