| ranting.For once Im actually using Xanga for its purpose.
Im like, emotionally unstable right now. I think Im not, but at the same time I think I am. I've just been bottling emotions for so long, that an event of even the smallest scale could tip over my mental balance beam, and I'll , like, die. I dont know, I guess Im just really angry at my parents right now. I know i shouldnt be. I know I should be appreciating everything they do, but its not that easy. Having Chinese parents is frustrating. It's like, they have these ideal embedded into their brains on how a child should grow up, and most of the time, its either a lawyer or like a doctor or something. They want there kids to be robots. Its like there trying to wipe out the imagination from the child's mind and make him into a obedient son with top scores in school or something.
I hate the fact that my parents look at all my friends and activities as barbaric or uncivilized. They judge everybody and everything. All I've ever really wanted was to just be cool with my parents, but there always looking down on me, telling me I'm not good enough, telling me i need more work, need better scores, have a better job, study more often. Its like the word "Fun" is equivalent to "Fuck" in their minds. Its a curse. Its a no-no in their book.
I think a lot of asian teens are oppressed by their parents, and I'm not the only one.I mean, if you look at America, theres not a big amount of famous Asian people. I mean, I think its partially the parents fault, for not letting their child explore, and gain new talents; but instead, they make them study 24/7, tell them to give up any silly dreams, like becoming an actor or singer. They turn them into good lil boys and girls and tell them, that in order to be successful in life, they need to become doctors or lawyers or go to Harvard. Its freakin sick. And in those situations, theres only 2 outcome. 1) Child becomes good mind slave and stay within their parents protective aura until there like fucking dead (exaggerated, but you get the picture) or 2) They become rebellious, hang out late, rarely come home, get in arguments with parents, and everything starts falling.
Wow i really wrote a lot. I wasnt even planning about talking about this, but more on just ranting how much I hated my parents like a good angsty, rebellious teen.
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| This should have never happenedToday i was checking up on this forum i visit bout a culture. The Rave culture emphasizes the meaning of PLUR. PLUR stands for Peace Love Unity Respect. Keep that in mind. Click the link and read, and keep in mind bout PLUR while reading this. http://www.glowsticking.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=3697&st=0 |
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| BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUULLLLLLLLSHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTThis is fucking stupid, everything is stupid, especially my parents. Today I woke up and I found out that we were going to Long Island to look at some houses. I told my parents I wouldn't be going cause I didnt see the point in it, then they gave me this lecture bout how spending time with family is important blah blah blah. bullshit. So I was like how come we just cant stay in Chinatown? I couldnt even imagine what they were gonna say next. They told me that it was because of my behavior and my consistancy of always coming home late that they were moving. I'm like WTF!? I couldnt believe what i was hearing, then me and my mom got into a argument bout how I was always on the move, and how I was always with friends. So I told her that to me, be'ing with friends is alot more interesting then be'ing with parents. Then she just snaps and starts yelling in canto blah blah blah telling me how ungrateful I am and how shes gonna take all my stuff away now. Its really fucking stupid  Fucking dumbasses just wont get it through there skulls that i dont like them, and i dont like spending time with them. |
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| OMFGWTFHOLYS$%^&!#($*^I dont know how many of you watch the Real World on MTV, but today while i was on 34th street, I saw Jose from The Real World: Key West. I didnt say anything when i passed by him because it would be weird going like "=O! HEY! AREN'T U JOSE FROM REAL WORLD?!" yeah -.- but I was thinking to myself o___o holy shit. I wonder if anyone elsed noticed. |
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| Its going down, down...Sooo.....cold much? |
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Blah. Names Sc0tty nd was born on 1/27/92. I enjoy playing Handball, DDR, Hanging out with my friends, nd Books. I live in NYC Chinatown, nd thats bout it.
