okay a somthing i wrote in drivers ed bored out of my mind:
TVs
rows of mush filled skulls on different stations
all churning in different directions
muffled by our mouths
quite a noisy silence
...i liked it funny kinda. okay another...i sound more unhappy than i really am no worries..well not alot neway:
THE LEGEND
there is a deep hollow...
...I have tasted the legend in the wind
traces of the story travel through my veins
a cavern in the bellows of my soul
it cant be plotted on the map
somewhere in the metaphysical
a leak,
that I cant find, to fix
okayy that was originally part of this (below) but its deff better apart..ive got too much to say at one time:
THE ADVENTOURER OPEN CALL
The silent alarm alerts
noiselessly searching for open ears and hearts
I drag my broken sign
fairly new but rusty
unread letters scream help me
reason escapes me
for why I deny the doctor I have searched for
I feel you should see at a glance
the gem locked up inside of me
intrigue me...
an ill show you mine,
if you show me yours complex
I fear for what’s trapped inside.
Will it die?
I fear for the adventurer that comes my way.
I fear for the future of my past.
and what has been folded into time
matted into history
what my pain has shunned
forever hidden from the world
I fear for the adventurer that dares to dig
I recoil from the guiding light
it blinds me these days
I fear nothing is worth showing your underside
I fear I will turn away the adventurer strong enough to face my scars
I fear I will always live in the past
that I will always want what I can never have
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