i almost had you
but, you found her</3

you might think of me as just one girl
but i'm ([ one girl ]) who took ([ one look ])
and fell harder for you then i ever have
in my ENTiRE LiFE

Doesn't it feel so awkward
seeing him in the hallway &
pretending you don't see him?

dear diary,
remind me to never judge how well I know
a person. because the one person I thought
I know best. I don`t even know anymore.

no sense in living your life waiting for him to
tell you how he feels, gotta make the most of
it while you can and if he can’t see what he’s
throwing away then maybe that’s telling you
something right there.

I can not believe the amount of people who are afraid to be who they really are.I can believe the amount of people who pretend they know who they are, but really don't.

Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl hugs him
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
(in the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

You never know when and where you are going to die. you need to be sure of yourself where you are going and how you got to where you are now. 1O MINUTES FROM NOW ISNT PROMISED! LIVE YOUR LIFE ON GOD'S SIDE!

Right now you're talking about something that went on today in school or some day. I don't know. I'm listening though ; I really am. I'm just distracted by the fact that at moments like these I'm completely in love with you for reasons you can't begin to imagine.

Take chances, a lot of them.
Cause honestly, no matter where you end up
and with who, it always ends up just the way it should be.
Your mistakes make you who you are,
you learn and grow with each choice you make.
Everything is worth it. Say how you feel,
always be you, and be ok with it.

i dont regret the things i did
i regret the things i didnt do
....when i had the chance

break her heart && it will take awhile for her to get over you.

its easier to hurt than heal

nobody knows just what your battling inside

run.. run.. all you fucking do is run but you'll never run from yourself..
&& the thing that kills me

is that I am still not over you

smiling doesn`t mean that im happy
laughing doesn`t mean i don`t cry
walking away doesn`t mean i dont want to run
&& loving you doesn`t mean
ill wait for you for the rest of my life

He's the one of those guys that you think you have a chance with..the way he looks at you, that smile he gives you..that laugh he only laughs when you're around. He's one of those guys that you finally realize you don't have a chance with until it's too late. When all the damage is already done. He's the kind of guy that you realize you have absolutely no chance with until after he breaks your heart.
the worst feeling in the world,
Is loving someone when they dont love you back.
Your heart aches everytime you see him
And no matter how deep you look into his eyes...
You'll never reach his heart

Sometimes what your searching for is right where you left it.
-Sweet Home Alabama

it's really hard to fight for
what you want when you're not
even sure, what you want in the
first place

the hardest part in the world,
is to get his face out of your head.

Sometimes the person you want more than
anything is the person you're just better off without.

she'll say she doesnt care
but her eyes tell a different story

I'm a very independent girl, and sometimes people think I'm weird because of it. But that doesn't bother me. Just because I'm not afraid to stand up for what I believe in, even when everyone else is sitting down, that's no reason to follow the crowd. Because maybe, just maybe, I'll make someone's life better because I wasn't afraid
everybody wants to be someone they're not.

there's this boy and he has the most gorgeous
eyes.

& because of you, she'll never
think that she's good enough.

we're all so fake and desperate. blurting out
"i love you's" after three days. kissing before we
understand what's happening. making out before we
know what we mean to each other. but in the middle
of all that, i know we want this more than anything.

you & me
makes perfect sense

It was just a simple glance, but
a smile that took hours to forget.

Looks grab your attention,
but it's the personality
that keeps you holding on

when i get older
and my little girl asks
who my first love was
i don't want to pull out
the old photo albums ;;
i want to be able to point
across the room
to her daddy

Admit it. You know we can be great together.
You know our love can be stronger than anything
else. You know that we can be great together, &
we're meant to be. So why, I ask you, why do
you ignore all of our chances to be together?

Some of us think holding on makes us strong ;;
but sometimes it is letting go

As you go through life you'll see there is so
much that we don't understand. & the only
thing we know is things don't always go the
way we planned..* Lion King *

&& you know that when he stares
at you for longer than a second hes thinking about you

don't find love ; let love find you
thats why its called falling in love
you dont force yourself to fall
y o u . j u s t . d o

i started looking out for myself today.
then i stopped because i don't care.

he`s holding back, i know he is.
i see that twinkle in his eyes when he looks at me.
why is he trying so hard to ignore it?

everytime our eyes meet
this feeling inside me is
almost more than i can take.

moving on is simple...
it's what we leave behind thats hard.

there's a big world out there. bigger than prom,
bigger than high school, and it won't matter if you
were prom queen or the quarterback of the football
team, or the biggest nerd in school. what will matter
is just to find out who you are. & try not to be afraid
of it .
-- Never Been Kissed

even though 'I've stopped liking you',
every time someone mentions your name;;
my head turns right toward them
it's like every time i hear it..
i think of all that we could have had,
&& all that could have happened
...but didn't

its weird walking past those
people that used to be your
best friends, feeling like
you hardly even know them

he's not the captain of the football team,
his guitar skills kinda suck, he's not the
hottest guy around, but he's exactly
w h a t i w a n t

so here we go again..
with all your mixed signals....
and all my second thoughts
 
so she puts on those head phones
& listens to that song that reminds her of him</h2>

and nothing can stop her smile when he stares at her

Maybe you're just scared because you know someone actually wants to be with you

 i dont ignore you, i just dont give a shit. im not a bitch, im honest. im not mean, i just have jokes. im not insecure, i just dont trust people.

She is the kind of girl that will never let you in because some other boy has hurt her in the past. You can try and try and try but she will say no and walk away. She will leave you heartbroken just like she was in the past. And no matter what her friends say to her she says "I just can't take that chance..."

i don't want to look.
i want someone to find me.
- laguna beach.

charlie brown: i think i'm afraid to be happy.
lucy: how can you be afraid to be happy?
charlie brown: because whenever you get too happy,something bad always happens.

i just want to stare at your shining, beautiful eyes.
and fall asleep in your arms because i know
that no matter what, im always going to be
happy being with you.

and he has this gorgeous smile
that i could look at all day long.

i'd rather be in love with you. <3

and most of all, im scared of
not being good enough.

Doesn`t it feel so awkward
seeing him in the hallway &
pretending you don`t see him?

be lucky to have him as a friend because if you & him date & then break up, that friendship will never be the same. & in those months that you don't have him as a friend.. those will be the months you need him the most, & you won't have him. he's a great friend, so don't wish for more than you have because you have it better than anyone to have him be your best friend. <3

Finding The Love Of Your Life May
Mean Changing The Life That You Love.

It's hard to wait around for something
that you know won't ever happen
but it's harder to stop when you know
it's everything you've ever wanted

it`s funny how you go through the year
& nothing changes, but when you look back
[ EVERYTHiNG iS DiFFERENT. ]

You want more money,
People are in poverty.
You want a boyfriend,
Someone doesn't even have parents.
Your hungry,
a child is starving.
You want to go to the mall,
someone is looking for anything that they can wear just to stay warm.
Your chilly,
others are frozen.
You just want to die,
most people want to live.
So don't waste your time on things that you think you want because there is always someone out there who needs it much more than you could ever possibly know.

she was the kinda girl who never
let guys get the best of her ....
the kinda girl who didnt need
a guy to make her happy ....
the kinda girl who didnt fall in love easily-
untill that one guy came along ....

its easier to hurt than heal

nobody knows just what your battling inside

run.. run.. all you fucking do is run but you'll never run from yourself..

&& the thing that kills me
is that I am still not over you

smiling doesn`t mean that im happy
laughing doesn`t mean i don`t cry
walking away doesn`t mean i dont want to run
&& loving you doesn`t mean
ill wait for you for the rest of my life

He's the one of those guys that you think you have a chance with..the way he looks at you, that smile he gives you..that laugh he only laughs when you're around. He's one of those guys that you finally realize you don't have a chance with until it's too late. When all the damage is already done. He's the kind of guy that you realize you have absolutely no chance with until after he breaks your heart.

the worst feeling in the world,
Is loving someone when they dont love you back.
Your heart aches everytime you see him
And no matter how deep you look into his eyes...
You'll never reach his heart

Sometimes what your searching for is right where you left it.
-Sweet Home Alabama

it's really hard to fight for
what you want when you're not
even sure, what you want in the
first place

the hardest part in the world,
is to get his face out of your head.

Sometimes the person you want more than
anything is the person you're just better off without.

she'll say she doesnt care
but her eyes tell a different story

I'm a very independent girl, and sometimes people think I'm weird because of it. But that doesn't bother me. Just because I'm not afraid to stand up for what I believe in, even when everyone else is sitting down, that's no reason to follow the crowd. Because maybe, just maybe, I'll make someone's life better because I wasn't afraid

L O V E theres no such thing. . FAITHFULNEST, COMMITMENT, LOYALTY and honesty is all BULLfuckinSHIT.. _{just when you thought you found the perfect one}, he goes and fucks it all up.. You change so much for that person because you really wanna be with him , thinkin he would never hurt you, and he ends up breakin your heart .. now all you can do is cry... think about all your _memories and _{hate yourself} for thinkin your not good enough for him.. he would tell you how much he loves and cares for you, how REAL he is and that he'll always be there.. He looks you in the eye and tells you that he'd never LIE to you or HURT you.. and He PROMISES you alot of things... come to find out hes all MOUTH... all fawkin words.. Full of ALL _{fuckin LIES}.. how can he look you in the eye and promise you something and B R E A K it just like that..obviously he dont care about you or love you like he say he does.. After all you been through and after all the old -n- new memories you shared, and cherish'd you find out some things that you wish you never heard....Now all you can do is reminise, hope and pray that person can change and shed tears all fawkin day ..but no.. i guess all guys are the same and then you realize.. _{F U C K L O V E!} cuz to me.. theres not such thing =(..

o1. in front of the person you LOVE, your heart beats faster, but in front of the person you LiKE, you get HAPPY.

o2. in front of the person you LOVE, winter seems like spring, but in front of the person you LiKE, winter is just beautiful winter.

o3. if you look into the EYES of the one you LOVE, you blush, but if you look into the EYES of the one you LiKE, you smile. 

o4. in front of the person you LOVE, you can't say everything, on our mind, but in front of the person you LiKE, you can.

**o5. in front of the person you LOVE, you tend to get SHY, but in front of the person you LiKE, you can show off  your OWN SELF.

o6. you can't look straight into the eyes of the one you LOVE, but you can always SMiLE into the eyes of the one you LiKE.

o7. when the oneyou LOVE is crying, you cry with them, but when the one you LiKE is crying, you end up COMFORTiNG.

o8. the feeling of LOVE starts from the eye, but the feeling of LiKE starts from the ear. so if you stop LiKiNG a person you used to LiKE all you need to do is cover your ears, but if you try to close your eyes, LOVE turns into a drop of tear and remains in your HEART FOREVER...

the only thing you will
ever really need, is someone
who will believe in you <3

live. love. LAUGH. think about it. it will help you get by. i dont understand how the world could be filled with so much hate, but without suffering there would be no compassion. i see the world as a vicious cycle... people killing people. i dont want to be apart of that. i want to be apart of something great. i want to be a hero. i want to help a sick person forget why they are in the hospital. i want to read a book to an elderly citizen when they thought no one cared for them anymore. i want to help a child learn how to read and write. i want to give hope to the hopeless. i want to help open peoples eyes and show them how beautiful the world is. there is so much beauty. no one seems to notice and no one seems to care. and it makes me upset. i just wish the world was a better place. be happy. live well. take care of yourself...

i want you to fight for me. i
wanted you to say that there was
no one else that you could ever
be with && that you wanted
to be with me <33

YEAH, L0TS OF GiRLS SH0W OFF
THEiR BEAUTY TO BE KN0WN F0R iT.
BUT 0THERS HiDE iT SO HE'LL
LO0K F0R SOMETHiNG MORE `*

[ people ask me why it's so hard to trust people ]
& i ask them.. why is it so hard to keep a promise?

here's to the; girls & silly cries.
here's to the; boys & telling lies.
making out & getting caught. all
the things that we've been taught.
drinking * parties * crazy nights.
searching for our mr. right. holding
it down to the end; sisters & friends.

he looked at me with those eyes
& my heart melted. you can`t tell
me that`s not real.. `cuz i felt it <3

Life's just like a treadmill. No matter how fast you go or how hard you try, you'll sometimes never get anywhere. It's like riding a fast rollercoaster blindfolded. There will be ups and downs, & you won't know when there will be sharp turns.. you won't even when it'll end. Life's like a book. Every page is a mystery, but you're the one in charge of the pen. When things go wrong, life is like an hour glass. Sooner or later the sand hits rock bottom, but all you have to do is be patient & wait for someone to just turn everything around. It's like walking in the snow. Be careful with the steps you take because every footprint will show. Making a mistake doesn't matter; what matters is how determined you are to fix it. But remember, a mistake is like writing on a foggy window.. no matter how hard you try to cover it up, if you look close enough.. it's still there.

THERE'S 0NLY 2 THiNGS THAT
STAY TRUE iN A GiRL'S LiFE :
1. the only guy she can trust is her dad.
2. her true best friend is her mom.

i'm hyper around my girls, classy in front
of the guys, crazy with the family. but whenever
you're around, i'm at a loss for everything..
&& i JUST DiSAPPEAR x3

Remember when friends didn't lie to you? And the worst thing anyone ever called you was a meanie? Remember when you were judged on how nice you were? And how you only wanted to hear I love you from your mom? Well, now.. friends barely tell you the truth. People will call you tons of things that will make you want to break down and cry. Now you're judged on how expensive your clothes are. And you'd give up every single time your mom ever told you she loved you just to hear HiM say it once.

It sucks when you're walking down the hall &
someone asks, "What's wrong?" & You tell
them, "I don't feel good." & When they go,
"Aww, what hurts?" all you want to say is
" It's just my H E A R T . "

Life isn't a fairy-tale.
In life, there are no Cinderella romances, no picture perfect ballroom dances.
No Prince Charming to carry me off into the sunset, no happily ever after
& better yet. I am no Beauty & there isn't a Beast, no Mrs. Potts or Chip to
help prepare a feast. No hearts of love converted from those of stone, no
promises of never being alone. There isn't a Snow White or her handsome
Prince, no magical eye-opening kiss. No Seven Dwards whom dwell in the
same house, no determination to give Snow White a spouse. There is no
Little Mermaid of the sea & no man of the land, no falling in love while
laying on the sand. No Ariel whose voice won his love, no merging
waters below & land above. <|3

in love & life, you have to take chances. he might
not be the right guy for you. it might not be the best
job for you. the most popular girl in school hates you
& doesn't want to even talk to you. but
you NEVER know unless you try.

i CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER WHY
iT iS i LiKED Y0U EN0UGH T0 G0 0UT
WiTH Y0U, BUT THEN AGAiN, i D0N'T
REMEMBER WHY i HATED YOU
EN0UGH T0 LET Y0U G0 <\3

it's funny to think that after crying for 2 hours
straight, scratching your name out of 10 different
notebookes, ripping up your pictures & notes,
deleting your screen name from my buddy list..
that i'm STiLL in love with you <\3

i find this stupid

im sitting here telling my friends what to do.. i tell him to call up there boys and just talk or tell them just do it whatever tha thing is
but tha thing is when it's there turn to tell me what to do.. i don't listen. what tha hell is that.. i ask them to do it and they actually do but when it's there turn to tell me, i don't .. i don't even give it a try.. i avoid everything what they tell me what to do.. i avoid taking chances and risks... tell me why is that.. tha one thing i think about now is.. !!facing consequences!!.. im afraid to face it.. what if i did take those risk and chances.. what if i waisted my time taking it.. but tha thing is THAT'S HOW LIFE IS!!!.. i watch my friends being depress over one boy or getting irritating by some boy.. i never did go through that.. cause i don't want to go through it..
if i can tell them what to do and they ACTUALLY can do it.. why can't i?.. they tell me tha samething to what i tell them.. im just there not listening.. & not even trying.. this is a problem!!