So...I joined the crowd. I'm a myspace junky. haha. No drama! I like that.

So life has been going down the tubes lately. I dunno what happened. I do know what happened...I lost my best friend. I lost the person I talk to about everything, the one I laugh with, the one I do crazy things with, the one I showed all of me to. I lost my comfort. I wish things would go back to normal, but life can throw so much at you. I just miss being happy. I miss my time to relax....cause now when I "relax" all I do is think about my best friend. I think about all the good times. I think about singing together in the car to sublime, and thinking about the times when I could fall asleep in those arms and not have a worry in the world. I just want my best friend back.

Were still friends, but it went from share my world with you to "hey how are you". I miss my buddy. I miss the person that changed my life and I'm damn sure I changed his. I hope things work out for my best friend. I hope he continues on the right path that hes on. I hope he makes the best of his world. People are thrown curve balls in life and I'll never understand how he deals with those curve balls. Such an upbeat person with so much he could complain about. Hes a good guy deep down.

Someday I hope we can have that best friend relationship again. My girls and I can go on without talking for weeks and when we finally do talk its like we havent missed a thing. Maybe someday me and my best friend can have that. I dont care anymore if we have what we had in the beginning, but I just want the guy I can share everything with. The guy who made me more open and feel better about myself. He showed me that you dont have to be some super model to be loved. He showed me that its ok to trust again.

Life is a crazy thing. I wish things could have turned out different, but like I always say...

"Without the bad times, the good wouldnt seems so sweet"

Spring Break...be safe.

Kimmi

What up Gangsters!

OK so here it goes...
My weekend sucked. I mean it was good, but just one thing that happened ruined a good bit of the weekend. I had a lot of fun with Matt. We made breakfast for Jessie and his girlfriend. We went to market again. Man, talk about gettin' a butt load of vegetables and fruit for real cheap. I bought a pound of cherries and 6 apples for 6 bucks. and then Matt got tomatos, celery, parsley, peppers, onions, mushrooms, and carrots for like 5 bucks. It was a good deal. Anywho, on Sunday it was soo nice. We watched the football with Josh. Dude, talk about a good game for the Steelers. I mean they pulled through even with the refs makin' bad calls. haha. Then we went to wal-mart bought a movie and laid around playing cards and whatnot. It was a good day. Well, I gotta do schoolwork.

Piece out

Kimmi

Ground Rules: The First player of this "game" starts with the topic "5 weird habits of yourself", and people who get tagged need to write a Xanga entry about their 5 weird habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 5 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You are tagged" in their Xanga and tell them to read yours

~ 5 Weird Habits of Myself

1. I make a noise when I sleep that I guess sounds like "a dog lickin' himself"
2. When I leave my desk at school everything has to be in place. (I line up the keyboard to the computer and line up the mouse to the keyboard)
3. When I take a shower I have to wash my hair with shampoo and rinse, wash with soap and rinse, wash my hair with conditioner, wash with body wash and rinse, clean my face and then rinse hair and face. If I dont do that I dont feel clean.
4. I have to sleep with a tv on. (or something with light and sound)
5. I cant hang up on somebody and if they hang up on me I keep calling them back until they can say goodbye. (Folks I cant stress this enough....never end a conversation without a goodbye. You dont know what will happen after that)

People to be tagged: Andrew, Travis, Bob, April, and Ken

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROOKEY!!!!

(Sorry its a little late)

Yes, in the middle of my busy life I forgot that it was my best friends birthday. I am a horrible person. I deserve a kick in the mouth or something. So here is part one of two to make it up to her. I love you Brookey and I'm sooo sorry its late. I'm gonna get you something that you'll enjoy. I promise. Love ya, bye!!!

(I'm Sorry)

Piece~

Kimmi

Hey Hey Hey!!!

So whats going on? Sittin' in school doing nothing yet again. Muhaha.  I wanna go to Central Market this weekend. Maybe Matt will go with. I'm soo excited for christmas...just cause I wanna give everybody their gifts. Anywho...I'll write back later.

Piece Out

Kimmi