guess what folks... i wont b moving back to nyc by the end of may as i had planned 

moving bak is in the air now and slowly becoming a dead end because my house isnt selling.  real state agent said one month, now we are moving into month 3 and still no offers.  some might say that its the market but i would say its more like fate.  looks like i'll b stayin in texas for the next 5 years.  or something like that... i really hate it down here... but i cant leave such a big loose end here and move bak to the city. 

on the one hand i dont want this house to sell cuz its a house and its really nice and i like the surroundings for wyatt to grow up in but on the other i want it to sell so i can go bak to my life and friends and family.  but i guess i left the choice up to the market and its decided for me to stay here.

so like i mentioned earlier it will probably have to be those weekend getaways or yearly vacations that i'll b bak in nyc or b able to see my family and friends.  i feel like im cuttin my ties to civilization all over again.  its so depressing...

now that i am slowly going into settling-down-in-texas phase, i have this house here that i can fix up and do things to...  beautify it .... so wen anyone comes to visit this time next year and afterwards... i'll have this house all nice n PURTY! ahahaha... so i guess thats something to look forward to 

obviously nintendo wii isnt free... i have it if u want it.... for a price... n if i like u... price is negotiable

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it has been a while since i posted so i thought i'd update...

i was in nyc til early feb like i said i was gonna b... went up to boston for a weekend n saw some peepo that i havent seen in so long and miss... altho i dint c everyone i wanted to... im sure i'll get u guys in next time i visit... altho boston was a weeeknd thing ... it made me realize that i've come to love and miss all of u out there! even tho we dont talk... u know i love u! got my hair done in nyc and chilled wit a couple old hs friends and i also miss that very much... just being able see friends and not do anything but sit n talk is just what i needed and missed so much!

wyatt will b 2 soon and he's still up to no good... he's running and walking ... not talkin... just a lot of mumbo jumbo... trying to jump/ride a tricycle... and makin a mess of my house.  which I have to clean daily... advice peepo if u dont want a daily chore... dont have kids... use protection... hahaha... but i love him anywyas... u hear all this complainin bout him but then one smile... (sounds cliche huh) it just makes u forgive n forget everything else...

now im bak in stinkin tx... im undecided about whether i wanna stay in texas n make a life out here or go bak to nyc... yea i miss everyone out there but everyone has their own life... its not like its college where we can hang out 24/7 and its one big party... everyone has a job and their own bf/gf their own life... i was thinkin maybe if u wanna hang out bad enuf ... we can set up a group vacation/weekend get together in florida/vegas/cali or wherever! or we can talk online! hey there is a thing called webcam!!! cheezy i know... but gets the point across - we can c each other!  so wut do u tink of this lil idea?!