| | .. friday i went to the hospital (again) i dont know why they keep making me check in, cuz there isnt anything wrong with me... but anyways this time they made me get a catheder.. if you dont know what that is, its when they stick a glass tube up your pee hole. its not pleasant. *shudder* oh and they took hella blood from me. youd think since im so close to giving birth they would just leave me alone, but n0o0oo0o0oo, they have to mess with me every week. well i have a delima, see my insurance wont pay for this one procedure, and i need it done for the baby when hes born.. and youd think the dad would helpp right? pshh he doesnt even talk to me, ignores me and pretends he doesnt know me, and its soo messed up cuz.... how can you love someone who doesnt want to have anything to do with you? its stupid that i still care for him, when i know that i was used... but damn I HAVE A SON WITH HIM. how can i not have feelings for him? an i keep hoping that hes going to suddenly change, and get with me so we can raise my son together.. it wont happen, but a girl has got to hope |
| | Posted 8/24/2004 10:19 PM - 2 comments
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