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me+justin=lovelovelove.
[1]
Everyday i fight a war against the mirror.
Can't take the person staring back at me & tonight I won't wear my seatbelt.
I'll speed on the wet slick roads.
I'll take that curve a little too fast.
You will see the fatal crash on the news
&& you know what?
You still won't miss me.
[2]
You're like a bad addiction
running through my veins.
You're the habit that I crave.
[3]
Another cutter, Another freak,
Another dork, Another geek,
Another prep, Another jock,
Another whore, & more punk rock,
Another hater, Another "G",
Another scar they put on me.
Another label that happens to fall
when no one really knows the person at all.
[4]
I wanna be your lover.
Lipstick my name across your mirror.
Blood-red with flaked gunshot glitter.
[5]
A little jealous inside.
Imagining someone could please you more than me.
I guess it's my insecurity acting up a bit
because i know i'm not the most beautiful.
Most fun or even the most exciting person
you'll ever meet but i do know that no matter
how hard and long you search you will never find a girl
who loves you and cares about you. The way I do.
[6]
So, please, just be patient.
I'm so afraid to care about someone.
I know it seems like I'm this strong girl
who can get through everything,
but inside I'm very fragile.
I've had so many things thrown at me,
& each one has only made a crack.
What I'm afraid of is shattering.
[7]
You know you like her ; would it kill you to admit it?
Maybe treat her halfway decent?
She deserves it, you know.
She won't wait around for you forever,
& you'll regret it.
[8]
so you're basically the girl's life.
she thinks about you all the time.
you're always the first one she
notices in a room full of people.
you're the one that keeps her up
at night. yeah, she's pretty much
head over heels for you. and
you have absoulutly no idea. <3
[9]
i think we are perfect for each other
but i'm too afraid to tell you
though i'm pretty sure i could love you
enough for the both of us
[10]
You said I was your everything,
You said I was the one,
You played me like a radio,
You use to love that I had no shame.
[11]
you stole my heart, ripped it out,
& smashed it on the floor.
& i smiled because you touched me.
[12]
Satellite, save my life
I'm wishing on a two-way radio
[13]
my empty promises led to our demise
and i could never tell you how i really feel,
and for that i eternally apologize.
[14]
Im annoying and I hold grudges
You're paranoid and overprotective
Lets fall in love.
[15]
Another cutter, Another freak,
Another dork, Another geek,
Another prep, Another jock,
Another whore, & more punk rock,
Another hater, Another "G",
Another scar they put on me.
Another label that happens to fall
when no one really knows the person at all.
[16]
people ask me why it's so hard to trust people,
& i ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise
[17]
I understand that Scissors can beat Paper,
and I get how Rock can beat Scissors,
but there's no way Paper can beat Rock.
Paper is supposed to magically "wrap around" Rock, leaving it immobile?
Why the heck can't paper do this to scissors?
Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people?
Why aren't sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly
suffocating students as they attempt to take notes in class?
I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody.
A rock would tear that up in about 2 seconds.
When I play rock/paper/scissors, I always choose rock.
Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper
I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say,
"Oh crap, I'm sorry, I thought paper would protect you"
<< XD
[18]
i`d rather be physically hurt then mentally;
cause you can put a band-aid on your finger
but you can`t put one on your heart.
[19]
Take a bow, hear the applause?
my heart is broken and you’re the cause
I played your game and it looks like you’ve won
Congratulations! I hope you had fun
[20]
i wish you were a stranger
i could disengage, just say
that we agree and then never
change. soften a bit until
we all just get along. but
that's disregard, you find
another friend and you discard
as we lose the arguement in
the cable car, hangin above
as the canyon comes between
and suddenly i become a
part of your past; im becoming
the part that dont last; im
losing you, and its effortless
[22]
Love might be just like me
Jaded, waiting all alone
A whisper on a two-way radio
[23]
forget my legs around your hips.
forget my hands pressed on your back.
forget the letters that I kept.
this is another I won't send.
forget your lips, your eyes, your thighs.
forget our one last kiss goodnight.
forget me stakin' out your house.
this time I've got you figured out.
[24]
& the stars just sit there & glimmer
like they don't even notice how we're dying inside ;
& the rain still pours & mocks us in our deaths
& the world goes on when all the hearts are broken.
[25]
yes, it does kill me inside to see you,
i try not to stare but i wish once you would turn too see me
and feel half guilty about the sins you commit.
so keep feeding me your lies, and maybe one day i'll believe them.
<< i wrote that about.. 5683286286 years ago.
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