Currently Watching The Number 23 (Unrated Infinifilm Edition) By Jim Carrey, Virginia Madsen, Logan Lerman, Danny Huston, Lynn Collins see related

The Numbers 3, 13, 23, & 33

I've just finished viewing The Number 23 starring Jim Carrey (a very interesting actor if one noticed his most common role as the Green Man [i.e - the Grinch, the Riddler from Batman Forever, a manifestation of God in Bruce Almighty, and his rather startling role as both author and character in The Number 23 - both Angel & Demon])...

Over all, it was a stunning and pulse-pounding film...full of numerological occurrences everywhere all at once...including references to historical events and their linkage to that number - 23...alas - there is also real facts regarding 23 - such as the Earth's tilt on its axis...23.5 degrees...the Tropics, the human genome and genetics, our DNA, our blood flow, intellectual cycles...everything and everywhere there is some kind of 23...

Now - to my LIFE...

The number 3 is pretty much repeated over and over again in my life for numerous reasons and causes many of which I am not aware of are know of...but I do know that the number 3 is of major significance to my life...even my best friend's favorite number is 3 and usually me and my friends adds up to three whenever we do hang out except for the occasional one-on-one hangouts which I personally prefer more...

Then - that darn number - 13. Thirteen seems to be pretty common in my life as well - since I personally consider to be of major numerological significance...after all I did stay at Guelph for 13 days and I was suppose to be in my 13th year of education (public) before I rebeled and got myself in my current situation of a sorts...which is no coincidence...and yet at the same time the 119/911 phenomenon were also present...aka, 1111 or 2K phenomenon...I love the number 13 - it is no curse to me...but I suppose that is a matter of beliefs and values...

Finally - the number 33 - I see it everywhere I go these days...like just today I saw a car plate number with 333 instead of the normal 33 - hence more numerological significance and meaning...hence also more power to the number and its potential magic...I am not delusional when I say that I believe I personally am already initiated into the 33rd Degree of Initiation within - well, the Occult? The Secret Teachings of all Ages? Perhaps at worst - Freemasonry? Or perhaps of God's Collective Consciousness? Whatever it is - I am surely an initiate of the 33rd Degree no matter what...

Today for some reason my Tarot Card for the day is The Tower...which is reminiscent of the Twin Towers, the Two Towers from The Lord of the Rings, and of Revelation - Change, Awakening...a time of sudden changes and of evolution and revolution...whatever it means I will leave you all to guess because I honestly find it too interesting to just give it away...but I did give away enough hints for everyone to figure out what my Tarot Card means...

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And just as miscellany and of major intrigue and gripping fascination on my part - what is with these 333s and 888s appearing everywhere I go these days? Anybody got an idea or a clue of what is really going on these days? I know they add up to 1221 - which is 12 + 21 = 33...hence any more revelations?

Yours, Love & Mystery

Xinyu Hu

The Day the Earth Stood Still

I may not be alive on this day but in case anyone does read this - today is the day that great changes happen and the end of an Age...

I wonder what will happen on this fateful day...many things will happen between the day that I wrote this; June 29th, 2008...

I hear that on July 7, 2008 Saturn might blow up when the Cassini satellite crashes into the Hexagon formation at Saturn`s north pole...which is an interdimensional portal...which is going to form into a second sun...which is really going to screw up Earth`s atmosphere...the only question is whether or not we`ll all be able to live through it...

So whatever happens - keep me alive. Please God. I am not so worried about Saturn blowing up - what I am concerned is the lives of those around me and how the entire planet will be affected. However I am keeping an optimistic outlook - NOTHING WILL HAPPEN today and even if it does it will be the ususal bullshit we all go through daily...nothing terrible will happen. Project Lucifer (The Second Sun) will not be a success and it will fail.

We will all live through to see another day after this fateful day is over. I promise us all.

But - just in case things do turn out for the worst - remember me - in whatever way you can.

I love you all always and for ever...no exception and unconditionally from the bottom of my heart...

Xinyu Hu

Currently Watching The Good Shepherd (Widescreen Edition) By Alec Baldwin, Matt Damon, Robert De Niro, Keir Dullea, Michael Gambon see related

11:11 - What does it Mean?

Just today I've seen my first 11:11 time-gate, "by accident," just while turning on my cell - in fact it occurred as soon as I saw the time on the clock...very fascinating phenomenon...

I know for sure though that this omen is a good one - viz a viz - a mysterious one that many of us are not yet fullng understanding but many of us experience it through just looking at the clock...

It looks like there is a shift in my own personal consciousness - that I am shifting and evolving in consciousness and that my present suffering/situation/context was meant to be and that I will overcome it and I shall overcome it with all my strength of heart, mind, and soul...wow, that is deep...but it does give me inspiration and motivation to progress positively spiritually and to continue my process of caterpillar to a butterfly - Evolution. True Freedom at last...

This is the door way - the window to 2012 - the Zero Point of our lives and the life of the Universe - and all of creation...so I think I am going on the right path...it is just spiritually I've been feeling a lot low lately because I am just so depressed and miserable in my current situation of life...I've nearly lost everything but love shall and will prevail and win as it once had...and I trust that love will find a way - it always has, and always will...

This is the time for evolution - away from negativity - but instead of just positives - harmony and balance between the good and the evil, the right and the wrong, the absolute and the relative, the material and the spiritual, mind and matter...life and death...this is spiritual evolution at its moment of fruition and fulfilment...We shall all evolve into light beings...the beings that we are all meant to be...

And a bit off topic - I've also seen the number 333 today - in fact I see 33s so many times it is not even funny anymore...it is like the moment I think about them they appear...not by accident - never by accident. There are no accidents in life - there is reason and causuality - not just a coincidence...

This is a time of initiation, mystery, darkness, transformation, transmutation, and evolution in its deepest levels...through the darkness and into the light of Life itself...

Love, Life, Liberty, Learning, Light

Xinyu Hu

MMXII - Earth, Air, Fire, Water, Avatar/Spirit

Currently Watching National Treasure (Widescreen Edition) By Nicolas Cage, Diane Kruger, Justin Bartha, Sean Bean, Jon Voight see related

Career, Controversy, & Character

My life is screwed. I have no idea what career I want to go into when I grow up - why? Because I am fascinated by too many things. I am everywhere yet nowhere at the same time...today my dad just lectured to me about the importance of finding a real career...I just sat there until finally I shouted back at him that I am not interested in his stupid lecture because I haven't made up my mind yet. No matter how long it took for me to get to where I am now - I still have no real, stable, obtainable career goal. I am just objective-less. I have no real mission in life save to save humanity from the greatest conspiracy - the New World Order but there is no job labeled, 'saving the world." That is, " fantasy," as many people would say - and that the reason why I, "fell," for, "conspiracy theorist," is because, "[you] are dumb and stupid and those people want to warp and manipulate your mind and get rich..." Well, that certainly isn't true. I am a rebel - pretty much fulltime all the time, and I am not going to change that any time soon. I have no need to consult any doctor of any sorts whatsoever because they're all bullshit therefore useless (99.9999% of them to be more precise)...

Now, returning to my career-less life objective - either I have no intention of having a comfortable career like journalism, engineering, librarian, accountant, soldier, or whatever there is out there - or I am just way too high in the clouds to be down-to-earth...or I am just too fucking lazy, tired, angered, frustrated, depressed, saddened, and ticked off to be worrying about a future career...because I honestly DO NOT KNOW what career I want to get into because the only job I can imagine myself dong is saving the world from the dangers from within...(again, I am off topic; but oh well)...

I hate it when my parents argue with me over how it is,"bad for [your] mind" to study symbols and such things...and that it is all a trap and that I am, "addicted," to it...it just makes me more pissed off and more angered that they say such a thing without ever seeing the evidence for themselves or even bother to think about what I say - so, instead I gave up and just retaliate once they told me enough I have had enough of the bullshit that they keep throwing at my face...it is like my parents love me for all the wrong reasons...they just want to be obedient to authority something I am not very good at (although work did teach me that tolerating Authority does have its pros and cons)...it still doesn't stop me from wanting to Fuck Big Brother...

The bonds between me and my parents are ever so weakening - it is as if my parents don't really understand the point of view that I am coming from...and sometimes I wonder why am I born to such intolerant parents of children who enjoy questioning and fucking authority...? Well - that is all because of culture I suppose...I've literally lived in both the East and the West so how the fuck am I suppose to make up my mind when it comes to the most important decision of my life:  A FUCKING CAREER. I want to take care of people but at the same time there is my own personal interests at heart - I want to be self-serving and selfless at the same time and it is difficult to find and actually live up to such high expectations I have for myself without being accused of being a hypocrite or a grey matter or a lunatic, or a, "crazy conspiracy theorist"...it is like I am living in a fucking zoo...everyone else knows where they want to be in ten, twenty or thirty years from now - but NOT ME...no me...I just say, "fuck it - I'll improvise..." and where has my improvisation taken me? NO WHERE...perhaps I am insane as many people would say and believe - but the thing is - I love and cherish my insanity because the hell with it - it is crazy beyond cool...in a good way...

I confess I am a fucked up person with lots of rebellious and revolutionary thoughts and ideals...which explains why many people don't like me...so instead I keep most of my work relations at acquittance level so that they may gradually understand or wish to hear about what I have to say...about my ambitions, goals, and thoughts and perspectives regarding this fucked up Earth we are living on....

I am a hard and dedicated, committed man and I remain steadfast on many of my perspectives and opinions no matter how, "radical," or, "extreme," they may seem...fuck it we are all hypocrites already! Just fucking live with it - as long as we don't bomb each other because of each other's hypocrisy I say - be hypocrites for as long as you are, "sane"...there is nothing wrong with that...

Happy Canada Day and to Canada: I say fuck Patriotism and Faith unto my country. I wasn't even born here so whatever...and the things that I can thank you for are; friends, rather fucked up freedoms, fucked up safety (no right to bear arms something I am still against), and the experience...of life itself from the past to the present to the providence to come...thanks Canada!

Love, Xinyu Hu

Lonely Days...

I am so fucking bored these days...there is like absolutely nothing to do today at all...all I ever really did was downloading stupid videos off Youtube and trying to be active...

I am so lonely these days I wonder what the fuck I am doing still alive?

Gosh - I am so depressed and lonely as ever...it is like I don't even have anyone to talk to these days other than Anthia...god, I need more friends or at least compatriots...

I need something serious to do these days or else I'll go back to school to only cause more trouble and get kicked out again and again having to do low jobs such as cook at KFC cooking shit for people (and myself)...god? Why the hell do we even want to eat any of that nonsensen anymore? What is it with fast food and people? What is it with me working at a fast food restaurant? Why am I even testing my own sanity at this moment of my life? God - something is terribly wrong with me today...I am so sulky, depressed, and bored to death...

In case anyone is wondering whether or not I still have free TV - that is a nada. Rogers removed the cable so I am just now waiting for some idiot technician/electrician to plug our cable back in just so I can have at least Basic Cable...come on Rogers hire an idiot!

I miss you a lot Lady and I tried calling you but nobody was home...so instead I emailed you...

Love & Light to those who gives a shit about me (or this world for that matter)

Xinyu Hu