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Sunday, September 18, 2005

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 19:30:38 GMT

What time are you starting this?	6:31
Name?	Ashley
Nicknames?	Most used...Ashcan and grr Cherry -.-
Date of birth?	December 6th, 1988
Sex?	Female
Height?	5'6"
Eye color?	big and brown
Where were you born?	Laural
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?	16
Pets?	Natta
Hair color?	Red-ish blonde (for now)
Piercings?	Four
Town you live in?	Columbia
Favorite foods?	Gummy worms and Caesar salad
Ever been to Africa?	ummm no...what kind of a random question is that!?
Been toilet papering?	nope
Love someone so much it made you cry?	Does a best friend count?
Been in a car accident?	Yes..caused one.
Croutons or bacon bits?	croutons
Favorite day of the week?	Friday
Favorite resturant?	Rocky Run Mmmm Nachos!
Favorite flower?	Blue rose
Favorite sport to watch?	Football and Ice Hockey! (I would never play them though...looks too painful)
Favorite drink?	Green tea/Caffe Mocha ESPRESSO!!
Favorite ice cream flavor?	Cookie Dough!
Warner Bros. or Disney?	Disney songs WB Shows lol
Favorite fast food restuarant?	Ummm Wendy's
Carpet color in your bedroom?	White
How many times did you fail your driver's test?	Didn't take it yet.
Whom did you get your last email from?	Ingrid
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?	American Eagle! if I could afford it...
What do you do most often when you are bored?	Listen to music/Call(bug) someone.
Most annoying thing to say to me?	Anything when I'm in one of those moods
Bedtime?	On or off my meds?
Favorite TV show?	Smallville!
Last person you went out to dinner with?:	Becca, Megan, Bret
Been out of country?	For three years.
Believe in magick?	In a young girls heart..yes lol
Ford or Chevy?	Whatever as long as its a truck!
What are you listening to right now?	My old *Nsync CD!!!! haha
Have you ever failed a grade?	no THANK GOD
If you have, what grade did you fail?	None
Do you have a crush on someone?	eh not really at the moment
Do you have a bf/gf?	nah
If so, what is their name?	JOHNNY DEPP!!
How long have you been together?	Since Edward ScizzorHands!
What are you wearing right now?	Kapris and a bathingsuit top.
Would you have sex before marriage?	Hell yeah! I am NOT waiting that long! lol
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?	haha totally!
Are you a virgin?	Why do you think my guy friends call me cherry
Do you smoke?	I have but not really no.
Do you drink?	On occasion
Are you ghetto?	HA! Fuck no! I'm white as rice! :p
Are you a player?	once again..HA!
What are your favorite colors?	Green and blue...favorite eye colors too
What is your favorite animal?	German Shepards
Do you have any birthmarks?	One on my ankle
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?	yes lol. not for real though
Who do you talk to most on the phone?	Megan
Have you ever been slapped?	in the ass...tons of times.
Do you get online a lot?	Can't live without it. I'm such a nerd lol
Are you shy or outgoing?	not so much outgoing, more...loud lol
Do you shower?	Once a day, twice on days I work
Do you hate school?	Sometimes
Do you have a social life?	Yes
How easily do you trust people?	sorta even tho i shouldnt
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?	ummm yeeeeah. lol
Would you ever sky dive?	Get me drunk and sure
Do you like to dance?	YES!!
Have you ever been out of state?	yup
Do you like to travel?	Yeah
Have you ever been expelled from school?	no
Have you ever been suspended from school?	no
Do you want to get out of your hometown?	YES!
Are you spoiled?	yes
Are you a brat?	yup
Have you ever been dumped?	yes. in fifth grade and 11th lol
Have you ever gotten high?	nah..saw someone drink bong water though..XD
Do you like snapple?	no
Do you drink a lot of water?	Can't start my day without a bottle
What toothpaste do you use?	Crest
Do you have a cell phone?	Peice of shit
Do you have a curfew?	11. how lame is that!
Who do you look up to?	Becca Megan Angela April and Adriene
Are you a role model?	Umm...I did Ploom for like...a year lol
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?	Six Flags bitch!
What name brand do you wear the most?	Dunno
What kind of jewelry do you wear?	Earings, locket, class ring
What do you want pierced?	my Belly button..if I had abs of steal!! lol
Do you like takin pictures?	YES!
Do you like gettin your picture taken?	I can be such a camwhore sometimes lol
Do you have a tan?	..its fading but yeah
Do you get annoyed easily?	sometimes
Have you ever started a rumor?	Um yeah when I was like seven
Do you have your own phone or phone line?	Cell phone
Do you have your own pool?	I WISH!
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?	Boxers
Do you have any siblings?	Three sisters 0.0
Have you ever been played?	Yeah
Have you ever played anyone?	No
Do you get along with your parents?	when they arent being asses and I'm not being a bitch
How do you vent your anger?	i scream and cry
Have you ever ran away?	yeah but then I rememberd I wasn't allowed to cross the street so I went home.
Have you ever been fired from a job?	nah I quit before they could
Do you even have a job?	Fuddruckers baby!
Do you daydream a lot?	YES especially off my meds
Do you have a lot of ex's?	ummm...a I have a few
Do you run your mouth?	YES
What do you want a tattoo of?	maybe
What do you have a tattoo of?	Dunno
What does your ex bf/gf look like?	I already told you. Johnny Depp lol :p
What does your most recent crush look like?	ummm no one but himself?
Whats her/his name?	no comment
Have you ever been bitched out?	Yes
Are you rude?	...I lack tact. is that rude??
What was the last compliment you recieved?	You have the prettiest eyes!
Do you like getting dirty?	ummm...
Are you flexiable?	no.
What is your heritage?	Irish, German and some other European crap
What is your lucky number?	6
What does your hair look like right now?	Wavy/kinky
Could you ever be a vegetarian?	Nooooo way
Describe your looks?	Umm...a tall five year old with really big boobs lol
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?	Dark Brown (my natural hair color)
Would you ever date someone younger than you?	Tried it once. Boys your OWN age are already too immature. Boys younger then you..Psh forget it!
Would you ever date someone older than you?	Of course!
When was the last time you were drunk?	Weekend before school started
How many rings until you answer the phone?	As soon as I check caller ID
Have you ever been skinny dipping?	no
If yes, when was the last time?
When was the last time you went on a date?	dunno
Do you look more like your mother or father?	Ummm I dunno
Do you cry a lot?	When I switch medication
Do you ever cry to get your way?	I'm not THAT much of a brat
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?	COME OVER! I'm bored!
Are you the romantic type?	if I have the chance yeah.
Have you ever been chased by cops?	Haha YES!
What do you like most about your body?	My eyes
What do you like least about your body?	My big butt!
When did you have your first crush?	When I was like....four or something
When was the last time you threw up?	Last sunday
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?	brunettes
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?	Not purposely
What about cleavage?	of course
Is your best friend a virgin?	Yes.
Have you ever fucked someone up?	...no?
Have you ever been fucked up?	that one time thanks to Kate
What theme does your room have?	Green, very girly.
What size shoe do you wear?	8
What is your screen name on AIM?	Eternalrainfall6
How are you feeling right now?	bummed my plans just got canceled
When was the last time you were at a party?	Never. Don't do parties.
Have you ever given a lapdance?	Hahaha yes
Have you ever recieved one?	....no.
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?	Yes
What is one of your bad qualilties?	I'm Sooooo annoying and clingy!
What is one of your good qualilties?	I'm usually really happy
Would you marry for money?	like...movie star money? hmmm..lol kidding no.
What do you drive?	my friends crazy
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?	Daddy's girl All the way
So?	So what?
Well?	I dunno
When was the last time you cried in school?	Junior Year
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?	while drunk yes lol
What kind of music do you like?	Pop, Rock, Rap, Country, Everything but instrumental Jazz...
Would you ever bungee jump?	Yes!
What is your worst fear?	Undead children in movies
Would you ever join the army?	no. I'd die!
Do you like cows?	...to eat?
If you were to die today, what would you do?	Have sex...a lot. just to know what the big deal was. lol.
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?	This isn't goodbye, its just see you later.
Do you like to party?	With Becca and Megan its ALWAYS a party lol.
Hearts or broken hearts?	Either/or
Moons or stars?	stars
Coke or pepsi?	Pepsi
Favorite scent?	vanilla
Favorite band?	Nickelback?
Would you ever dye your hair red?	I have like...five times.
How many languages can you speak?	1...apparently 2 in my sleep according to some.
What time are you finishing this?	7:29...I got distracted lol

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 17:31:57 GMT

Yo! Senior year is cool so far! Great classes.

Pd. 1- Journalism. Being editor is tough with new people who have NO idea what they're doing and only took this class as a slacker class...mwahahaha they've got another thing coming. poor unfortunate souls. Mr. Foy is as crazy as ever..still wearing pink shirts..which is...usually really hot on guys..usually. lol

Pd. 2-English 12, with this teacher who looks like that chick Jackie on that 70's show only a little older Jesus Christ how many times am I gonna have to listen to all the guys around me in class tell me how "H-O-T DAYUM She's FINE!! I'd tap that in a second yo!"...don't forget..I go to Oakland Mills .

Pd. 3- I took Food and Nutrition but it wasn't really for me, so I switched out into Peer assistance. Today was my first day. I like it a lot. Let's hope it stays that way. I'm sure it will. I love helping people so this should be good.

Pd. 4- A-day is Environmental Science. Meg is aiding for that class so I see her sometimes and Ms. Rodriguez is the teacher which is awesome cause I had her for Biology two years ago and I loved it. Best grades I ever got in a science class! haha. Let's hope it applies here.
B-day is Psychology. Its cool. The teacher is really funny. she's got crazy stories and she's been at the school for EVER! She taught my older sister when SHE was in Highschool...(This sister is 26) 0.0 DAMN!

Pd 5- Socialogy is SOO cool! And its not only because Short Shea (the teacher) doesnt have us write down much, which I'm sure he will soon. Its because we get to talk about stuff that is really important...and some stuff that's not as important but somehow becomes connected to something that IS important...its really wierd how it all works. We go from talking about puppies to prejudice. no lies! Anyway that class is really cool. Megan AND Kristen are in that class so that's awesome right there.

I don't have a sixth period. I either go skate, go to work...or go to Vanaries with other people that have "work release" lol. Its cool. Skating double what I did last year is hard work though...I'm just being a wimp. lol.

There was some drama...some messing with my emotions and some stuff that happened that shows that I've changed over the summer...not necessarily for the worse, but I have changed. I've got new perspectives on some things that's for sure. Sooo sorry for the emo comment before this one. lol.

PEACE YO!

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 10:17:08 GMT

My second day of work was pretty awesome. I got 30 dollars in tips and apparently instead of getting $6.75 an hour I'm getting $7. My feet were Killing me after 8 hours of work. We went to see Batman Begins after that. O.M.G!!!!! THAT MOVIE KICKED ASS!!! CHRISTIAN BALE IS SOOOO HOT!!! Becca is going to marry him but he is going to cheat on her and have a fling with me! XD Kidding Becca Love ya! Anyway we also went to see Sisterhood of the traveling pants. That was good too. Becca cried. The women in our row started bawling.

Sunday, June 19, 2005

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 07:30:19 GMT

My first day at Fuddruckers was AWESOME!! I made 19 bucks in tips and I'm not even a waitress! I'm like...a buser..GSA person or whatever. The correct term would be "Sales Ambassador" if that helps anyone. but anyway this job rocks so far. I love working with people and stuff. Come to Fuddruckers on Dobin Road from 12-8 today cause I'm workin :p Peace!

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 13:35:28 GMT

SCHOOL IS OUT!! I'm a Senior!!! YES!!!
I think I just broke my fucking Lap top!!! NOOOOOOOOO!!!

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 18:26:11 GMT

Okay so as far as finals go, Shea said my monologue was "a favorite"....I think that's good. or...maybe he was being sarcastic and he just got depressed by it. lol. Cause I mean how many times can you listen to me rant about the death of my boyfriend before it gets to you right? that poor man has had to listen to me for two years straight...and grade me on what I say...haha poor bastard.
As for the science final, I bombed it. That paper is going to have more red on it then the Tye Dyed shirts we made in class. Oh well. There's always next year, a whole new science for me to learn, Environmental Science...yay.
Went to do my senior pictures today. Chelsea spent like an hour on me with hair and makeup and in the end I was "bordering hotness" which is awesome cause I've only been able to accomplish "cute" as of yet. The pictures went well for the most part. Thank God I chose this day as the only day of my life to be photogenic. thank you!
Megan should be over soon if she ever finishes reading the book or w/e Foy gave them to read. I feel sorry for her for that. We're going out for a much needed energy boost of Starbucks coffee of course. where else would we go?
ONE MORE DAY OF SCHOOL!!! not even 6 hours! like...less then four!! Then I start work at Fuddruckers monday. Let's hope this goes better then Panera.

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 11:53:11 GMT

Second day of Finals out of the way. Went Swimming with Kenny and Chelsea for the first time of the year! Very nice. Pool was a little more then crowded though. Megan came over and we err....studied Science. Got my damn Drama presentation tomorrow! My last drama assignment for the rest of my life!!! *cries* Love you drama people!!

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 12:08:02 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGAN!!! <3 <3 <3

~~~~~Four years till you can buy us alcohol!!!! W00t! Luv ya 'Nilla Munchkin! haha. Dad's are dick heads mom's are pot heads, sisters are awesome for taking us out to dinner and Brilliant sexy bitches that just turned 17 are beautiful!!! Cheer up luv! The sun will come out Tooooomoooorrow....blah blah blah, Hold up! Smoke, everyday! Put on some loation! it will make you feel and smell very nice.Go smoke a joint with your teddy bear! YEAH! Apple Martini's are yummy! One year till a new car and you move out and leave the jerk behind and I spend the night in your dorm for parties!!!

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 20:13:57 GMT

I'm sorry to dissapoint ALL but a few of my friends but Now here this: I plan on staying a virgin until I'm AT LEAST eighteen. I'm sorry to disapoint you but I will not be fucking anyone on anyone's bed to join any "clubs"...Ever. I am not opposed to sex but I am waiting until I am at the age of eighteen until I even CONSIDER sex. Just because Some people choose to move a little faster then others that shouldnt influence the other people's decision on waiting or not to have sex or do anything sexual. So SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!! and I am never going to fuck ANYONE in Mitch's fucking bed. I would chop the bed up into fire wood and douse it in lighter fluid lighting a match and starting a HUGE bon fire that will burn down the whole fucking house before I have sex on mitch's bed for that damn club!....so....yeah....Virginity rocks!!!!

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 12:43:28 GMT

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

That's about how I feel right now....