Currently Listening The Essential Harold Melvin & the Blue Notes By Harold Melvin & the Blue Notes, Teddy Pendergrass Thats What I'm Talking Aboot!!!! see related

  CRAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dat be ME..........4.....Sure....

 If my head don't stop going round and round then I am gonna go CRAZZZZZZZZZYYYYYYYYYY !!

 I am so ready for a vacation been working like a mad dog since November and I am at the point where nothing is makn any sense. I am sure some of you can realate to that thought..

I have to admit that a few things have calmed down since I last blogged, My son he is doing better not doing everything I want him to or the way I want him to but I guess that's why they call us Individuals.. We all have our own way to of doing things. I can deal with that it's the people that don't have a way of doing anything that gets me. I mean is a little organization all that bad.. I think not. Ok enough of my ranting and raving etc.

I coming up on a Birthday soon......OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo that's a scary thought. And please don't say your as old as you feel cause I don't feel old at all. I know it's just a number but I regret not having done more by now. I still have alot of get up and go in me and want to do just that. I actually think all things considered I've done a pretty good job all the way around.

Well not really making any sense about much these days just have random thoughts running through my head.. Tryn to make sense of nonsense.. LOL.

Ok well take care U All, All .. laterzzzzzzzz

Currently Listening Baby Makin' Music (Feat. Ronald Isley AKA Mr. Biggs) By The Isley Brothers Oh so Hot. see related

    Ok I'm NO angel I admit it.. However I work very hard at tryn to be the best person I can be. Having one of those days when I'm feeling pretty blue. Dunno my heart just seems to be misplaced these past few wks. I can't seem to get it back where it needs to be. Maybe from too much work, not enough play.

More then likely its due to the lack of .....what ? What's with people these days everyone wants but No one wants to give back what they give.. So are we now living in a world of takers. Gosh that sucks...big time. Use to be people give and take. No seems like the more U give the more they take. What like the well never runs dry.

Not making much sense but I know.. what I know and what I know hurts to Know..

Gonna leave it at that.. GOD I need something good soon...........running on empty for sure.

Laterzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz U all come back now.

Currently Listening Riding with the King By Eric Clapton & B.B. King see related

                                              Ok I seem to be sleep deprived these days. My mind is going in several different directions at one time, much like a express...This New year so far has started out with a huge bang not nessecarily one I'd chosen given a choice. The new lady I am working with has very low self estheem and is making my life miserable like I need some help with that or something.. What to do, What to do .. Ok my approach is to be kill her with kindness until she realizes that there is more then enough work for the both of us to do and then some. Guess I figure that I'm a lover not a fighter.. ( actually no ones lover at this time LOL ) Hey maybe thats the problem I'm complaining of being diprived of the wrong thing.. LMAO  ok don't get me started the mind still functions pretty good that way on its own.. LOL

Ok hey at least if nothing else I am making my self laugh between tears.. God knows I 'v cried alot these past few weeks.. Thankfuly I have my room all to myself so I have the walls an Riley to keep me company.. He is such a good roomate, great listner, snuggler and keeps me warm..

Ok I have moan and complianed long enough time to get on with it.. U ALL, ALL Come Back Now Ya Hear..I'M off to kill with kindness..