i lost my sunglasses... thats the saddest thing.... *sigh*

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duhhhhhhhhhh wat day is it??? today is june 1st.  ok... wat the hell am i doing in here??? i noe i only update my xanga once in a while cuz i dont have so much time now.  one more thing, i am umemployed now.  geez i need money...

i bought a bday present for my friend but now i dont want to give it to him anymore.  i want to return it.  should i??? man im so tired of this life. 

Im back to xanga for a longest time cuz i dont noe where to express my feeling.

How many guys have passed thru my life?  I forgot most of them, but the rest still stick my head. 

I met this guy in a weird situation.  I have known him for about 3 months but it seems so long to me.  But i noe we're always juz friends.  Sumhow, i want to care more about him.  He seems not to be taken good care of from the family.  He wants to keep in touch with my family after the first time he met them.  I can tell how he feels n wat hes thinking.  I feel sorry for him...I want him to share these feelings with me but i noe he would never do.  I care for him a lot, not lik a gf but lik a good friend.  I never want him to be alone cuz i noe he is always lonely.  When he needs sum1, no ones there with him.  He never noes how much i care for him.  When i need sum1, hes never there for me.  This is such an irony.  But i still cant juz leave him alone.  Sumtime, hes being different but i try to pretend lik nothings wrong.  It makes me happy cuz he wants to be friend with my family, at least i noe i can do sumthing for him - KL.  I dont care about wat people think about him.  He was bad but not anymore.  I noe he's changed.  =)

I hope my family can give him the luv that he has never had before.