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There are few tru friends in dis world n i realized dat...there are few tru heart guys in dis world but i didnt see till now...
ive finally found you da one dat i could spend mah life with but i guess i didnt see dat till recently...ive done things in the past i really regret ive been thru things that i wish i never went thru...but never the less it never faded mah luv for you...it only grew stronger...
I still remember everything n every feeling i had since i first met you I still love you the way i do since the first time i met you n the first time we talk n the first time we got together n said I love you to each other... i wish you remembered all those things... i wish you were here with me here by mah side... i hella love you i really wish you could see that... i hella feel for you i n wish you knew dat... i worry soo much for you with all the stuff you do i knoe nuttin can fade us but i still worry that you're hurt...or somewhere not here... i knoe i worry too much sometimes but i cant help it to think that there mite be someone else between us 2... i knoe dat i will not ever let anyone else come between us again..but will you??
i really wonder every day n nite having these fights in mah mind arguing over to mahself if you love me n feel for me da way i fo for you...i cry soo much every nite having to knoe dat i cant be by your side like you want me n need me to be... i really wish tho.. sometimes when things in go wrong you get really cold hearted to me... n really mean.. but i guess im use to it cuz im your laydee n you're mah man... but i really wish for once you would sit down n talk things out with me...instead of takin it out on me...either way i really love you no matter wat happens...
sometimes i really wonder am i supose to feel dis way miss you every day n nite n dream about you n think about you every waking second i have...is this wat ppl call luv? iunno cuz life n lovez got me all confused... n tangled up into mah own world i wish i knew wat it all meant... are we meant to be?? are you tru to me...??i love you n you knoe dat already... i miss you nite n day n you knew dat too...but im not sure... if you're farealz im not doubting you but i doubt the distance..does this distance keepin us apart physically effect our love...
either way... no matter wat happens i will love you till da end...babie im soo sorry for everything that has happened in the past... most of it is mah fault n i really blame mahself for it...i knoe alot of that stuff hurts you.. n im sorry i really hate mahself for it... i really hate all of da things that caused it... but even if you caused it i could never hate you because i love you soo dam much.. i wish you knew... babie.. i promise from this day forth i will do as much as it take it not hurt you... even if it hurts me... physically mentally or emotionally i will never let it get to you n hurt you like it would hurt me...babie... please dun let our love fade away because i cant afford to get hurt this time... im in too deep... the price is too high i cant pay it... pls dun hurt me like the others did... please cherish mah heart n love n keep it safe....im sorry for the past but i wish n hope n i knoe i will try mah best even if it kills me to make our future better then our past was... im sorry babie... n i love you... soo dam much...
but you scare me soo much now a dayz..n it really makesme wonder..do i exist in your world.. ish there time for me.. but no matta how hard i knoe ish gonna be i still love you...
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Tuesday, March 30, 2004

...Gone... i quit yeh yeh yeh.... keep talkin shit.. im abandoning dis xanga for you haters go ahead and take over the chatter box with all your shit talkin...n whatever you feel like you're saying is referred to.. n if you people are really pretending to be my friend and shit talk about me then just come out n tell me instead of doing that behind my back it really dont matter to me and im not just typing this out to the people hating on my xanga or in my school or in my personal life im typing it out to everyone if you got a problem with me then tell me n ill deal with it somehow... n if you feel like shit talkin or jumping me or doing whatever then go for it because it's your own free will n desire...n btw if you think that me n you are such great friends you should check again i mite try to get along with people n i mite get along with you better then others but it dont mean we're good friends cause check it i mite have some few tru friends or i mite have no friends you really wouldnt know because you arent me and you arent them so what i have alot of aquaintances that i mite treat as friends but they arent so before you say i think we're such good friends find out what i really think...so that's all there is to it i hope you people that care or pretend to care or dun care have a nice life... Bye



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