The truth

did u ever really love me
or did u lie?
u were the first one to make me cry
u were the first one to steal that
piece of my heart
 and run away with it
now my heart is broken
 cause ur not here
to fill in the missing piece
with ur love
so now look into my eyes
and let nothing
   but the truth
escape ur lips...
did u ever really love me or
   did u lie?
                                       ***

Love me

whisper the sweetest things in my ear
   hold me close to u
kiss me on my lips
and everywhere else
call me in the middle of the night
to say u miss me
comfort me when i cry
  and make me smile
treat my best friend the way u would treat me
 And no other way
  Tell me im ur one and only
   that u love
and promise me u'll never make me
             cry..
                                                ***

Heartbeat

Her precious little heart
that was once full mof happiness
was breaking right in front of him
and he didnt even know it
as he said da words "its not working out"
but he swore he still loved her so
if he did love her so
he would notice her heart breaking
      into million pieces
still, he didnt kno as he turned around
to walk away
just in time not to see her tears fill her eyes
as it started to rain
she stood there with tears in  her eyes
watchin hin walk away
her heart,
she felt explode in her
chest
it couldnt break into smaller pieces...
now if u try o listen to her heartbeat
u wont hear
therefore
she lays in her bed
sleeping,
free of her pain.

I'm sorry

Im sorry im not the daughter
    u expect me to be
I kno im not smart enough for you
 but im not smart enough for myself
Hearing your words
   makes me feel even more
dumber than iam
Im sorry to be growing up
  into something u dont want me to be...
   but its just me...
and im sorry for arguing with u ...
  for hating this place...
  but im mostly sorry for being me...
Im even sorry for writing this
             poem...
As well for apologizing...
But at the end im still...
     SORRY

               ***