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love you all

but i love di di, claire bear, and kit kat more

ugh! im so freakin lickin sick. . i didnt go to skool, so now im just @ home and "recovering". tomorrow is the oakton away game, i really dont wanna go. there is no point, we're just play are music and not really pay any attention to the game. then on saturday is the compitition. i cant wait for marching band season to be over

damn! i never knew junior year they would give soo much freakin leakin homework!! ive been sleepin around 10-1. o-well nothing much i can do there. so far so good. see my old friends and how much they've changed. i still love the all, even though half of them are completely insane(danny, shorty, erin, laurn, tish, and my lovely goldfish).

its almost gonna be five months with edwin and im surprise that we've have stayed this long. im not saying that as a bad thing, its just wow. i love him so much and he has helped me in so many things. he helped me through my parents, summer crap, and the biggest thing, he got me to stop cutting my self. he means the world to me and i wouldnt change him for anything

edwin te amo con todo mi corazon

yesterday was ok. i went to the back-to-skool fest., it wasnt all that great, but i saw abunch of my friends who i havent seen the whole summer *smiles* i did have to perform with the band infront of everyone, not such a bad thing, we did ok.

summer is almost over and my junior year of high skool starts. *sigh* this year summer went by too fast. i have so many memories of all the great times i had. now skool starting and i have to "prepare" myself for the skool shit. ugh. i just wish i had so more time do do somethings that i couldnt do over this summer for one reason or another, like go to the pool more, stay abit longer with my friends in guatemala, go to ocean city, but most of all out of everything i wish that i gone over to  my old friends in ffx that i havent seen in such a long time.

i miss them so much, we were so close, almost sisters the four of us. i met claire and kat in 1 gd in layton hall e. and i met diane in 3 gd where i almost killed her with a plastic knife *giggles*. we share so many great moments, though good and bad. we seperated during 9th when claire and kat when to robinison and diane still in fairfax and i went to centreville (which sucks). its rare when i get a call from them or if we see each other. the last time i saw claire and kat was on the 4 of july and di di was ....... im not sure.....but it was a day! and we went to the mall....i think... wow, its been that long, how upsetting. i miss you all and im sorry that i didnt try hard enough to see you guys during the summer, i wish i did, i really do. im sorry. i miss you guys to much, and i hope i see/hear from you guys soon.  

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