I'm eager to grow.

I'm eager to grow and make a difference.

I'm starting. Thanks God!

Unforgettful

A strong claim to make. I hate and disrespect those who gossip around.

If it is an obligation or role to take, start something different. Be generous and wise, not to do anything harmful.

Especially as Christians, no one has the rights to be on definite side to discriminate/sidetrack to convince others of own beliefs.

Father always knows what is best for His children. Why bother talking and discussing of people's back when we only know this little much of everything.

Please grow up, really.

It feels shameful for me to talk about this coz it is more like highschool, but I can't help it. It has been too childish to hear/know about this. This will be the last one and I won't tolerate anything anymore. Patience in this part comes to an end.

One enjoyable morning

A sunny Sunday morning - waking up at 7 45 am before of the cough and it is speechless. First of all, I have to apologize to Paul who was in the same room with me for the entire night. I actually coughed for the whole night and this must be an awful experience for him. Either way, he refers me as an old man. Bear with me...

So in the past 90 mins, I've been laying on the bed, thinking of what I've missed and always been wanting to have... it is all the multi flying thoughts coming from here and there. I realize I haven't been doing it for quite a while now, by sitting on the bed, thinking, day dreaming and recapping the emotion that has been hidden or even thought that I should be taking care of.

My friends said they have given up reading my blogs because some of the entries are ambigious. There hasn't had an obvious statement or a direct linkage to what I intend to say or express. This is true. I'm taught this way.

So this entry, I am going to be less subtle. I am going to dedicate, if they care for, to my flatmates. They have bought me to another level of friendship, another perspective of seeing and treating life. My heart is melted and thankful.

Two of you have taught me happiness and courage. I've predicted some failing outcomes but your energy bursed things out. This inspires me to another level of challenge. Believe in yourself, every minute is a chance to turn things over. Another one has taught me endurance and deligence. I'm so sure there are a lot to be uncovered. I look forward to it. We will one day succeed in achieving the things we dream for.

This is a very long entry just realized... anyhow, there are certain aspects I am missing, just like this morning, having to lay down and do nothing, but dreaming, thinking, inspiring. I miss the energetic and forward looking Keith. When one is younger, with less responsibilities, he could go for his dreams in far far away.

I still do that, in a different aspects. We talk about analysis, research and predictable outcomes. Truly, it should be this - Start making a difference today, be lovable and less judgmental, be courageous and imaginative, also be diligent whilst enjoy every piece of your life. Surely the future is in your hands.

Last but not least, talking about honesty, I am disappointed in people I once thought were respectful. Yes, my feeling tells me this is an alarm. I particularly disagree with some of the perspective being bought and discussed. Don't pretend you're nice and caring unless you truly are, because "paper can never cover fire". The truth is always there in long run. Even as brothers and sisters, the reality is that we've got to be truthful and sincere, not to love only those whom love or agree with you, but to treat those around with respect and forget about "myself or my belief".