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KraZyBrUneTTeC
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Birthday: 6/20/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Photography, Dancing,Singing,sunflowers,the beach, learning play guitar,shopping,babysitting,LAX or watching LAX hotties play it with casey (lol) watching baseball hotties,partying with my crew,being with my girlies/besties, singing&dancing while driving,clubbing,mission trips, Happening/LockIn, swim team,road trips, driving around, Yearbook, working at AMERICAN EAGLE,hanging out with my FrIeNdS!! and of course EYC!!,
Expertise: being GuLLibLe (lol) everyone knows that for sure, plus its what im good at(lol)! and of course we could not forget being a ShuggaMama and being a TWINKIE
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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AIM:  sunflowerselia
Member Since:
3/28/2004
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WOW so were do i being, well prom is next saturday on May 7, and im so
excited, its going to be one heck of a night with my friends! i so cant
wait, couple my friends are going to prom this week and i hope that
they have a blast, oh and you know what sucks my friend is having this
tea party that her aunt is throwing for her and its on the same night
as my prom ugh doesnt that suck, but im still going to stop by with my
hair nails and makeup all done teehee, then come handing out the
yearbooks at school, omg the yeabook is fab! i cant wait for the
seniors to see it! and then come GRADUATION!! omg i cant wait, well i
went to EYC on sunday, it was good to go, i havent been forever, so
yeah i got to pick where were going next sunday and its sonic, so that
should be fun, i cant wait for my mom to finish making my dress, its
going to be drop dead gorgeous, i so cant wait to show it off, anyways
its been a really sad weekend, but im getting through it, thats all im
going to say bc its not alot of ppls business, anyways school is almost
over, and im going to be exempt from all my classes except for MAYBE
english and gov, but no worries im gonna make sure that im not taking
those finals, so yea school is going great college orientation is
set i sent it in today, friendships are growing stronger every day and
life well im just taking that one day at a time
Love ya babes
smoochies
~toodles~
C
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| Hey
So its finally done , our group finally got our limo for from, and its an stretched excursion, OMG its so amazing , i cant wait until prom night its going to be so awsome, being with all my girlies and guys on an awsome night, and then after prom going to casino night, and then going to our after party and spending the night with everyone, its going to be saweeet! so far life is going great, senior year is almost over, im totally happy but at the same time im sad, next week is senior picnic and then seniors get to come to school late for two days and then we have senior awards, yep i love being a senior! OMG i cant wait to get my PROM dress, its so beautiful and pretty, hopefully i can get it today, or tomorrow before my mom leaves for dallas, and then all i need is for them guys to give me a freakin answer! lol, jk i love you! so yea last night i spent my afternoon/night with sheema,elizabeth, jennifer and brian looking at limos which we got, and then back to jennifers for some yummy food and a movie of white chicks, my night was awsome, except when we were in the car, i started getting car sick, but i got over it after laying down on the couch, so yeah yesterday was fun, at the moment im in yearbook doing NOTHING!! well im gonna go since i cant think of anything else to talk about | | |
| So where do i start
Thursday March 21,2005 was the last day that i ever got to see and
spend time with my babe lucy. Mom had just picked me up from school,
with lucy in the back seat all happy to see me, as we were driving home
my mom was telling me about how good lucy was today, i said thats good
and i reached over and petted her while she gave me one of her famous
kisses, my mom said that she let lucy go outside with her while she was
gardening in the back yard and lucy never sneaked away to go run off
like she always does, she said that when she was getting ready to pick
me up that she let lucy in the car without a leash and that she didnt
try to hop in the fron seat, i was like wow lucy you really are
behaving good today, so we arrive home and i let lucy out and she
followed me into the house, i grabed some grapes to eat, and then gave
lucy some attention, then iwent into the tv room to watch the ER
season1 that we got in from netflex , as i was watching it lucy came in
and layed next to me, then i went out side to the garage to get
something, and then i talked to my mom for a lil bit and turned and saw
lucy looking out side the window of the door, and so i asked my mom if
i should let her out, my mom thought about it for a lil bit and i was
like come on mom, so my mom gave in, (that was the last time
that i would ever see my precious loving sweet lucy, the one
thing that i loved so much in the world was taken away from me forever
) so as i let her out she went walking up to my mom to give her kisses,
i then went back inside to continue watching tv, then the phone rang
like 10 to 15 mins later, i saw on the caller id that it was Houston
SPCA, it didnt really hit me that it was them, so i answered it saying
hello, the lady was like neff Hannan, i said one moment, so i open the
backdoor telling my mom it was for her she was like ok, then i asked
mom where's lucy, she answered Ohh i dont know, i then said to her you
dont know, she said she prolly ran out in the front, i was like ok, so
i walk on the drive way and at the end of the drive way i see this
little girls backpack there, and then i see a man, and a two other
little kids, i knew it was my neighbors, but i had no clue what they
where doing at my neighbors yard across the street from us, so i go
back inside and my mom is still on the phone, i was waiting for her to
get off so that i could talk to her , but while she was on the phone
she was talking out loud , saying every word that the Houston SPCA was
telling her, my mom would say out loud "my dog has been killed, What?
how? someone hit her? my mom started to freak me out, the lady on
the phone said that a woman found a blonde dog in the street that
had been hit,and saw the collar that had the Houston SPCA phone# on it
and so the lady called it to report this dg, my mom asked for the
lady's number who had reported this dog, my mom calls her to say im
really sorry about your dog, my mom then asked well where is this dog,
the lady said on 2400 block of wordsworth st. right then i knew that
lucy was outside infront of our house, as i ran to open the door, there
i saw a crowd of people around lucy, my mom and i immediately ran
across the street to see lucy, when i saw her i started crying, the
lady who called in was there, she said im terribly sorry, she was hit
by the car and it immediately killed lucy instantly, i didnt want to
believe her , i wanted to believe that lucy had maybe broken her leg
and that she would be alright, but no, instead she died, it hurt so
bad, i felt so empty, i wished that all of this was some horrible
nightmare and that i would waked up to find lucy curled up on my bed
sleeping with me, but no, i didnt find that, instead i found, her
laying on the grass across from my house, with blood all over the
street , and on her left side, i cried and yelled like a baby, i didnt
care if my neighbors and there children saw me and my mom cry, all i
wanted was for lucy to come back to me, so my neighbor picked lucy up
and brought her to our back yard for us to barry her next to my sweet
pasha(RIP June 15,2004)so i went inside crying my eyes out, my mom
called my dad and he immediately came home, i called some of my friends
to leave them messages and tell them what happened to my lucy, they all
said how they couldn;t believe it, how lucy was really gone, the one
thing that has made everyone mad is that, the persn who hit my dog,
didnt even stop get out to see if lucy was her or if she was ok,
and that person didnt even pull over to tell a neighbor, no instead
this bastard just kept on driving, that made me so mad, i mean what if
that was a kid bc we have so many kids on my block, it just made me so
mad, and we all know that this person who hit lucy was driving super
duper fast, bc i have no clue how you cant not see a dog, so when my
neighbors left our back yard, i went out there and sat down next to
lucy with my mom, spending time with her while my dad was diging up her
grave, when it came time to barry her, we took afew minutes to say
goodbye, i couldnt talk, all i did was cry, mom spoke for me, but i
just could not take it, i cried like a baby, i just couldnt believe
that i lost the best thing that mattered so much to me, the one thing
that i loved and loved me back like no other, ( i blame myself so much,
if i had only kept watched over lucy, none of this would have ever
happend) so after we said our goodbyes, i went inside and layed down on
the couch as my parents went upstairs to take showers, i fell asleep on
the couch and was a wakened by the door bell, as i got up i stopped and
expected to hear lucy run to the door and bark of whine, i opened it
and it was sheema, she walked up to me and opened her arms up , i
opened my up and we gave eachother a huge hug, as we huged i started
crying and couldnt keep the tears from falling, she said how sorry she
was and i showed her lucy;s grave, she and i talked about alot of stuff
for along time, she then left around 9:45 then i ate dinner, and went
upstairs, being in my room was so lonley and hard, i got ready for bed
around 11, as i layed there i looked over at my window seat hoping to
see lucy there looking outised my window, but no , no lucy, i looked
over at my blue chair hoping to see her curled up in a ball, but no, no
lucy, i then looked at the end of my bed to see her laying there , but
no, no lucy, i then started crying, my mom came in cryin as well, she
then gave me some medicine to help me sleep, i cried myself to sleep
untill the medicine kicked in, then the next morning when my dad woke
me up for school , i looked up to see where lucy was, but she was
nowhere, i then began to start crying again, my mom came in and asked
if i was alright i said yes, even though she knew i had been crying,
she told me that she would make me some breakfast, as she went
downstairs, i was waited to her lucy go downstairs with my mom, but no,
lucy wasnt there, the whole day i couldnt stop thinking about lucy, it
made me sad and at times i wanted to cry, i tried telling a couple
people about lucy , and that she died , but no they didnt believe me,
they thought it was an April Fools joke, i tried to explain that it
wasnt, it made me a lil upset that they didnt believe me, i even told
me some ppl to call up some of my friends to believe me, whatever! so
yea, being at home is so lonely, i just wait a couple of mins sometimes
to see if i'll hear lucy walking and playing with her toys, or to hear
her bark or whine when someone rings the door bell or if the mail man
comes, it sucks, i hate not having my lucy goosey around me anymore,
part of me is shocked and the other part of me is with lucy, ugh i hate
the situation that im in , i hate alot of things right now, ugh i just
want to cry all day, i just want to see lucy, why is this so hard for
me, i know that lucy is a dog, but shes so much more to me than a dog,
why does this have to happen to me, why me? i only had lucy for 10
freaking months and now she is taken away from me, i dont understand
this!!
ugh im so frustradted, mad, sad, upset, every emotion basically!! this
isnt fair!! if i had only been watching her to keep her safe none of
this would have happened!!!
RIP Lucy March 31,2005
~I love you Lucy and I always will forever~
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| HeY!
So today was an awsome day! woke up around 10 am went down stairs
and omg the easter bunny came and gave me an AE gift card and gave my
twinkie this credit card thats a gift card, and aspen got a roxy watch,
it was really awsome and totally sweet of the gomez's to get me a gift
for easter, then we had an awsome cooked meal made by the rents and
then we cleaned up the dishes and got ready to go to the mall and use
our gift cards BUT the mall was CLOSED! so then we drove around did a
lil errand for ourselfs then we went to Barton Creek, omg that place is
totally awsome and so beautiful , omg I totally fell in love with it,
so then we went home changed into some shorts and t-shirts and went
back to the creek to get wet and walk across the rocks to take pics
anyways 2morrow is my last day here in Austin and im really sad
about that since i never come down here and get to visit my twinkie,
but she'll be coming down for some fun stuff in May! anyways im gonna
go and pack up and spend time with my twinkie, later sweeties
Kisses N Hugs
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| HeY !!
So here are some pics of me and my twinkie when i was in Austin visiting her during my spring break
 The Twinkies
  (were both tree huggers)
 (Whats up G dawg)
so yea thats some of our pics but i'll update later, so have an awsome rest of the spring break! leave me comments sweeties
Kisses n Hugs 
**~CiCi~**
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