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| End of the Year ThoughtsI've noticed that no one really blogs much anymore. I remember back then, people would blog almost everyday and I would feel so connected with everyone that I know. Well, I guess maybe people have either stopped blogging entirely or they might have switched over to vlogging on youtube? lol.
I can't believe our second year of college is almost over. Time flies really fast. I remember two years ago, we just graduated high school and we were very excited for college. Now, two years have passed and I have to say that I have changed a lot, especially during the past 6 months. This half year, I've been a very pessimistic person. I guess it is just the stress from school and life in general. But I have to say that I am very happy to have met a lot of new people this year and have gotten closer to many people as well. I know there are some of you who I haven't really talked to much this year, and I apologize because I've been feeling pretty down the past 6 months. However, I am all better now and I hope to get to know more of you better, if not in the summer then next year.
Good luck to everyone with finals this week. Yes, me included. Have a great summer and maybe we can all hang out sometime. :)
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| 放棄我很累。我不知道怎麽做。
我想她因該對我沒有興趣吧。
我也沒有機會問她，
因爲他好像不想跟我見面。
我想我因該放棄吧，
從頭開始走一條新的路，
這個決定會給我幸福吧。
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| LazinessSo, recently I have been feeling so lazy. I feel like I don't have the motivation to do anything. However, there are things that I have to get done before certain dates, and I have been pushing it like mad. Just like applying for summer jobs and internships, I am way past deadline but I am still procrastinating it. Someone snap me out of it. I need to get my life back on track. Someone motivate me because I feel so disappointed right now.
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| Changing the SelfSometimes, it is good to keep track of random thoughts by writing it down. Last Thursday, I promised myself that I would change who I am. I promised myself that I woud give up what I am always comfortable with in order to become a whole new person. Well, I have now taken the first steps. I got rid of my security net that have always defined who I am. It is hard to change everything about myself all at once. People don't recognize me anymore. It doesn't feel very comfortable this way, but hey if I want to change who I am, I gotta go all the way. Pretty soon, you will see the new me. I will not be the same person people once knew. In a few months, when I look back I do not want to see the same me. I promise I will change.
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| Xanga is so outdated, but I am still using it. I like all my blogs stored in one place. I am currently on my Spring Break. I haven't hung out with friends much because of family plans. I feel like people I know are slowly drifting away from me. That is not a good feeling! I guess that people say must be somewhat true: high school friends are only temporary. I hope that doesn't entirely come true. Recently, there has been so much going on. School is top priority of course. Then there are issues about myself that I must work hard to solve. One instance would be me thinking about this person way too much, and I shouldn't be thinking about her. But I guess feelings are hard to control and they just can't be changed unless I do something about it. I hate it that I have my mind on her so much. I don't want to suffer like how I suffered in high school. It is too painful. I do not want to make the same mistakes ever again. I don't know what to do. Right now, it is not the right time to make a move. This sucks. Maybe I should find someone to discuss this with.
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