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Tuesday, April 20, 2004

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 06:11:11 GMT

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=AZiANsWeEtiE87 <<--- new sn folks..add me on...k much luv..peace out!

Monday, April 19, 2004

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 20:34:12 GMT

hi well its been a while since i updated this huh...and i dont even get anymore props or comment..so i see no point to even trying to update it..well thats all for now..much luv

Thursday, April 08, 2004

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 21:12:03 GMT

woohoo i got accepted to uh manoa im moving to oahu in august!!!

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 18:16:15 GMT

sup xanga loverz....well its been a while since i wrote in here..i guess im losing the habit of updating my so called boring life haha..hope everyone i know on xanga is doing well...only one more month of school..and maybe ill graduate in may...im just hoping...and then summer is here! yay...gotta find a summer job..or ill be working at the one im at right now...then i move to oahu in august i hope if everythign works out and i get accepted to manoa i got to straightened that out on friday..well thats all i have to say for now..much luv

Friday, April 02, 2004

Fri, 02 Apr 2004 19:54:24 GMT

hey xanga loverz...wussup howz u pplz doing...im go0d..even though im for sure not going to pass my geography class this semester so i can graduate i dont really give a damn anymore...im thinking about moving to rhode island with my friend..just so i can have a new fresh start...i been struggling with so much problems life school my emotions etc..that i think its time for me to move on and experience new things so i can forget about the pass...it just hit me last night..that im so shy and have low self esteem issues that it pushes guys away from and it irritates them when im always sad and nagging to them about my problems..so for now im going to look at everything in a different view...a more positive way..ill try at least....i have that inner person that wants come out and push the shy side of me away..so i can just be relaxed and be myself in front of people...i think i better go..i was suppose to go talk to my teacher whos a bitch a while ago..but she was rude to me cuz she was talking to s0meone..haha..figures..well thats all i have to say for now..much luv

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

Tue, 30 Mar 2004 19:30:18 GMT

hi xanga loverz...its been a while since i wrote in here...gosh just stressing frum skool and life...i probably wont be graduating cuz im still failing geography...that teacher makes me feel so dumb..i dont think she likes me thats why she wont pass me..and im going to grad in may if this class doesnt hold me back..and if it does ill be devestated..grr..i was just brownsing and popped on my ex crush page..and had him and his gf prom pictures..and he looks hella good..and i cant believe that he still fucked me over..by not telling me the simple truth he had a gf..and it still hurts to see that girl have him..cuz i really liked him and trusted him of what he was telling me..gosh guys are pricks..i dont know what else to say...well thats all i have to say for now..much luv

Saturday, March 20, 2004

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 19:11:33 GMT

hey xanga loverz...well its been a while since i wrote in here..spring break is next week and im hella happy..besides the fact that i found out that im failing my geography again...and she said that i need to get 70% or better on my next exercises and quizzes in order to pass with D..jeez this dumb teacher no like me or something..cuz that class is fucking hard..even other pplz were having hard time..but they dropped it..i cant cuz i already have F on my transcript and i need to remove it..and if she doesnt pass me i wont graduate in may..thats messed up..shes fucking me up..i hate her so much..she gives atttitude to the students and think shes all that..and if we dont understand it..then thas how it is...im going to cry if she doesnt pass me..cuz even the second time around..im still failing there something wrong there...its just making me feel ill....i dont know what to do..just have to pray to the lord that i can pass with a D...so i dont have to go through the same shit again..i will have to shoot myself if i have her as a teacher for the next semester..im going t0 oahu on wednesday woo h0o!..hehe..hopefully my friends will introduce me to s0me h0tties..hehe..oh yah when i came home yesterday i try moving a wheel borrow away frum my car and it feel on my toe..now im feeling extreme pain and cant really walk...and my toe is just not a pretty site right n0w...well thats all i have t0 say f0r now..much luv

Monday, March 15, 2004

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 15:53:11 GMT

hey xanga loverz....well plans didnt work out to go to maui on spring break so im going to oahu instead and ill be there for four days..yay..thats better than nothing..gosh this weekend suck..it was storming and my parents were on oahu so i was home alone...none of my friends would come over..cuz they too busy with their bfs and having a life...i dont even talk to my best friend anymore...it seems like i lost her..cuz she has no time to even chill with me or call me..it sucks...guys are such dicks..some..i was talking to this hottie from oahu on the phone til 4am on saturday..and the next day i tried talking to him online and he was ignoring me..what a dick huh..i dont even know what i did that made him not want to talk to me..again another guy was telling me he knew how i felt about getting hurt by pplz..and he turns out to be a prick himself haha..well im at work right now..hella bored...and of course tired...im not going to class..im just going to go home and study for my midterm on friday..i havent been going to class lately..yah i know thats bad..im just so warned out from learning..im so tired of going to school..maybe after spring break.,..ill be back to myself and in the learning mode..but right now..i just dont care...im pretty sure im passing all my classes...most of the students in my class..miss out on the lectures too but come for quizzes and exams..and they still pass the class..i know just cuz they do it doesnt mean i should do it..oh well...thats all i have to say for now...much luv

Friday, March 12, 2004

Fri, 12 Mar 2004 15:31:06 GMT

hey xanga loverz..well im over that guy..if u wants to proceed lying to every other girl behind his gfs back..then its his loss and hers too..cuz they both deserve each other if they like act immature and dishonest to each other...plus whatever g0es around c0mes around so it will bite in his ass twice as hard..and he will soon enough know how it feels to really like someone then get fucked over just like he did to me....grr..im at work..im all tired again..and my neck is hella sore...i might be going to maui for spring break to see my hanai sister!...that will be the bomb!..i cant wait..and i miss her so much..we had some great times when she lived on the big island..and we alwayz been there for each other through good and bad...well thats all for now...much love

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 15:29:25 GMT

well im at work right now..im so bored and tired right now...i was up til 2am last night trying to finish downloading songs to burn my friends cd..and im tired from that jeez...its not worth staying up all night just to do that..well i tried talking to that guy last night..and he just acted if he didnt know nothing or what i was talking about..and he was ignoring me that whole time...wow..he cant even tell me the truth from himself..i dont get it...so everything he told me..he went against his own words and did somethig horrible to someone who didnt deserve it...wow i cant believe how guys can be such pricks to girls...and they complain how much girls use them or cheat on them..jeez i wonder why..its probably cuz in the pass they been treated bad..and just gave up being nice..and thought it was worthless to be faithful to their bf..and they might get hurt again..nah i dont know...at this point im so tired of being nice and faithful to guys..that i feel like i seeking revenge on guys..but yah if i do that then it will just blow up in my face again and whatever goes around comes around..so yah i rather not do that and get twice as hurt...not like i havent been there before but yah..it sure doesnt feel good..well thats all i have to say for now bye