Life Has been very different and very difficult.  I haven't updated this in a while and it seem to be a right time to update it. Life is just a blur to me. I was going to fashion school  takeing a semeter and i really enjoy it. IT seems like what i really love to do in my life. I wish i was back in school and not worrying about work. I hate work and i hate  working with two people the turtle and the lizard.  Well i decided to go back to school full time when i found out that my father got edvicted from his retail space. I had no choice to keep working even though i didn't enjoy it. My father and mother have been in korea for about a week now and i haven't heard from them since then. I guess no news is good news. My father have not been to korea since 1970 something, my father will be shocked to see how much korea has changed. I never been close to father and yet i feel so  depressed not knowing how they are doing in korea. I knew there all right.  I haven't worked the flip for club Monaco for a month and when i got back, it felt so different. It wasn't so fun anymore, it was tiring and very annoying. will c what happens next month. Life is a bunch of blah blah. Need to learn its all about me and not them!