Would you rather only be able to Love or be Loved?

      <3, Rachel

i HAD to post these >.< :

They're all so pretty >.<

Love, me!!

I've procrastinated again.. >.< I've had this stupid geometry project since my birthday and I havent even looked at the assignment paper 'til just about an hour ago.. I doubt I'll even get to it. Yes, my priorities are a bit miscombobulated but I cant ever bring myself to do any homework unless it's for Photography, which brings me to announce that Im going to be in photo club!! Yay. Im so happy ^.^ .. i will be missing the first meeting though because my mom needs me to stay home to babysit while she's at the hospital with Mark.. It's okay though. They arent a very organized group so I could just walk in whenever.

Jeez.. I kept hearing a constant hum of 'awwwww's' at school today. It was pretty cool. *shifty eyes*

I spent most of the day playing with Sabrina. She's SOO adorable when she's happy.. after spending all afternoon with her I found that she's quite the character. She asked me to open one of the little parasol picks laying around my room and i gave her a green one and she held it up over her head and bobbled over to the mirror and squeeked 'Sexy!!' It was so cute. She's been doing it all day, it varies a bit each time. (ex. Sexay Beast!! Sexy Girl!!) I've no idea where she learned it.. my best guess would be my brainwashed sister Sarah. And then we had this serious discusion over the boogie man that I told her lived in my closet so she'd stay out.. she tried to get me to touch it because she wanted him to bite me.. so sweet! And we took more webcam pictures. She stabbed me with a parasol pick. Ouchie. We played with tape too. And you've gotta love those high pitched screams while you chase her down the hall .. Eeewww... she just sneezed on me -.- ... gross.. I just ate one of those old flinstones vitamins. I loved those.

Im such a spaz. A very tired spaz. It's only 8:49 and Im almost out.

SAMANTHA, I WANT MY NURTURING RAIN CD!!! You can borrow it again when your burner works -.-

Ou, im so excited to see the other homecoming pics. I got mine back today but my mom wont give me the actual pictures. So for now I'm stuck with the CD.. All's well though. They came out really cute! I'll post them once I find the motivation to edit their sizes and such. Anyways, enough writing/typing for today. Later!

      Bina did that to our phone ,           Rachel

Homecoming Day:

I had an awesome day yesterday. I woke up after getting an okay amount of sleep. I went out to get my nails done with my mom. We had fun together and then she gave me a peticure when we got home. Samantha and her mom picked me up afterwards to take me to get my hair done. We had a good time also. It was at that point that i realized how much hair i have. I have a lot of it o.o ... then we went to back to manthas house and we did our make up. I really liked my make up. It was much nicer than last years. Not as much eyeliner this time :). Then they took me home to put on my dress and my mom took lots of pictures of both Samantha and I. Then they left and Dustin came over. He was there for like 10 minutes before Pat arrived to pick me up for dinner before the dance. More pictures were taken and then we both left and ate at the Oasis Cuban Cafe. The food there was really good and we had another nice time. :) :) Then we stopped at Samanthas house to take some more pictures with Mantha, Simi, and Jen. Then we all left for the dance.

Homecoming Night:

I didnt expect to see Dustin there at all. It was a nice suprize though I didnt really see him much. I hope he had fun. We waited for our friends to buy their tickets becuase most of them had waited til the last minute. Then we all went inside and Pat and I ran into Julie who walked around with us for a bit and we looked around for some other friends. We eventually found them after walking around for like half an hour. Everyone looked sooo pretty :) We sat around for some time and just hung out and later some of us danced. I danced to the Time Warp with mantha. That was lots of fun Thats the only song samantha would dance to with me but it was all good, because I wasnt the ONLY one she danced with *cough*GregPinstripeguyBaley*cough*.. I got to dance with Pat a few times too :) :) We also saw a few of his friends there as well, so im glad he got to say hi to them. I had an awesome night. An awesome night.

When I got Home:

Pat dropped me off at home at about 12:30 and after he left, I found that my mom was a bit drunk, as was my aunt Iris. lol. Iris was really drunk again, my mom was just acting weird. The ywere asking me all kinds of questions. Kelly, my 31 year old cousin, was making fun of them and we were just laughing because whenever my mom or iri would ask me a personal question they'd start to argue about what to ask, and Kelly was like 'They've been doing this all night so if you just keep quiet for a little bit they'll argue themselves silly and you can just goto bed' which is what happened lol. So that was pretty fun.

Today:

I woke up at around 12 ish today. I got up, took a shower (my hair was soooo curly and my make up was incredibly messy. lol yes i know, youre supposed to take it off before you go to sleep. Whatever.) I ate breakfast.. pancakes :) at about 1 and then i did lots of laundry and talked to friends and spent lots of time on the comp. because i dont have much of a social life outside of samanthas family.. lol, kinda sad but true . And i helped clean up around the house because we're having a few people come over for a barbeque thingie. That should be kinda fun. I've still got a photography project to finish. That will probably be the highlight of my day if Pat and samantha dont come over. Either way, it'd be hard to ruin my mood because I'm still incredibly excited about yesterday. Im a bit worried about having to play guitar with these nails tomorrow. I'll adapt. I'm a bit sick of having to spell things out for some people. Ive given up on helping Jason. Why help him you ask? I dont know. I feel the need to help everyone who needs it. But he isnt taking in a bit of advice.. i give up. Im looking forward to talking about my friends about yesterday. Most of them are still going be like 'aaawwwwww!!' :) Rock.

Well, I'm going to post this now. I'll be sure to put some pictures from homecoming up on xanga as soon as they are processed. Later!!

                 If I could tell the world just one thing, it would be We're all okay,       Rachel

Ps. Im a dork.

Sooooo..

I'm so incredibly bored right now it isn't even funny.. Sure i could be doing homework.. which i still have a lot of.. but where's the fun in that. Then again, where's the fun in writing this? >.< I wanna go somewhere. Curse my madre for limiting my social life. What did I do?!

Well.. I doubt all of the outcomes of that memegen will come out positive but whatever.

Hey guess what?! My mom just called to tell me to get off the comp. So i s'pose I'll go do homework for the rest of the night. Can you see the enthusiasm pulsing through these words?! Good! Later -.-

What exactly is a yogie? We may never know,          Rachel