~~~MeMoRiEs~~~damn does ANYONE use xanga anymore.. i miss xanga.. it was acctually a place where i let most of my problems and my emotions out.. i wish everyone can be using xanga again.. good friends can keep in touch n know whats up with each other and their days..
okay~ let me start with mines.. im still back in taiwan.. and started basically my second real job of my life.. still aint going to school.. dont want to go to school in taiwan anyways.. its just aint feeling that shit.. i cant be going to a school expecting to see only 1 race of people.. i miss going to school expecting my black or spanish friends of mine start trouble and fight or just making the day fun by making fun of ppl and just fucking chill and do nothing what so ever.. going to school with ONLY aisans.. what kind of shit is that.. i mean im not saying asians are bad.. just too much if them is too much for me.. i miss them dark skin fine assssss cuties i be seeing in school, doesnt matter if i know them or not.. shit.. they cute tahts all it matter... i fucking missed hanging out in greenfield just cutting class and hiding from teachers and deans.. making plans of man what pd i want to get the fuck outa here.. who's class i dont want to go.. who ima see while going from one class to another.. or who's gon be in my class next... wondering what the fuck the teachers are gon let us do in gym... blah blah.. man just typing this damn thing makes me miss grover cleveland like hell man.. that ghetto ass school.. but compare tot hat school i went to in CT.. GC was the best man.. BEST teachers.. Pierre, nicole.. and lots man.. naming them is just gon make me look bad.. cuz ima miss someone out.. but i still names pierre and nicole.. nicole.. i know what i did with my bf was totally different from what you have been beating in to my head... USE A CONDOM.. and cuz of my stupidity.. i killed a life that i created.. wasnt my wish to.. but still.. i did it... Pierre.. i miss you sooo much you dont even know.. i wish i can go back and see you again.. and just sit in your class room and bother that living hell out of you.. but i dont know when i'd be able to do that again.. but i promise.. as long as you still work in GC.. whenever i get back to NYC.. i'll be visiting.. and i want my hug damnit!!!! man.. typing this shit makes me miss GC soo fucking much it aint even funnny.. making me want to cry man.. i took everything i had when i was there for granted.. especillay loving and carings from my teachers... i am really sorry.. but what you teachers had taught me its all carved deep in my hearts.. not what you taught in class about the lesson.. but its what you taught in class and out of class' life experience or allt hat good stuff... knowing teachers personally is soooooo great.. ppl might think you a brown nose.. but knowing your teachers is like.. having a friend that has more life experience and can teach you much things of life that you want to know and learn about.. it was once my dream to be a teacher.. but my aunt had killed it.. but it was all good.. cuz i would still like to do what i love the most.. but nothing professional.. just want to be a true friend of someones'.. i dont know man.. maybe is cuz of my mood swing.. or some shit.. but damn.. all them fucking memories at GC or in NYC.. no matter good or bad.. its just something special for me and i just want to say thanks to all the people that had see me n treated me as a friend when i was there.. i love yall truly.. and if i woulda stand up for myself a big longer.. and stronger.. i wouldnt be in taiwan right now.. me and my crazy chinky ass would still be around yall and just be chilling with all ya... well even though i dont know whos gon be readins this.. but shit.. atleast i let something out of me again.. really needed.. but if you did take the time to read this bullshit and thought about the life in GC or just me hanging around yall.. even though i might be in a corner screaming out your name n even though you heard me but just ignored me and kept walking.. its all good man.. atleast i was in part of your memories... :D love yall and miss yall alll soo very fucking much.. :D | 
